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"Damn, you look so hot in my clothes." I whispered pulling her close to me. Grinning knowing that her breasts were bare under that shirt, and pressed against me right now. We headed downstairs to get something to drink and get a snack prepared for movie time. I stood to the side simply watching her. I put her in charge of snacks and she hummed and gathered up everything we would need while shaking her hips to music that was only in her head. Then we went to the den so we could watch on the bigger HDTV and plus the couch was really comfy down there

We snuggled on the couch and she laid her feet in my lap which I happily rubbed and enjoyed listening to her sigh from how good it felt. I liked doing anything to make Bella feel good. The movie began and I reminded myself I was only doing this for Bella. She begged me repeatedly and now we have the chance to spend real quality time together. I wasn't promising her I'd like it. But, sometimes guys got to do what they have to do, right?

OK, I think I will lose my man card, but the movie isn't half bad. I mean I can certainly see why women like it, with the themes of love in sickness and health and all that. I used to think that would never happen to me, I'd never have that kind of love in my life. But, Bella is slowly showing me that I can hope for more, that I might just be worthy of her love in return.

I saw Bella's face glisten with tears and I reached up to wipe them away with my thumb and she just kept my hand there, kissed it, and then put my palm over her heart. I smiled knowing just what she feels. I have her heart and she has mine.

"Sorry, this movie really has an effect on me." She whispered and I just smiled.

"It's OK. It is a little sad." I agreed with her and she smiled.

I spread her legs apart so that I could crawl closer to her to lay sideways with my head between her legs, lying across her warmth as a pillow, and her legs rested over my shoulders. I glanced up at her and she just smiled and I felt her running her fingers through my hair. I smiled as my head rested on her panties, the shirt barely covering her at this angle.

Being that close to her I could smell the mixture of me and her and it was driving me wild. I ran the back of my hand up and down her inner thigh, so softly and slowly that maybe she wouldn't notice that I was trying to elicit a response in the deepest part of her. I nuzzled closer to her, rubbing my face along her thigh, trying to be sly about it that I was just adjusting my head in her lap.

Then I slid my hand up farther, running my fingertip lightly under the elastic of her panties on her legs and ah there it was. She was getting turned on now; I could feel it getting warmer under my cheek. I then ran my palm over her warmth and she sighed, pulling at my hair.

"I thought you were watching the movie with me?" she asked with her voice breathy and laced with desire.

"I'd rather make you cum, but you can still enjoy your movie." I said flatly and I slid my finger under the panties to feel her and she was so wet.

"Yeah, you're pussy is so wet baby. I think you want to cum too, don't you?" I asked as I licked and kissed her inner thighs running my fingers on the outside of her, only to tease her and get her to beg me for it.

"I wonder if you enjoy it if I lick you here." I said as I slid my tongue along her entrance, and she moaned, her hips arching up and I smiled as I kissed the sweet wet lips, sliding my tongue slowly between them, then up to her clit. I allowed my tongue to lick quickly over her swollen clit and I heard her whisper.

"Please, Edward." Close, Bella, but you have to beg a little louder. I kept licking, teasing with my fingers so close, but still outside. I wanted her to really want it.

"Edward." She moaned, and I smirked, then pulled away.

"What do you want, Bella?" and she pushed my hand that was under her panties closer to her,

"I need your fingers inside me, please." And I complied. I slid my fingers inside her, pumping away as I sucked on her clit, then I raised up on my elbows and used my free hand to slide up under her shirt to feel her bare breasts. Her nipples were so hard under my touch. She wasn't watching the movie now, I smiled inside. She was watching me, her eyes flickered shut as she was clenching down on my fingers and she came so hard on my hand.

"Ahhh, Edward, I fucking love you!" she yelled out and her legs tightened around my torso. I loved making her feel good.

"I love you, baby." I said as I slid up on top of her and kissed her lips and she smiled tasting herself on my mouth.

"Thanks for at least trying to watch the movie with me. But, I think I can manage to forgive you." She said, holding me tightly.

We finished the movie cuddled up on the couch and I felt her breathing slow, and she was asleep beside me. I smiled and kissed her softly and turned off the movie so we could both sleep.

The rest of the weekend went; sharing things with each other that mean a lot to each of us. I had her watch my favorite movie, Fight Club. We talked about the many reasons I think Edward Norton is a kick ass actor, and then she made me listen to her favorite song that I would never guess she liked. She loved Trey Songz "Bottomz up" and she danced for me, a dance she made up with Angela and Jessica and my God, it was really hot. Then I played her my secret favorite song by Taylor Swift, "You belong with me." She laughed at me so hard when I played it for her.

Saturday night was here and I had a nice simple dinner planned for our official 3 month anniversary night. But, I planned a few nice surprises.

"7pm, dining room." I said and we split up to go get ready. Then when she came downstairs I was floored by how beautiful she looked, it nearly brought a tear to my eye.

She walked down the stairs and it was time for the evening to begin. This was going to be our second first date.


I walked down the stairs, my gaze never leaving his and he looked so sexy in his tux. I wasn't expecting this, but with Edward, everything was new and a surprise.

"Hey." I said and then he replied.

"Hi, you must be Bella, I'm Edward Cullen." And he reached out his hand to take mine. I smiled…ahh role play, got it.

"Yes, you're Irina's cousin, right?" and he grinned.

"Yes, shall we go in to the party?" I felt a little heartache when I thought back to that night and how everything was so perfect, until it got all screwed up when he chose Angela. They were finally back on track so tonight was really special, and I was going to only look forward from now on.

We sat at the table and he had decorations out from Christmas…here in June. There were even Christmas songs playing from the iPod docking station hooked to surround sound system in the corner.

We ate and laughed and talked just like that night, getting to know each other again. Then he got up to go to the kitchen and returned with the mint chocolate truffles. I nearly teared up at the sweet gesture.

Once again I licked the chocolate off my fingers only this time, much more suggestively than the first time. He watched me and ran his tongue softly over his lower lip.

"Bella, I hate myself for how badly I fucked that night up for us. I honestly never dreamed I would have someone like you in my life, and I couldn't imagine you would love me back. I want to show you for as long as you'll have me how I am so glad I finally got my shit together to realize I love you, I am always meant to be with you." And he leaned in to kiss me, and tears fell from my eyes. I couldn't even find words more than just,

"Me too, I love you." And I wiped away my tears.

"Dance with me…I think they're playing our song." Edward spoke, standing to reach out his hand for me. I heard the song begin and smiled. This was the song we danced to that night and I honestly hadn't listened to it since because it was bittersweet song for me for a long time. But, now it was perfect. It meant much more now because it was not a dream, but my dream come true.

Both Edward and I had reservations before about love, and what that meant. We didn't understand what we would have to sacrifice for love, the joy, the pain. For a long time, neither of us felt worthy of love from one another, we questioned if we'd fit. But, now I know we were always meant to fit perfectly with one another. Now, with each other by our side, we intend to fight everyday to hold on to what we finally have.

And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I've sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

Lyrics by Paramore

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