A/N: Hey all! So this is a continuation of a story by Lungor Sterling Lycien! Here's the original story:

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You should probably read that before you read this, or it won't make sense :P Anyways, shout out to Lungor Sterling Lycien, who was awesome enough to let me adopt this story. This chapter is a bit short, but I'll have the next one up by tomorrow! Deuces :D

Disclaimer: The story/characters so far belong to Lungor Sterling Lycien and Disney.

Claimer: The plot from this point is mine :D

The gas poured into my lungs and I could feel my heart slowing. It got harder to breathe and all those years of teasing, taunting, bullying and pain came rushing back.

Life is a game, one that I'd lost, quite miserably. For me, the pathetic little six-year old from a broken home with no one to turn to, nowhere to go and no one to love.

Love.

That's a stupid word.

There's no such thing as love. Well, maybe there might be... Maybe, in some delusional world where everything works out, there might be love, happiness, peace. But not here, definitely not here.

Not for me.

Why?

Why not for me?

I wondered about that brunette girl. She was beautiful. I felt a strong feeling her, but I ended up hurting her. Does love ultimately lead to hurt and pain and suffering? That's what had happened to me.

Broken shards of glass pierced my skin and crimson blood flowed down my pale arm. It hurt. But by now, pain was the only thing I could feel. Pain is the only REAL thing. There's nothing else left, not for me.

So what's a guy to do? Ever since I was six, I was the pathetic little accident just waiting to happen. But now, when I'm twenty, I'm still alone, still an accident. Still a MISTAKE. What's left for me here. This world is no place for a monster like me. Poor girl, she was so beautiful. She didn't deserve a monster like me.

A monster.

That's all I am.

That's all I ever will be.

I closed my eyes and took another deep breath, filling my lungs with the toxic fumes. I coughed and choked and felt the life leave me.

The last thing I saw before I blacked out was my bathroom door come smashing down and a figure lift me out of the glass and blood filled tub.

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