SM OWNS IT ALL

He grabs my face

And

Begins kissing my tears away

'Shit. Shit. I'm sorry Bella. I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry. Please don't cry'

I push against him

But

He won't let me

He pulls me closer

He's apologizing to me

TO ME

When everything he said was the truth

He's right

I'm scared to leave

I'm scared to be alone

I'm scared to think of the type of woman I'd be

Without him

I'm scared to be by myself

I'm scared to BE myself

I'm scared to find out who that person might be

Because

Honestly

I have no idea who that person is anymore

I have no idea who Bella Swan is

And

That

Terrifies me