IN A STORY I HAVE ON DIGITAL SPY I HAVE CONNOR AND KEVIN AS A COUPLE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN DON'T READ THIS BUT HOPEFULLY YOU WILL GIVE IT A GO AND EVEN ENJOY IT FINGERS CROSSED. THIS IS NOT A CARRY ON FROM DIGITAL SPY, IT IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

"Connor cannot know the truth"

"Why what's happened?"

"I...I was raped!"

Connor ran out of the door and down the street. RAPE! the word rung in his ears as he tried to keep control of his emotions. Connor arrived at Kevin's and knocked on the door, Kevin answering a few minutes later. "You alright babe?" "No Kev I'm not" "Well come in". Kevin moved to the side so Connor could step in. Kevin shut the door before pulling Connor into a comforting hug. "What's the matter then" "My mum was raped Kev, and I'm the result of it" "That's terrible! but at least something good came out of it" "Not really, I'm always horrible to her and I complain when she says she wants to get rid of me, now i know why, because I'm just a rape baby and I shouldn't be here" "Don't say that Con, I love you" "I love you too, can we go to the usual place?"

Kevin nodded and the boys walked out of the flat. As they went down the forest path Connor went into his bag and pulled out a knife encrusted in thick blood. "Connor that's disgusting!" "Yeah I know but it comforts me". Connor scratched the dried blood off and slit his wrists. "CONNOR NO!" Kevin yelled before he ripped the knife out of Connors hand and threw it into the lake opposite. "Kevin I'm sick of people lying to me" "Your mum was trying to protect you, she wouldn't want you knowing your father was a rapist" "I know but.." "no buts babe, she was trying to protect you" Connor started to cry as Kevin wrapped his arms around him. "You'll be fine I promise". The boys sat down on the ground for a bit util Kevin had to go back to Mr Chalk. "See you tomorrow" "Yeah bye Kev"

10 minutes later Connor went home and remained in his room and that night Connor grabbed some paper and went in his bag but remembered that Kevin threw his knife away so Connor searched his wardrobe until he found the other knife he had hidden. He then shit his wrist and wrote I know the truth in blood on the paper before grabbing his coat and heading into Christine's room. Connor put the paper on her bed before walking out of the house. He put his coat on over his uniform as he hadn't bothered to change from the evening and he headed to the lake front. Connor stood at the side with the intention of jumping but soon realised it a stupid idea. He threw his coat to the floor and sat down on it and remained there until he decided to go home so he stood up but as it was dark, he couldn't see well and he slipped on the mud next to the lake. Connor fell in and because he couldn't swim he sank...