Chapter 4:

We walked off the stage for a fifteen minute break. I rushed leaving the band there dealing with the fans and I also didn't want Jack to kill me.

I spotted my dad and Sue in the crowd they were talking to someone, I couldn't really see them because people were surrounded by them. As I made my way to my dad I was stopped by people who I recognized from Forks congratulating about my performance earlier and some also asked for my autographs or pictures.

I thanked them all and quickly made my way to my dad. As I approached him I saw Billy black and Jacob. I stared in disbelief.

"Jacob?" I said without thinking. He smiled and I launch myself in his arms. He swung me around, I couldn't help but laugh. Oh how I missed being with him, he was the only one to bring me back to my feet.

"Bells, you look amazing." I saw that Quil and Embry were behind too. I nodded at them. They both smiled and waved back "Thanks Jake but seriously though you need to stop growing." I ruffled his hair. He was much shorter than the last time I saw him.

"It's a growth spurt Bella it runs in the family." Billy joked.

"Ah Billy, you're still looking young as ever." Everyone laughed around me, the atmosphere just seemed so carefree.

"Hey dad, me and Bells going to go round the fair for a few minutes, is that ok Charlie?" I pleaded my dad with my eyes.

"Sure kiddo, bring her back for fifteen minutes she got to be back on stage in time." We both nodded and waved back to everyone.

"Nice seeing you Billy." He chuckled. "You too Bella, that was a great performance out there." I smiled in response.

Jake laced his fingers in mine while we were walking. "How you been Bells, you were amazing out there. I can't believe it been so long since we had seen each other."

I shrugged "Is anything new on the pack?" Yes Jake was a werewolf in case I didn't mention to anyone.

"Not really, I mean the bloodsuckers are back in town but nothing new?" He stopped abruptly and realised what he had said.

"Crap, I'm sorry Bells; I didn't mean that god I wasn't supposed to say that." I shook it off.

"Jake, its fine I saw them here today when I was performing but when I looked back they were all gone." I shrugged.

"Huh, I thought I smelt vampires here, I mean I thought he was the red head bloo-" My eyes winded.

"I should really shut up now Bells, I say too much."

"You saw Victoria? She's here in Forks?" He rubbed the back on his neck.

"She been here back and forth, no one knows why though we have been on duty day and night but we don't know why she is here in Forks."

"She probably was looking for me?" Jake shook his head. "She would've already know you weren't at home, your scent would probably be faint and your own T.V so it won't be hard to know where you are." He chuckled at the end.

His voice became serious. "Don't worry Bells, you can trust me. I won't let that bloodsucker get to you."

"You could get hurt Jake or killed!" He laughed and shook his head. "Same old Bells, always worrying, Some things never change. Huh?" I nodded.

I looked at the time on my phone to see it was over fifteen minutes. Have been talking that long?

"Shit Jake, we got to go." I took his hand and pulled him along. Well it was more like him pulling me along. He was just so strong.

We got on stage in time the band was waiting backstage impatiently.

"About bloody time, I thought we were going have to start without you." She huffed, blowing her fringe out of her face. I rolled my eyes. She was born to be a drama queen.

The band walked up on staged waving to the audience who were screaming. I breathed in and out. I waited for a few seconds and grabbed my guitar before walking on stage.

Here goes. I thought.

The band started to play the music and I went up and smiled to the audience.

(Music- Madonna- Confessions tour Version)

Hey, Mr DJ put a record on
I wanna dance with my babyDo you like to Boogie woogie, do you like to Boogie woogie,
do you like to Boogie woogie, do you like my dancing?

Hey Mr. DJ put a record on I wanna dance with my baby
And when the music starts
I never wanna stop, it's gonna drive me crazyMusic, music
Music makes the people come together
Music mix the bourgeoisie and the rebelDon't think of yesterday and I don't look at the clock
I like to boogie woogie
It's like ridin' on the wind and it never goes away
But she's everything I'm in got to have it everydayMusic makes the people come together
Music mix the bourgeoisie and the rebelHey Mr. DJDo you like to
Boogie woogie, do you like to
Boogie woogie, do you like to
Boogie woogie, do you like my dancingHey Mr. DJ put a record on I wanna dance with my baby
And when the music starts
I never wanna stop, it's gonna drive me crazyMusic makes the people come together
Music mix the bourgeoisie and the rebelMusic makes the people come together
Music mix the bourgeoisie and the rebel

We went straight to next song.

(Primadonna Girl- Marina And The Diamonds)

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl,
Would you do anything for me?
Buy a big diamond ring for me?
Would you get down on your knees for me?
Pop that pretty question right now, baby
Beauty queen on a silver screen
Living life like I'm in a dream
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though

(Ooh) And I'm sad to the core, core, core
(Yeah) Every day is a chore, chore, chore
(Wow) When you give, I want more, more, more
I wanna be adored
'Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl fill the void up with Celluloid
Take a picture, I'm with the boys
Get what I want 'cause I ask for it
Not because I'm really that deserving of it
Living life like I'm in a play
In the lime light, I want to stay
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though

(Ooh) Going up, going down, down, down
(Yeah) Anything for the crown, crown, crown
(Wow) With the lights dimming down, down, down
I spin around

'Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave
Primadonna girl

"This is our last song you guys." The audience groaned. "We had a great time in Seattle we hope to perform again. Thank you guys for the best experience in our lives, we won't have done anything without you guys. Once again we 'R FIVE' have a great day!"

"This is a new song so want you guys to be the first to hear it. So I hope you guys like it. ARE YOU READY?"

I said to everyone. They screamed much louder than they did before. I thought my eyepiece was going to break.

(Hung up- Madonna- Confessions Tour Version)

Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowlyEvery little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on youTime goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I'm caught up
I don't know what to doTime goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
I don't know what to doEvery little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on youEvery little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on youWaiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on youRing ring ring goes the telephone
The lights are on but there's no-one home
Tick tick tock it's a quarter to two
And I'm done
I'm hanging up on youI can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me
'cause I'll find my way
you'll wake up one day
but it'll be too lateEvery little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on youEvery little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up

The music stopped.
I'm tired of waiting on you

We all bowed down the audience and went. Not once during the performance had I seen the Cullens again. Was that a dream or was it real?

I walked off the stage to see the body guards near the door to leading us all into the car. We all had walked safely to the car; everyone was much calmer than before.

We stopped by the house, the cruiser wasn't there so Sue and Charlie must be coming later or gone to Billy's. I opened the door and rushed in the house; while everyone else was in the car I flopped down on my bed and went to sleep.

What an exhausting day.

-AFL-

I was woken up by feeling a strange presence in my room. I could felt something cold touch my lips, then my cheeks, eyes and last forehead. It was very light feather ones, I didn't know if I was dreaming or it or it was reality.

I opened my eyes to see topaz eyes staring at mine; I couldn't recognize the rest of the features because it was so dark.

I couldn't help but to stroke its face and it leaned on my hand.

It whispered my name gently; its voice was like velvet. The only person I knew who had that voice was… Edward.

I gasped and snatched my hand away from his face and he opened his eyes. He furrowed eyebrows in confusion. Wasn't I supposed to be the one confused? I mean what the hell was he doing in my room?

"Edward?" I whispered. Pain flashed through his eyes. He leaned back on the side off the bed with his face in his hands.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't supposed to come here. I" He went out the window faster than I could blink.

Don't go. My inner voice said, I was too shocked for the words to actually come out of my mouth.

Is this what he always going to do now? Run like a coward he is. I will find you Cullen and was kick you sparkly ass.

Fuck my life and maybe lock my window for future unexpected visits as well.

-AFL-

I probably looked like shit in the morning because everyone was staring at me, including Charlie and Sue. I didn't notice them come home yesterday. Huh, maybe I was too busy trying to lock my window last night and mostly crying.

"You look like shit." Tom said. Tracey smacked him on the backside of his head. He winced and rubbed the spot.

"Rough night Bella?" Sue smiled gently. Either she was good at hiding things or she can't say that fact I look like shit to my face.

"No I didn't sleep very well last night Sue, I err, had nightmares last night." Charlie looked at me worriedly. It's been long since I had nightmares. I only just got better last year.

"Well I'm going to work see you later kiddo." He gave Sue a kiss on the cheek and pats my shoulder. He waved to everyone else. Charlie was never the one to give to comfort; he didn't know what to say. It was just so awkward around us.

I sat on the dining table which where breakfast was served in front of me. I ate in awkward silence. Jack was reading the newspaper, Sue was frying more eggs, Tracey was checking the spilt ends on her hair and Tom was looking at the grandfather clock.

An idea came to me, "I'm going to the bookstore in Port Angeles. Anyone interested?" Tracey eyes lit up.

"I could go to the mall over there; I'm running low on shoes."

"There's a music store also across the road to the Bookstore I could drop you off and I'll wait there till you both finish."

"There also a food court in the mall, with lots of food." Tom talked with food in his mouth. He was like a vacuum. Tracey smacked his head again. He yelped in pain.

"Don't eat with your mouth open you goon." He just shrugged and carries on eating his food. I lost my appetite and pushed my plate towards him. He would finish it.

We all dressed into causal tops and Jeans. I put a baseball cap on and sunglasses hopefully no paparazzi or anyone recognizes me.

We got in my car which Jack insisted he was driving and headed off the Port Angeles. We dropped Tracey off the mall we probably won't be seeing her for a long time, then me to the bookstore.

I walked in the familiar door, the bell ding signalling someone coming in. A different person was on the counter, he was a bit younger.

He greeted me with a polite smile and went back to his work. I walked straight to the classics sections. I'm not familiar with them anyone since I haven't read since 'he shall not be named' left.

And no it was not Voldemort.

I skimmed through the spines until I came across a familiar one, I reached out to get it but someone else hand was in the way. I was about to tell them to fuck the hell off, when I looked up and saw…

My God.


Now, I dont know if anyone had read that Im writing my other story Bad to The Bone, I have absolutely no idea when its going to be posted but a lot of things are going to be delayed because of the exams Im doing at the moment.

I hope you like this chapter I want to thank A Thousand Undiscovered Stars and Jojo657 For their reviews. I really hope to get reviews in the future. Im so sorry that this is a late post because fanfiction was messed up otherwise I would've posted this chapter earlier.

Apologies for the spelling, grammer and punctuation mistakes as well.

Oh yeah, One request, I would love for anyone to send my song requests that I could put in the story. I dont think my song choice would ok for you. If you could send me some songs I would love you to put it in there. Thanks :)

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