chapter inspired by: Monster, by skillet.
The secret side of me I never let you see
I keep it caged, but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls It comes awake, and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster
Bloody Wings Chapter 2:
A/N: I've been bitten by the writers bug, and have decided to try & edit and update some of my stories- enjoy, and R&R!
"Edward.. we can't keep her. It's too dangerous for her, what if Jasper loses control? What about when she's older? Who is going to watch her during the day? You know that my place is in the hospital, and Your and your sibling's to go to school. She can stay until I can figure out what else to do about her." As he finished his 'speech', I felt an uncomfortable tug at my long-dead heart. I looked down at the small beauty in my arms, and knew I couldn't ever let her go. No. Not without a fight. I'll leave and take her with me, if I must. Anything to keep her.
I had to hurry, Before Alice saw what I had decided, I couldn't let Carlisle take her from me. I hadto take her away from here, to somewhere safe. Somewhere nobodywould ever find us.
Alice called me on my phone, Damn, why didn't I throw it away?
But I didn't answer it, I sent her to my voicemail, and turned my phone off. Ha! Take that, Alice! I got into my car and drove to the nearest store; Newton's outfitters.
I bought my sweet girl some clothes, baby food, and a car seat. (Mrs. Newton, Mike's mother, looked at my strange purchase with a huff, thinking, 'Oh, just wonderful! He must have a girlfriend! Lucky bitch!') I had to suppress my laughter as I paid for my purchase, and exited the store with my girl in my arms.
I strapped the car seat into my car, placed my girl into the seat, and buckled her into it. I should really think of a name for her.. but not now, later, I thought.
I blinked my eyes many times as I came to, and dropped the Item I was carrying. Esme looked at me worriedly, and asked, "Alice? What did you see?" I glanced at her, and replied, "Esme.. Edward is leaving and he's taking the baby with him!"
I raced across the airport to find the Airline that I needed to get on to. I had already paid for my ticket, it was one way only. I carried my girl onto the plane, pondering the upcoming events that were sure to take place.
As the plane was getting ready for takeoff, I turned my phone on, and the screen read: 37 text messages, and 14 missed calls. About six calls were from Alice, two from Esme, one from Jasper, and the rest from Carlisle. Most of the texts were from Alice & Carlisle, and Asking, "Edward, why? or, Edward! What the hell! come back!
I opened the window next to me, and tossed my phone out as fast as I could. I have already made my decision, and I was sticking to it. I wasn't coming back, The girl is MINE, and I'm not letting Carlisle take her away from me.
Sure, I'll miss them, but I NEED her. It would destroy me to let her go. Yes, it's selfish, but I'm going to hell anyway, so what's one more offence? I'm a demon, and she's my little Angel. I thought for a moment, and decided, "I will call you Isabella, my sweet. To everyone you meet, you will bring joy to their hearts...Mea speciosa, suavis, paulo Bella.
Mea speciosa, suavis, paulo Bella. Means: My Beautiful, sweet, little Bella. In Latin! This story will have Latin, Italian, and Greek in it! Very little, though, as I do not speak anything but some German, and English!