Darkest touch


I need it

I really do

Because without it

I'm just like you

I sit and wallow

In despair

Only to find

No one cares

This sick feeling

Creeps up inside

I don't know

How I'm dealing

With feeling so dead

Yet so angry

And alive

This heart of lead

Weighs everything down

Makes me feel empty

And full of dread

I am grateful for it

I truly am

For it reminds me

Of whom I'm not

I'm not some soulless beast

Goodbye old friend

You will be missed

By the ones in the night

Who received your darkest touch.