Hi! It's Hyyegarth here! Nice to meet you~
As you can see I'm new here... hahaha ^^
This is a short (?) fanfic that I had in mind for really long time and now I'm trying to put on the paper! =D
And finally had the courage to upload it!
Well... I have to say that it's a bit sad... But, I hope you enjoy it.
This one is just the prologue... I really don't know if I should continue writing this... God, I don't know! D=
If I continue writing, I won't say that I'll upload it every week, but I promise I'll try!
So... I hope you like it ;)
P.S.: Sorry for my really bad English... And Phoenix's unidentified strange disease.
- For the reviewers: Yep, I got some reviews and I really wanted to reply to them but I couldn't because they haven't got an account. So, I'll reply here, once I don't want them to think that I just ignored all reviews. First of all, I want to thank Wiiola for correcting my stupid grammar mistakes. (I also corrected my text.) And I'm really sorry about them! English is not my native language as you can see... Please, excuse my terrible mystakes. Aaand... The other reader asked if Phoenix has cancer. I really don't know what kind of disease he has... I don't really like "mentioning" real diseases names because I thought it would scare some readers... I just worry too much. Also, I don't have enough knowledge to be capable of writing and discussing about them.
"I'm sorry. We did our best but we couldn't save him. Mr Wright has only 5 days of life left." the doctor said.
Those words killed me.
5 days – Prologue
5 days. 120 hours. 7200 minutes. 432000 seconds.
Precious. Really precious time.
What should I do now?
I want to cry.
But I can't. I can't.
I don't want Phoenix to suffer because of me.
I don't want him to watch me cry.
I don't want him to suffer.
And crying won't change anything. It won't change his fate.
But he must be suffering much more than me.
Is it true that I don't want him to suffer, or is it my selfish mind that doesn't want me to suffer more?
What should I do?
What should we do?
I just want to cry and disappear from this world. This cruel world.
Why does he have to die?
Why was he condemned by God?
. . .
Phoenix looked at me and said slowly. "Five more days. I have only five more days..."
I couldn't reply.
He continued. "So short time..."
I looked at him. I can't cry.
"Life... is a very fragile thing. And it's very short too." Phoenix said sadly.
I was almost crying. Tears started to well up in my eyes. Phoenix smiled at me.
"Y-yes..?" I replied with a trembling voice.
"Oh, dear Miles... You're very important to me."
He touched my cheek. I blushed.
"I want to spend my last days with you." He smiled. "Let's make these days really special ones! The most special ones ever!"
I couldn't stand anymore. Tears came down my face. Phoenix suddenly hugged me.
"Please... don't cry..."
But I can't stop. He hugged me tighter.
"Please... please... don't..."
I can't. I can't.
"Y-you are leaving me... How am I supposed to be all right?" I said to him, avoiding looking at his eyes.
He kissed my forehead and said sweetly.
"Oh, dear. It's all OK. Look, I'm here with you now, and I'll always be. I'll never leave you, Miles, never."
"Do you promise this to me?"
"Of course, dear. Of course."
Unfortunately I know that this promise won't last long.