SM OWNS IT ALL

I don't look at him

Stare at the door

Can't be in here

Don't want to be in here

For the first time in our relationship

I'm scared

Of

Him

He's shaking

Feel his eyes on my body

Gauging what I'll do next

I lean to the right

He leans to the left

'Just stop Bella. Just stop and talk'

Start biting on the end of my thumb nail

Shake my head

Knee bouncing

'No'

Quick to answer

'Well. How about I don't give you a choice'

My eyes flick to his

He wants to talk

Fine

I'll talk

Breathe in

Look right into his eyes

And

For the first time

In a long time

I'm honest with myself

'You're a stranger to me'

Breathe out