A/N: Unbeta'd but here ya go.
My absolute favorite chapter.
Darkness had settled in and I had turned on the butane heater as we lay cuddled under the blanket, naked and staring at the stars.
"I didn't think we'd ever wind up here, like this," CP's voice had a tone of seriousness that brought my eyes down to look at her.
She was lying on her side, her arms tucked under her head, while I had my hand propped up holding my head to see her.
I could barely make her out in the layer of night surrounding us.
She smiled and scooted closer to me, leaving no space between us. My hands went to her hair lying on her shoulder. It was soft as I played with it, trying to keep the mood light.
"Because, we had been living such heavy, drama filled lives. I never, ever imagined us being like normal high school teenagers sneaking off to have sex in a wooded field." I could almost make out her blush at her declaration.
I pushed her to her back and moved over her, letting a little of my weight settle on top of her. During our late night chats she'd revealed to me that she loved feeling me heavy on her like that.
I hoped she'd meant it 'cause it felt damn good.
"CP, we aren't normal teenagers, we are just us. We're doing the best we can to survive, still. And, if this is the only place we can sneak off too and fuck, then so be it," I smirked and felt her fingernails in my back.
"You ass," she laughed and wrapped her legs around me.
"You've never fucked me," she declared with a bitch brow.
I smirked at her and leaned down close to her ear, "This is a big ass meadow and I intend to fuck you against every tree, across ever stump and in every square inch of this motherfucking place."
Her breath hitched and I could feel the heat from her pussy against my shaft that was now lodged between her wet lips.
"Oh yes, CP, I will fuck you, good and plenty. You can rest assured, your sexy little vixen ass belongs to me now. And, I will have it every chance I get." Ah, that felt good to bring the cocky bastard inside of me back out to the world.
"I fucking love you," she laughed and then pulled me down for a kiss just as I pushed inside of her for round two.
She moaned once I was all the way inside of her.
"I think I love your cock, too," the sexy little vixen declared and only made me swell that much more.
"Oh yeah?" I said as I started to thrust a little faster, a little harder.
The sounds coming from her were nothing I'd ever heard before and it was beyond sexy.
I wanted to hear her like this all the time and of course I wanted her to be naked all the time, too. But, I'd take what I could get from her when I could get it.
"Harder," she begged as I hitched her legs up over my hips a little higher.
I'd never felt this angle and I had to fight not to shoot my wad right then.
"Fuck, Bella … this feels to damn good," my voice shaking as I knew I couldn't hold off much longer.
I pinched her clit and hoped she'd come because I felt it happen before I could stop it.
"Shit," I yelled and heard her yelp but felt her arch her back, her eyes closed and her mouth in this weird little 'o' expression.
I thrust a few more times just for good measure and then looked down to see her eyes open and staring at me, hard.
"You just fucked me," it sounded more like a question and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Are you asking or telling me?" I smarted off as I laid down, my arms to shaky to hold me up any longer.
She rolled to the side and we lay face to face, still trying to catch our breath.
"Both," her eyes showed she wasn't sure.
"Both," I declared right back.
She swatted my chest and I laughed even harder.
"I love you, Bella," I said and leaned over to kiss her forehead.
"What?" I asked and moved some of her hair. When the fuck did I start playing with her hair? Oh yeah, when I became a pussyboy in love.
"I like it when you call me something else," CP said softly.
"I love you, my Caterpillar."
I was completely and totally fucked.
My dick was hard, again.
"I just fucked you, alright!" She giggled even harder as I tickled her.
Shit, I said that out loud earlier.
"I fucking hate curfews," I might have whined as we walked back to the car at eleven-thirty to make it home by midnight.
"We have to earn their trust, Edward," CP announced like I hadn't heard that shit a million times in the last week.
"Can't we just live in our meadow in the tent? I'll keep you warm, I promise," I joked with her as we made it to the car and started putting everything back in the hatch.
"You'd have my poor little vagina so sore I'd never be able to walk to hunt and gather food. Or how else did you intend for us to eat?" She stopped walking and stared up at me, as I was right beside her.
I smirked, "I'd eat you every day and you'd swallow me, we'd have plenty of nourishment."
She smacked me, again.
"What? It sounds resourceful if you ask me." I shrugged and opened her door while she kept laughing.
"You are such a sexual deviant," she remarked as I closed the door after she'd gotten in the car.
I walked around the back to get to the driver door, got in and looked at her.
"No, I just never want to be apart from you again," I said, seriously.
Her eyes softened and swelled with tears as her hands came up to cup my face.
"All joking aside, Edward, that's what I want too. We'll always be together. Nothing can take us apart, again." She leaned over and softly kissed my lips.
Our foreheads touched and I brought my hands up to her cheeks, mirroring her.
"I love you." I whispered. Fuck it felt good to say it.
"I love you," she whispered back. Fuck if it didn't feel just as good to hear it.
We drove home with the radio low, our hands intertwined and with a new peace settled over us.
We made love.
But, most importantly, I realized what she truly meant to me.
And, I felt like I'd won the biggest prize.
Finally, something good happened to me.
A/N: Much love to Eternally Edward's girl, Pates Greeneyes and Riversong FF for their love they show me by tolerating my neurotic ways with this fic.
I appreciate YOU, the reader, for hanging in there with me.
I AM trying to write again, as the bug has once again bit me. I want to try and have this wrapped up by March.
There are probably about 20-25 ch's to go.