I Sat alone as usual at the corner of the Estate, I was not ready to face my Mother yet which made me feel even more aweful than I already felt which was pretty low, I had not long moved here from Wales and it was pretty much the same everywhere we went! People never liked me, actually thats not true adults did just not people my own age. I shiver slightly as a gust of wind blew pass me, I should of really have had a coat on but I just never found time to replace my old one that ripped compleatly making it unuseable.
"Oh uh hi you alright down there?!" I looked up nervously not really sure what to say, it was a Blonde haired boy with beautiful clear blue eyes and a friendly welcoming smile,
"uhm yeah thanks!" I respond awkwardly not looking directly at him as I can`t trust him, I have been fooled many times before by people making cruel games and me being so needy and gulible I fall for it everytime, the boy leans down beside me and sits quietly pulling out his mobile, it looked like he was texting someone which made my heart and pulse race with panick! What if he is texting his mates?! telling them to come and gang up on me!? I burst into tears of panick trying to lift myself up of the cold concrete,
"Hey what`s going on?!"
"PLEASE DON`T HURT ME!" I scream my whole body a trembling wreck now, that is unable to move I have to try begging with him to not hurt me and to just leave me!
"Hurt you? what you on about I wouldn`t hurt you!?"
"I HEARD THAT LAST TIME...AND I GOT ATTACKED!" The boy reaches slowly and gently over to me and places his hand onto my arm, with his other hand he moved his phone closer towards me as to show me the screen, I anxsiously read the messages on the screen and to my relief and surprise there was nothing there to do with ganging up on me! phew! I sigh leaning exhaustedly against the wall squeezing my eyes shut,
"You calm now?!" I reopen my eyes, and watch the boy sit back down beside me, he looked completly calm and acting normal as if my freak out didn`t scare him at all!
"What you still doing here?!"
"I can`t leave you now can I?!"
"What do you mean why not?! because it would be wrong thats why not!"
"Oh." Was all that I could muster to say at his response it was certainly unusual that someone would even speak to me never mind want to make sure that I was alright! My heart raced excitedly at the prospect that maybe my days spent by myself were finally over!
"I uh must get back home to Mam, you want to walk me back?!"
"of course come on!" The boy sprung up quickly and offered his hand for me to take, which as I did so my whole body still trembling as I stood up beside him our eyes for a moment studying each other. As we stopped outside my front door we both gave a awkward smile towards one another, before I shyly began to speak,
"I uh would let you in but it`s my mam...she isn`t very well!"
"hey no need to explain maybe some other time yeah!"
"of course! anytime!" my excitment and eagerness showing, wich surprisingly made him smile warmly at me instead of rushing away from me compleatly freaked,
"Well Night Sketch!" He said friendly as he naturally wrapped his arm around me, his warm body feeling comforting against mine,
"Night Maxie!" I smile exstatically as I watch him walk down the corridor heading towards the stairs, I turn back to my door and smiling happily to myself. But as I opened the front door my smile turns to horror as my Mum is lying helplessly on the floor, I rush over and help her into her bed,
"Why did you get out of bed?!"
"Sorry love...I was worried bout where you were!" the guilt pulsed through me again, my eyes began to water and a huge lump building up into my throat,
"Mam...I`m so sorry...please don`t hate me I promise I won`t be late home again!"
"Hey love it`s alright! I just panicked that you were hurt...as long as your safe you can stay out as late as you like love!"
"I promise I will next time Mam!" after sorting out getting my mum comfy I entered my bedroom and lay myself down onto the bed, my mind whirling with thoughts of Maxie and his beautiful blue eyes! my heart racing as the thought of his warm body inches from mine! oh I hope he meant what he said that we will see each other again! even if he didn`t he still has given me the best few minutes of her life, that I will cherish forever!