My name is Natsu Dragneel. I am 16 years old and the fire dragon slayer of the Fairy Tail guild. I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend Gajeel Redfox. Everything was great for the first 5 months of our relationship. We were in a loving relationship with each other and I thought everything was perfect. Hint word thought, but no it turns out that Gajeel didn't love me at all. He just pretended so that he could use me for his personal gain. I had finally realized this 2 months ago, when the verbal abuse started.
We had just come back home from dinner. I had noticed on the way home he seemed really angry for some reason that was oblivious to me. He wouldn't tell me what was wrong, so it would build up inside of him. Until one day he just exploded into a huge bomb of hate. "NATSU." He yelled angrily to me. I ran into the living room. "What? What happened?" I asked frantically. He glared at me with the most hate that I have ever seen on his face. "Why do you yell so much?" He yelled to me. I was as confused as hell right now.
"What are you talking about? I haven't yelled in months. You've even taken me to my anger management classes." I said truthfully. He growled and grabbed the collar of my shirt and hoisted me into the air. "Don't you play dumb with me? Do you even love me anymore? Because they way your acting doesn't seem like it." He yelled at me angrily. I was shocked by his outburst Do I still love Gajeel?
I sighed and looked him straight in the eye. "I do love you Gajeel, but the way your acting…is not the Gajeel I fell in love with." I responded. His bangs were covering his eyes which made a shadow cover his eyes. He had an emotionless mask on his face. He let me go and I fell to the floor. I watched as he walked out of the living room to his bedroom. "What was that all about?" I whispered questionably.
Also, about one month ago is when the physical and sexual abuse started. So I was being laid on with all three abuses by the one I love and soon that love started to shrink slowly each day. I remember when it first started.
I was mopping the floor one lovely afternoon. I decided to stay home today and try and help Gajeel get over his anger issues. So I have news to tell him that should help. I heard the front door opened and saw that Gajeel had just gotten home from his job. "Gajeel, can I tell you something really quick?" I asked nicely. He groaned and sat down at the dining room table. I went over to the counter and took out a glass cup and filled it with ice water. I walked over the table and placed it on front of him. "So, I have some news from my anger management teacher. He said he would be willing to help you as well when I go to my lessons." I said excitingly. I think Gajeel took it the wrong way and picked up his ice water and dumped all over me. I screamed as the cold water hit my hot body. He them smashed the glass on the top of my head and everything went black.
When I woke up I felt really dizzy and had a head ache the size of Gajeel's ego. I slowly stood up and held my hands on my knees. I was a little shaky but managed to stand up. I looked around to see that it was a little after sunset. I might as well hurry and make dinner before Gajeel gets back. But it was too late because I heard the door open again. "Natsu, did you make dinner?" He asked as he walked into the kitchen. I slowly nodded, "I'm sorry it's not ready. I had just woken up and was about to make it." I said. He growled and punched me across the face. I fell to the ground and shakily started to stand up. "What's gotten into you Gajeel?" I asked shakily.
He growled, "First you say I have anger problems and now you can't even make me dinner now your gonna pay."
He said angrily. He picked me up by the collar of my shirt and brought me into the living room. He threw me against the wall and I cried out in pain. He grabbed me again and threw me against the mirror. I shrieked as I felt glass enter my back. He kicked my chest and I grunted in pain. He kicked my face and I felt blood running down my face. He kicked the side of my head and I flew across the room. I just lied there and hoped he wouldn't do anything else to me. "You better clean this up and have dinner ready for me within half an hour or else." He said and walked to his room.
I slowly stood up and felt intense pain all over my body. I had the erge to cry at this point. I picked the glass pieced out of my back and felt the blood running down my back and I bit my lip to kept the erge to scream locked inside. After every piece was plucked I started my way towards the kitchen and started to prepare dinner. As it was starting to cook I made my way over to the living room and started to clean up the mess he made. I started with cleaning the blood off the wall and went back into the kitchen to check on Gajeel's dinner. I took it out and put it on a plate and brought it to him. He took it and I quickly left the room.
I went back into the living room and continued to clean up the living room. I had everything done except for one thing. I still haven't cleaned the blood off the carpet. I looked at the clock and saw my time was almost gone with only 2 minutes left before he comes back out. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a bucket and filled it with carpet cleaner and grabbed a sponge. When I left the bathroom Gajeel had just opened his door. You time is up Natsu." He said spookily. I was pale and he smirked. "And by the cleaning supplies in your hands I would say you failed to complete your task." He said. He growled and grabbed my hand and I dropped my cleaning supplies on the floor. "Time for your punishment then." He said and dragged me into his room. The punishment was the worst of all, that night is the night he first raped me.