I don't own any of the characters or anything involving 50 shades. Can't sleep so decided to post early this morning..
I walk over to meet Ana and greet her. She compliments my outfit (like I knew she would). When I pull her chin up and look into her eyes I am immediately concerned. I see bruising around her eye and her bottom lip is puffy. What happened to my Ana? I apparently show concern in my eyes and she quickly tells me she fell. It is a likely story considering her clumsiness but something about these marks doesn't sit right. My suspicions are heightened when she winces as I go to embrace her. I don't ask her this time but rather grab her hand and walk into the school. I don't want to ruin this day, however I resolve to ask her about it tomorrow. If her parents did this..so help me! I look over at Ana and see her go from a shy smile to a frown instantly. When I finally have to part with her I notice determination in her eyes and wonder what is going on inside that head of hers that has made her have so many faces today. (almost 50 of them lol)
When Christian comes toward me I immediately let him know how much I love his outfit. His mega-watt smile gets impossibly brighter. He grabs my chin and his eyes become immediately concerned. I am brought back to my night last night. During my morning drive to school I came up with a plausible story. I tell him I fell but I don't know if he believed me but he doesn't push me any further on the matter. He then pulls me in for a hug. Ugh! My side screams in pain! I manage to control the pain to a mere wince. He grabs my hand and we walk into school. The memory of last night reminds me of the gift I was given by the doctors. The sonogram of my baby. Our baby. I feel a small smile appear on my face. He wants more..he deserves more I think to myself and instantly frown… During the quick walk to our class I know what I am going to do. I am determined now…
I can't concentrate in any of my classes today. I am anxious about tonight and am worried about Ana. Thank goodness it is the end of the school year. We are just reviewing stuff we have learned so far to prepare for finals in a couple weeks. My Spanish teacher decided to review/have a free day since prom is tomorrow. I find myself daydreaming in the middle of an intense dodgeball game in gym and get a dodgeball to the side of my head. I go to the nurse and she gives me an ice pack for the pain and then I am off to my last class before lunch. This day is not what I was expecting but I am hoping that tonight ends up better than expected.
Knowing what I am going to do seems to have lifted the dark cloud that has been hanging over my head since I saw the plus sign. I am able to concentrate in my classes and converse with Jamie. She is so excited about prom and I don't blame her! She was telling me about this guy from her history class that asked her to prom so she had a date after all. It seems everyone's spirits have improved today. Now don't get me wrong, I am not jumping for joy with my decision (whatever I decided) because I know it will be hard. I am just relieved to have clarity and a moment of peace. I am able to comprehend stuff that I couldn't when we learned about it the first time in Algebra 2 (since today is review day) and I head off to my last class before lunch feeling confident about how I will do on my finals. I did not expect my day to have taken such a turn. I just hope I make it out of tonight alive.
Sorry to leave you like this.. I will update soon! Please keep reading and reviewing…I am going to try and leave you without a cliffhanger for the next few chapters..it is just too tempting sometimes so I apologize in advance..lol.