"Hey, wait up Prim!" Yelled someone as she ran behind me as I was headed for school. "I heard what happened to your sister. I'm sorry." Said my friend, Blanca Heedseed. "It's ok, I'm sure she will make it out alive." "Yeah, your sister sure is a fighter! Listen, if you are going to close the Skoll, it's fine by me. So much chaos, the risk of getting caught, and now you must be worried for your sister." "Actually, I was planning on keeping it open. Ya know, to distract me? I just hope people will continue supporting me." "Well, you can always count me in, Prim." After that, She and I walked happily to school.


Today I arrived at the Capitol. I had many fans screaming my name and worshipping me, but that didn't matter. All I knew was that I had to get back to Prim. I soon met My prep team who scrubbed me up and plucked hairs from my body. I felt so raw and exposed. I didn't want to do this. I came here to win, not for beauty. The next day I went to training. I didn't want to do this but I had to, to win. Later came the individual scoring. I got mad. I didnt esnt to do this and I wasn't being paid attention to. I shot the arrow at the pig's mouth. Not that I wanted to. Later on, the scores came. I got an 11. Not that I wanted to. My score would attract more enemies. I didn't want that. All I wanted to do was go home. I went to the interviews. I didn't want to. All I wanted was to see Prim. I wanted to go home. Peeta announced his undying love for me. I was forced to play star-crossed lovers with him. I didn't want that. Or did I?


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-NessaMei