After a long addiction to Skyrim and adoration for the dark brotherhood, I wanted to know what made Cicero who he is. He's such an interesting and deep character that I decided that I had to know what turned him from an assassin to a crazed jester. This is my take on what happened, enjoy!
Another contract is waiting for me when I return, but we are slowly running out. I have a few days to rest before this one though. Thank Sithis for that, I've been running nonstop it seems. The Cheydinhal Sanctuary was doing well right now, but slowly failing. I arrived here a mere month ago from the Bruma Sanctuary. Alisanne Dupre is the Listener, and she and the others welcomed me warmly, treating me well. My old family, ach, it's better not to think of such things.
This Sanctuary is pleasant, quite nice really. They understand my pain, my suffering. I lost my old family, I am the lone survivor. I shake away those thoughts, returning to the present. I walk through the dark and comforting halls to my room. To most anyone else, these halls would be disturbing and dark, but not to an assassin. Not to a member of the Dark Brotherhood. To one of us, it is home, through and through.
I glance at the contract. It's in a small nearby village. It's for an ex-bandit by the name of Ralond who lives alone. Easy target it seems, as he is trying to move on from that life he will be unsuspecting of such an intricate plot to kill him. I cannot help the smile that tugs at my lips, for the art of the kill is truly one worth savoring. The crimson blood that pours from their body, the way the light in their eyes slowly fades, it's an intimate act truly, more intimate than a kiss, more intimate than love. I shall leave for the contract tomorrow, no point in the delay.
I collapse onto my bed, feeling physically and mentally drained. Such a long day, traveling for hours upon my trusty horse. He's a powerful chestnut bay named Thunder. He was a gift, I did not name him. He's a good horse though, strong and fast. He has served me well throughout my many adventures. I gather my strength and rise, changing into more suitable sleeping attire. I sigh and crawl wearily into bed, closing my eyes and looking forward to tomorrow, such a promising day.
I wake up at around nine or so. It's Morndas, the day of the kill. I get up and brush my teeth and hair, taking pride in my appearance, as it is the last thing people see before they die. I tie back my red hair, leaving it in a loose braid and don my Dark Brotherhood armour. It keep it clean, meticulously so, as appearance is important to me, ever since I was fourteen.
The children stand around me, poking and prodding, laughing. They laugh and laugh, making fun of me for looking strange. With a slight build, defined features, auburn hair, creamy skin and dark, amber eyes, I was odd. The people where I was all had dark skin, dark hair and dark eyes. Nothing like me, I was exotic, beautiful, but a misfit. I never belonged.
"His clothes are funny too! So strange! Look at him! He doesn't belong here! Go home to your mum! Oh wait, you don't have a mum! Orphan! Orphan! Orphan!" They catcalled and teased me daily. It was true though; I wore odd clothes, and had no mother to run to. I had been abandoned at a young age, and have no memories of my parents. I stayed at the orphanage.
I break free of the circle, running from the taunting and the teasing. They chase me, their long legs pulling them ever closer, like snarling, ravenous dogs they descend upon me.
"Run Cicero! Run like the coward you are!" Something snapped inside me. I felt my anger burn white hot. I turned on them, making those closest to me freeze. This was new; I had never confronted the mob before. My amber eyes burn with hate and rage as I stare them down. A few of them run off, leaving about 7. I advance, and 3 more back away, fearing the rage they saw seething within me, lurking just beneath the surface.
I draw my hunting knife from my boot, knowing that these sorry creatures are going to die. One more looks about nervously before bolting, leaving only 3. I charge them suddenly; nimbly dodging a clumsy punch aimed my way. I dive between two of them and leap upon one's back, grabbing his shoulder and slitting his throat. Scarlet blood bursts from his severed neck, and I leap off him, turning to the others. They look at me, terrified, and I smile. Revenge is so, very, sweet.
I shake my head, remembering that day vividly; the beginning to my assassin career. I had no form then, no tact, just malice and pent up anger. But it was a start, and a good one. After that I ran away, and the Bruma Sanctuary took me in, training me. I grab my main dagger, the others already tucked into various places in my armour. I fasten it to my belt and leave the Sanctuary, saying a quick hello to Rasha, a Khajit who was one of the first to welcome me and the leader of this Sanctuary. He has been nothing but kind to me and I appreciate it, though he does seem to run hot and cold.
I mount Thunder and begin riding to the village and by the time I get there, its mid afternoon. I dismount and quickly change into normal clothes, as my Dark Brotherhood armour would attract a lot of unwanted attention. I head to the inn, hoping to find some information about him. If not, I'll just work a bit harder. Just my luck, the man himself is within, sitting and drinking merrily. He is easily the largest man in the room, much taller than myself and built like an ox. He's around 6'4 or so, yet acts as if he wouldn't hurt a fly. I walk over to him, a plan rapidly formulating in my mind.
"Excuse me sir, I'm in a bit of a predicament and require some help. As you are by far the most suited for the job, I thought perhaps you could help me out?" He turns to me, never losing his smile. He is a very, very big man… He puts down the tankard of mead he was drinking and stands up, towering over me, as I stand at 5'9.
"And what is it that you need, stranger?" He bellows, his voice deep and thick. I can't help but notice all of his scars, they seem to be endless. The rest of the patrons in the inn merely converse, paying us no heed. I chuckle in my mind, this is going perfectly. All that's left of this plan is the execution, literally.
"I'm afraid my wagon got stuck in some mud and I can't pull it loose on my own. Can you help me?" I ask smoothly, the lie coming easily. As I rode into town, I couldn't help but notice the mud, and mud is an easy asset, as it tends to mess things up and get things stuck. The big man laughs merrily.
"I'll help you; just show me where this wagon of yours is!" He says boisterously. I lead him outside and down the path, seeming very focused and aware of my surroundings, when really I'm observing him. He doesn't look around, doesn't look wearily into the forest, this man is confident. He knows his skills and strengths, but what he doesn't know is mine.
I lead him to a small clearing shrouded by tall grass I found earlier. I motion towards it and he steps off the path. He walks into the clearing, searching. I pull my blade from its sheath silently, and feel the alertness and eagerness of the kill filling me up. With two steps I am upon him, one hand covering his mouth and the other hand driving my blade into his lungs. It's a stretch but I manage, feeling the warm crimson lifeblood flow onto my gloved hands.
His knees go weak and give out under him, and he falls to the ground. A clean kill and a very good one, I chuckle to myself, pleased. I wipe my blade on his shirt and whistle for my horse. Thunder comes galloping up and I leap astride him, feeling his powerful muscles ripple beneath his thick hide. The man isn't far out; the townsfolk will find him within the day. I nudge Thunder in the right direction and whisper into his ear, urging him to run.
He bolts, his legs pumping beneath him and his mane flying free. I cling tightly, enjoying the sheer speed of the animal. Just before I reach the Sanctuary I pull Thunder back a bit, and he slows. I dismount and lead him to a small stream where I bathe and change into my armour. Image is everything. I walk into the Sanctuary, and Rasha drops a coin purse into my hands, not that I need it. Alisanne smiles at me as I walk by.
Alisanne is only visiting, and has a private home in Bravil. She and Rasha have been discussing re-opening a training center in Black Marsh, but neither seemed very serious about the possibility. We lack the resources to really pull it off.
I sigh and collapse into my bed as I had done before. I've been busy as of late, killing a baroness and her handmaiden, a Grand Champion and not to mention my most recent kill. I sigh, content with my performance as of late. Many years of training have gotten me to this point. Its early morning, and I don't even bother to change out of my gear, I just sleep.
My eyes open abruptly, severing my ties to the wicked, awful dream. My family, I watched them die. All of them! Like once wasn't enough, I now have to carry that weight around, the fact that while my entire family died, I lived. What's so special about me? Why did I live when everyone else died? I sit up run my fingers through my hair, frustrated. Why me?
I get up and prepare for the day, not wanting the others to see my distress. I walk into the dining hall and am met by solemn faces. I sit next to Rasha and an Imperial woman named Kallie. She's a sarcastic girl with a mean streak a mile long. She never holds her tongue, but she rarely fails to amuse me either.
"Wayrest is lost, and the Sanctuary has been destroyed. We just got word today. There were no survivors." A short bark of laughter sounds from Kallie, and her bitterness is evident.
"Looks like Cicero was lucky. We could use some luck right now. We're losing our footing throughout Tamriel! Soon we'll be naught but a ghost story old fish wives tell children to scare them into obedience." Kallie's tone is sharp and I flinch at her almost accusing tone, and around the table I hear a soft murmur as my brothers and sisters converse quietly amongst themselves. Night Mother watch over us all, for I believe Kallie's right.
"I wasn't finished Kallie so I suggest you hold your tongue for once before I cut it out of your mouth!" The sharp hissing tone the Khajit used was filled with venom, and the promise was not an empty one. Kallie instantly falls silent, which is a very rare occasion. Rasha continues slowly.
"The Black Hand has come to an agreement, the Corinthe Sanctuary is to be closed, and they will join our ranks. You will welcome them all warmly or by Sithis I will send you to the Void!" He says angrily. I flinch back from his snarling tone and he curls his lip in disgust at the feebleness of it all. With the Corinthe Sanctuary closed, there will be only two left in all of Tamriel. This one and a small, discreet Sanctuary in the forests of Skyrim. Rumor has it they are no better off than us. The Brotherhood is slowly dying, and we cling to our old ways. Sithis preserve us.
We eat silently, each of us deep in thought at Rasha's words. The Corinthe Sanctuary is at least alive and well. I finish my food quickly and quietly, standing up and leaving the table edgily, not wanting to anger Rasha further. I am no wimp, but the Khajit is unpredictable at times, and I do not want to be so close when he is in one of his rages.
When our Brothers from Corinthe get here I will welcome them warmly, much as I was welcomed. They deserve no less, as they are forced to give up their home to come here. It seems that precious little is going right at the moment, and I can only hope that things pick up. I have no desire to be forced to leave again. This is my home now; I shall defend it like I did the one in Bruma before it fell.
Two weeks drag by uneventfully, without any contracts for me to fulfill. Boredom is setting in, though there are plenty of new people to talk to. The Brotherhood in Corinthe was not huge, but it wasn't small either. Alisanne returned to her home in Bravil, and a situation there is threatening everything and everyone there. The whole city is in an uproar, and there is violence and blood everywhere. Alisanne actually had to hire mercenaries to protect her home.
Apparently the war is between the two largest Cyrodiil skooma traffickers who both want dominance. It's a control war, and those tend to be very nasty, I speak from experience, though that is a tale for another time. A few days ago, the Lucky Old Lady statue was destroyed, marking the full onslaught of the war. How ironic! Perhaps the remains of the statue should be renamed to the Unlucky Old Lady! I am concerned for Alisanne's safety though, for she treated me very well and is a friend to me.
"Cicero." A voice hisses from behind me. I turn to see Rasha, knowing it was him merely because only Khajit speak in such a hissing manor. His face is grave, and I expect the worst automatically. It seems that wherever I go, trouble seems to follow.
"Alisanne was forced to leave her home to protect the Night Mother's crypt. You know the importance of protecting the crypt, don't you Cicero. Yes, the Night Mother is our unholy matron, and she must be protected." He seems to be rambling, reassuring himself of something perhaps?
"Rasha let me go and help her! I understand the importance, let me be of assistance! The Night Mother must be protected at all costs, and Alisanne cannot do this alone." I have to help her! If something were to happen to the Night Mother, there would be no Dark Brotherhood.
"I am sending Garnag and Andronica to help Alisanne, do not worry Cicero. We need you here though, to defend the Sanctuary. We are at our weakest right now, and cannot afford to be unprotected. Surely Cicero understands this?" I feel like screaming. I have done nothing here! But Rasha is our leader and I must respect his decision. His hissing voice is grating on my already frayed nerves, making me edgy. I nod my consent.
"Of course Rasha, I shall stay and defend Sanctuary." Rasha looks relieved, not noting the frosty undertone in my voice. He hands me a contract and I feel my heart sink. While I will enjoy it, I'm not sure how well I'll be able to focus. I accept it and Rasha stalks off, leaving me alone.
The contract is for a silk merchant in a larger city. It's too late to think about starting the contract today so I merely retire to my room, feeling weary despite my lack of contracts and activity. I fall asleep almost instantly, my dreams once again filled with the screams of my brethren. Will I never escape them?
I wake at dawn, my sleep having been light and unpleasant, troubled as has become normal. It seems that I may never get any peace. But I guess that's just the way of things when you're an assassin. I yawn and get up, still tired. I do my usual morning routine and prepare for to set out.
I enter the dining hall and grab some vegetables and a bit of horker meat and head out, eating as I go. I finish eating and mount Thunder, setting out to kill the silk merchant. I almost wonder what it is she did, but that's none of my business. I only have to kill her, not wonder what she did to anger someone. I ride for the better part of the day, finally reaching the city during the mid afternoon. I enter the city, automatically searching for escape routes in case my plan goes awry.
I make a mental map of it, and keep to the shadows, heading towards the home of the silk merchant. It's a nice house; if I were a thief I might be much more interested. As it is, I'm only interested in a single thing that lies within, the merchant herself. I climb up the side of the house, easily finding handholds in the bricks. I scale the walls, using mostly upper body strength and using my feet when I can. Soon I am at her window. I peer into the room; it's empty, perfect. I push open the window and leap in, landing soundlessly.
I walk to the door, opening it a crack and peering out. The house is well decorated, very tasteful and smartly placed. It's very neat and consists of mostly darker colors. I rather like it, and I can't help but wonder what Alisanne's house looks like. Is it dark and thickly decorated? Or is it lighter and more open?
I banish those thoughts and focus on the kill. I creep silently down the hall, and hear a voice. The seamstress is singing it seems, but it is time for the songbird's to die. I follow the sound to the end of the hall, I press my ear to the door and hear the singing clearly. It's a song my mother used to sing to me, the one memory I have of her. It's a simple and sweet song, and I hate the songbird for it. How dare she sing mother's song? I open the door and see a pretty woman with long, wavy brown hair and alabaster skin. She isn't facing me, so I draw my dagger and come up behind her.
"The Dark Brotherhood says hello." I whisper in her ear before drawing my blade across her throat. She wails pitifully as she dies, and it turns into a gurgle as she sinks to the ground. I run to the window and look out. I'm fortunate; this window looks out just over the wall at the forest beyond. I pull it open, smirking at her foolishness for leaving the windows unlocked.
I step out onto the ledge right as the door opens. A young woman walks in, takes one look at the body and screams. I swear under my breath for not checking to see if the songbird was alone before the kill. I leap back inside, drawing my blade. She lets out a strangled cry and stumbles back away from me. I pursue her, running towards her to silence her screams. She knows, and one of the unspoken rules is that there must be NO witnesses unless they are supposed to see.
She stumbles and falls, huddling pitifully against the wall and begging for mercy. She has red hair and bright green eyes. A light dusting of freckles cover her nose and upper cheeks, making her pale skin a bit dusky in places. Her eyes are wide with terror as she watches my silent approach. She's sobbing, and I almost pity the poor girl, she can't be a day over twenty and was not meant to die. I stab her in the chest three times before leaving, and push her innocence from my mind. It does not do to dwell on those that I have killed; I learned that the hard way.
I leap back onto the window ledge and take a deep breath. I push off, leaping towards the wall, arms outstretched. I land in a crouch, barely managing to keep my balance. I climb down the city wall, and jog to the stables. I whistle when I'm pretty close, and Thunder gallops towards me. Sometimes it seems like his energy is limitless. I mount him and begin the ride back, knowing I'm going to have to spend the night somewhere tonight.
I pass through a small town and decide to stop at the inn there. It's called the Strutting Sabercat. An odd name, but many inns have strange names it seems. Though this one seems rather familiar... I give Thunder to the stable hand and enter the inn. I pull out ten coins and buy a room for the night. I sit down for a hot meal and am immediately ambushed by a short, slender woman with curly black hair and big brown eyes.
"Cicero!" She screeches animatedly. She grins, her full lips painted a dark red that contrasts her tan skin. Luciana rushes over to me and hugs me tightly, showing her straight white teeth.
"Why, I thought you'd never return!" I remember why this place sounds familiar now. I came here about a year ago. I stayed for nearly three weeks, recovering from a particularly nasty fight with a troll. Luciana helped nurse me back to health, and she enjoyed my company quite a bit, as travelers were rare in small towns like this one. It's off the main road, and you only really find it if you're looking for it, or you happen to stumble upon it when you're lost and delirious. But she was particularly fond of me and insisted I visit. I promised I would with no real intention to and smiled, they don't call me the Fool of Hearts for nothing.
"Ah Luciana, it's been some time. You are looking well and haven't aged a day. How do you fare?" I ask politely, trying to calm her down. She babbles on about some boring things like farming and livestock while I pretend to listen. She sits down across from me and continues to blather on about random things, until she says something that catches my attention.
"My sister lives in Skyrim now, in the city of Dawnstar. She said that the Dark Brotherhood killed some old woman there, and that she hadn't even heard of them until then. Have you heard of the Dark Brotherhood Cicero?" She asks innocently, eyes wide. I cock my head to the side, irritated by the question.
"Of course, the Dark Brotherhood is a powerful assassin's guild. Not so long ago, they were one of the most feared guilds in all of Tamriel. The Dark Brotherhood has toppled entire governments, and killed Kings and Emperors alike. Mothers used to tell stories of the legendary assassins to scare children into obedience, saying that they would kill bad little children. That's not true though, they only come to those who perform the Black Sacrament, which is some sort of taboo ritual." I explain, careful not to reveal more as not to draw suspicion. Her eyes are wide as saucers, and for a moment I'm half worried that they'll just fall out of her head. That would be rather comical.
"I'm in need of rest so if you'll excuse me." I stand up and walk to my room. I change into night clothes and lay down, my eyes drifting shut. For once my dreams are not torturous and filled with death. They are happy, and of better times. I sleep well for once, and at dawn I gather my things and leave, not bothering to say goodbye.
I finally make it back to the Sanctuary around noon, and the second I open the door, I know that something's wrong. I look around and feel my blood turn to ice. A great stone coffin rests in the middle of the sanctuary, but the only one who returned is Garnag. Alisanne and Andronica, they are dead. We gather around Garnag while he tells the gruesome tale that has even me wishing I had not heard. Alisanne is dead, killed by mages fire. And Andronica was cut to pieces. I wince at the retelling, and can already see their ghosts in his eyes.
Night Mother protect us, I pray that we're not next.
Hello my lovelies! I love writing this story because I get to really explore Cicero's sanity. If you happen to like Lord of the Rings, please feel free to check out my other story, Don't Wake Me Up! Thanks a million to all my amazing readers. I like reviews but it's up to you. I must admit though, reviews make me update faster!