I hadn't really planned on starting a new fanfiction story for fifty shades of Grey. ,. I'm honestly not sure where it's going, but I'd love if you reviewed and tell me if you like it or not. I'm not sure if I'm going to continue it, it was more of an experiment. Anyways I hope you enjoy it and Have a nice day!
Christian slept in the chair of the hospital room as his wife was still unconscious. She had been like that for almost three days. If only she had come to him, and told him Jack had kidnapped Mia, she wouldn't be here right now. Or if he hadn't acted like a complete Asshat, then she would be safely in bed, at Escala. They were married, they were expecting a baby, and this was supposed to be the happiest time of their lives. He couldn't help, but feel like it was all his fault. He treated Ana, so poorly ever since she told him that she was pregnant. He went to see Elena, knowing how Ana felt about her, he stayed late at the office, avoiding her, hell, he even accused her of getting pregnant on purpose. She would never do that. Not his Ana. He felt like the biggest jerk on the planet. The only thing he wanted to do was apologize, to get on his knees and beg for the forgiveness that he didn't deserve. And what made everything worse, was that Jack Hyde got away.
He didn't know how long he sat there, before he felt a hand on his shoulder, turning around, he was surprised to see his mother standing before him.
"Mom." He whispered
"Taylor told us everything Sweetheart. How is she? "Grace asked as she took the seat next to Christian
"I don't know mom. They say she'll be fine when she wakes up, but it's been almost three days, why hasn't she opened those beautiful, wide blue eyes? "Christian asked as he stared at his wife
"I talked to her doctor. Christian, she took a nasty blow to her head, she'll wake up, when she's ready to. She's very lucky. "Grace tried to reason with him
"Lucky? None of this would have happened if it weren't for that bastard. Speaking of which, how is Mia? "Christian snapped at his mother
"She's fine. She's at home asleep. What happened to Jack? "Grace asked curiously
"He got away. When he heard us coming, he ran down that alley. We didn't think he would be able to get anywhere with the bullet Ana put in this leg. Everyone was so worried about Ana, and finding Mia, and we didn't have time to go after him. I knew I should have went after him. He's out there somewhere and it's all my fault. "Christian told his mother
"Don't do that Dear. Don't blame yourself. None of it is your fault." Grace said
"That's not true. Before all this happened, Ana and I were living in separate bedrooms. We weren't really speaking, and it was all my fault. What's even worse maybe if I hadn't been acting so selfishly towards her, she would have come to me." Christian admitted
"Why weren't you talking? " Grace asked her son
"Ana told me she was pregnant. I didn't know what to do, I left her, and I went to see Elena." Christian responded
Grace sat there for a long time in silence. She wasn't sure what to say to her son. She was angry. Very angry. How could he abandon his wife when she needed him, to go see a woman who abused him as a child?
"Mom, please say something. Yell at me, tell me how selfish I am. Tell me how disappointed you are in me. I can take it, but what I cannot take is your silence. "Christian said as he turned to face her
"How could you? Ana is such a remarkable, wonderful, giving young woman. She gives and gives to you. I was so thankful when you found her because you gave her a part of you that you've never given anyone. Not even your family. And when she needed you, you left? To see that God, awful woman. "Grace said harshly
"Mom, I'm sorry. I know it was wrong, I just, I was afraid. I didn't want to say something, I'd end up regretting, so I just left. I never intended to see Elena, it just happened. I regret it though. I just want Ana to wake up. I want her to forgive me for being so selfish. I cannot live without her. "Christian told her
"I know. She'll wake up and when she does, you'll have to apologize and give her the space she needs to sort through her feeling, but the two of you will be okay. I know it. "Grace comforted him
"You don't hate me? " Christian asked his mother
"Christian, you're my son. I could never hate you. I'm very upset with you for the way you treated your wife, your father and I raised you better than that, but Sweetheart, I don't hate you. I have to get back to your sister, but I'll be back tomorrow. I love you. "She said as she rose she placed a hand on his cheek and then exited the room
"Ana, I'm sorry. I need to come back to me. You can yell at me, you can hit me, you can tell me how selfish, arrogant, and completely idiotic I am, but please just wake up. "Christian told his wife as he took her hand
As Ana opened her eyes, she tried to place where she was. The hospital. She seen all the machines, and the bed, and the IV in her arm. As she turned her head, she took note of her husband sleeping in a chair beside his bed. He looked exhausted, hurt, and full of regret. As she reached out to touch his arm, his eyes flew open. When he realized she was awake he jumped up, and sat as close to her as he could, while still in the chair.
"Ana!" he shouted
"Hi, Christian. " She said, as a smile came to her face
"Oh my gosh, you're okay. You're awake. I've missed you so much. There's so much that I want to say to you." Christian tells her
"What happened? " She asked
"You don't remember? " Christian asked his wife
"The last thing I remember, is shooting Jack, and then I woke up here. " Ana admitted
"After you shot him, Taylor, and I showed up. Sawyer about ten minutes later. Elizabeth cooperated with the police after they showed up, and told us where Mia was. Then we got the two of you to the hospital. "Christian said
"What about Jack? " Ana asked, not sure if she really wanted to know the answer
"Ana, he got away. " Christian told her
Ana said nothing, but the look on her face told Christian everything he needed to know.
"He's not going to get anywhere near you. Not if I have anything to about it. Ana I love you and I'm so sorry for the way I've been treating you, but I will do whatever it takes to protect you. "Christian said as he moved to the edge of the bed and wrapped his arms around her
"Wait, what about Blip? What about our baby?" She asked remembering all the kicks Jack did to her stomach
"Our baby is fine, Ana. I promise. "Christian smiled
"Thank God, I thought I killed him. " She sighed
"No, you didn't. Ana, what were you thinking? You could have gotten killed. "Christian snapped
"I was thinking that Jack had Mia, and I couldn't let her die. " She told him, not looking at his face
"You could have come to me. " He informed her
"He said if I told anyone that he'd kill Mia. " She responded
"I was so worried about you. " Christian whispered
"I'm alright Christian. Blip and I are fine, we're all going to be okay. "She said as she placed a hand to her stomach
"Ana, I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am. I've been the worst husband over the past week. I don't deserve you, but I once told you that I'm a selfish man. I can't live without you. I don't deserve it, but I'm begging for your forgiveness. I'll get on my knees if I have to. "He said
"Christian, you hurt me so much. I understood your need to leave. You were afraid. I thought you'd end up going to see Flynn, or your parents, maybe even Elliot. You went to see the one person that I despise the most. And you told her something personal. I don't know what to do with that. I don't know if I can forgive you for that. Why did you go see her? "Ana asked ignoring the tears that were now running down her face
"I know I hurt you, and I regret it so much. I've been so selfish because I love you so much. I've been selfish because I wasn't ready to share you, and I was afraid. I'm sorry I went to see Elena, but I won't ever do it again, but I didn't tell her that you were pregnant. I only said you told me you wanted kids. "Moving closer to her he placed a hand on her cheek and wiped away the falling tears with his thumb
"You didn't tell her? " She asked, she couldn't keep the surprise from her voice
"No, I wouldn't do that. I know I screwed up and I'm sorry. I love you so much. I went to see her because, well I'm not really sure, it just happened. However, I will tell you that she tried to kiss me. I felt appalled afterwards. I told her, that I loved you. And Despite the fight we were having that I'd never ever do anything to ever hurt you. I couldn't see my life without you. She tried to say she was just kidding after, but I knew better. Ana, I'm done with her. I'll never see her again. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to make this up to you if you just give me a second chance. I realize how bad I screwed up. And when I saw you laying on the ground, unconscious, I felt a massive hole inside the heart, I never thought I had. "Christian said
In that moment, Ana knew she could stay mad at the man sitting in front of her. He was sorry. She could see it on his face. She knew he meant ever word that was coming out of his mouth.
"I forgive you. " She said as she tried to sit up
"Oh, Ana, I love you. "
"I love you too Christian. I'm thirsty. "She said
He smiled" I'll go get the nurse. "And he left the room
"How are you feeling? " The older nurse asked her as she took her blood pressure and checked her vitals
"I'm okay, although I'm really hungry." And said, feeling as she could eat enough food for an army of fifty people
"I'll check with your doctor, and see if I can't get you something to eat. " The nurse said as she finished up and left the room
After getting approval from her doctor, Christian asked Taylor to bring Ana Chicken soup rather than getting her something from the hospital café. The day they got married, Christian promised Ana, she would only have the best of things, and that included food. He sat by her bedside as he watched her shovel chicken soup into her mouth. Ana could feel his eyes on her, but she didn't much care. She was starving, and now she was eating for two people.
"Why are you staring at me? " Ana asked Christian as she finished the last bite of her soup and set the spoon on the table
"No reason, I just wasn't sure if I'd ever get the chance to watch you eat again. Ana, you scared me to death. "Christian said
"I know. I'm so sorry Christian. "She apologized as he took the table out of the way
"I love you baby, don't ever scare me like that again. " He demanded
"I promise. Christian, we should talk. In the last week, we've been so busy avoiding each other, and being mad at each other, we haven't talked about the fact that I'm pregnant. "Ana said as Christian sat on the edge of her hospital bed
"I know. " He whispered
"What are you thinking? " She asked as she watched him run his hand through his messy hair. He looked tired. He looked like he hadn't sleep in days, and If she put her money on it, she would bet that he was still wearing the same clothes we was wearing the day that Jack Hyde kidnapped Mia
"I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be a father. I mean, Grace and Carrick are wonderful, but my birth parents." He started to say, but she cut him off
"You're not them, Christian, you won't be them. I won't you. You're going to make a wonderful father to our son or daughter. And they're going to love you as much as I love you. "Ana reassured him
"I just, I don't want to screw this up, Ana. That's why I was so angry. I wasn't upset with you, I just was just scared. "He admitted
"I'm scared too, but Christian, we'll be okay. We're always okay, right? "She smiled
"Of course. I know that. We'll work this out. We always do. I love you Anastasia. Please, don't ever leave me. "He begged as she kissed his lips
"I'm never going anywhere. You're stuck with me. " She told him