One day, I will tell you my true feelings.
One day, I will trust you with my heart.
One day, I won't be such an asshole to you and actually be nice for once.
But please be patient with me.
I am still emotionally scarred, you see.
You've been nothing but nice, caring, and a great friend to me, but I let my walls come in between us and I just can't.
I'm still so scared.
I'm sorry for being an ass friend.
I'm sorry for yelling at you, insulting you, hitting you.
I'm sorry you have to deal with someone like me, while you could be with my friendlier, popular brother.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough.
One day, I will let you hold my hand and not push you away.
One day, I will let you hug me and not push you away.
One day, I will let you kiss me and not push you away.
One day, I'll say I love you too.
But please understand, that I'm not ready for this kind of commitment yet.
Please understand that I want to, but don't have enough will power to let myself.
Please understand that I...
I love you, but I can't just yet.
Ahh, I'm sorry for being such an ass writer. ;A; THIS IS AN APOLOGY TWO-SHOT TO ALL MY LOVELY READERS THAT READ "A Mermaid's Tale".
I AM SO SORRY. D':
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