My life is full of regrets.

I am lucky being allowed to have a mildly pleasent childhood. I have a dad, a mom, and a disagreeable sibling. The usual activites involve anime and video games.

I abused my oppurtunities of staying in my room all day and now I have paid the price. To think back in the day people considered me a cute kid with a sociable personality.

There is still some time for me to turn my life around. Yet some days I wonder if I should even bother at all. Things in virtual reality are much easier and more rewarding, after all.

Sometimes I fear what my friends and family think of me. Or even worse they know what's on my computer.

Oh well, it's not like I care about anybody else. People are trash deep down in their hearts. Not like my digital lovers.

Sigh.