I started 'Bruder, Come Home' at a bad point in my life where I could really put myself into Mareike's shoes. I was struggling with a lot of things, but now I'm feeling much better.
Unfortunately, now that I'm better I can't write this like I used to. It's just full of bad memories for me, and for her, and I'm just going to stop it. I'm very, very sorry for all the trouble I'v caused by doing this, but it's not healthy for me to force myself back into that train of thought.
Please forgive me, and continue to love and adore the Hetalia fandom for all it's worth.
Your devoted servant,