Disclaimer: I don't own Loveless, or the word "fuck"

This is somewhat out of character, from Ritsuka's perspective.

I only returned to Fanfiction a month or so ago, so I'm not familiar with the rules yet. Hopefully I don't get banned or something.

Enjoy

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Fuck you Soubi. All you do is say you love me and not tell me anything else.

Fuck you Kio for trying to steal Soubi from me. Yeah he was your friend first but he's my lover, never yours.

Fuck you mom for never being a mother to me, this Ritsuka.

Fuck you Soubi, for fucking me blind every night. Harder harder harder! You make me cum so sweet and I want to stay in your arms, then you say those acid words and I just want to die.

Fuck you Soubi, I want to fuck you because it is fucking, not sex or love making. It's fucking because it makes me want to love you, it makes me think I love you, I know I love you, but then… you say those words and I don't know anything.

Fuck you Soubi, why do you think it's alright to lie then say you love me? Lying all the time diminishes the truth of anything you say.

Fuck you for fucking me

Fuck you for loving me

Fuck you for coming into my life

Fuck you for knowing my brother

Fuck you for listening to every order but mine. I hate that too, but still you do.

Fuck you for making me want to kill myself, but at the same time you make me want to live.

Fuck you for confusing me more than anything, more than anyone…

Fuck you Soubi for making me love you.

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