At the End of the Day
This is my new story! Im not sure how many chapters there will be yet, but I'm thinking about ten maybe a little more or less...
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All things Twilight belong to STEPHENIE MEYER!
Middle of August
One day is all it took for my world to turn upside down.
Wiping the tears from my eyes I leave the bathroom and lay on my bed, drained.
I feel numb at the thought that I could be…ugh I can't even think about it. How, How could this have happened? I know the mechanics, but I was always the responsible one. The one my friends went to for advice. The one my parents praised to their high society friends.
They were so proud that their little girl graduated Berkley with top honors and got a job at Twilight Industries, a much respected architectural company. They gushed, proud that I would be working as an assistant to the CEO Miss. Jane Volturi. Who was known to be a hard ass, that crushed her employees, but my parents didn't care about that, all they cared about was bragging to their friends.
I rolled my eyes just thinking about their reaction when I tell them that, that…ugh I still can't admit it. I turned on my side looking at the small white stick laying on my nightstand. I didn't even remember setting it there, but I guess that's what shock does to you, and I was defiantly in shock right now!
I started working for Jane in May, and it was just horrible, I absolutely hated it. I don't know how much longer I could survive working there, especially with him coming in every now and then. I smashed my face into the pillow muffling my sobs so my roommate wouldn't hear me.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
I silenced my sobs, hoping whoever was at the door would go away.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
I quickly wiped the tears away and tossed the stick under my bed. Nobody could know about this…Nobody. "Yes?" I asked opening my bedroom door.
"Um, is everything alright Bell?" My roommate Jake asked.
Jake and I have known each other since my freshmen year of high school, we dated…well sort of. To make a long story short I was his girlfriend to cover up for him. High school is rough for any normal teenager but when kids find out you're a gay life would become unbearable. To make matters worse, Jake was the star quarterback on the football team. I couldn't let him get bullied at school and possibly have him lose his spot on the team…so I decided to help my best friend cover it up and we have been inseparable ever since.
Once high school was over Jake and I went to Berkley together with him studying photography and me going for my business degree. We decided to get an apartment together and have been living together since then. I really couldn't imagine living without him he was like my brother and best friend all rolled up into one.
He pulled me into his arms once the tears started to pour down my face, "Shh…What's wrong? You know you can tell me anything." That was true I could tell him anything and he wouldn't judge me…but this was one thing that was going to stay between me and that stick.
I pulled away from him, "It's really nothing Jake."
"Bell, I'm not going to push you but, does it have anything to do with why you leave the house all the time late at night?" I cringed and nodded my head. He pulled me back to him and whispered in my ear, "I love you bell, no matter what okay." I nodded my head and let out a loud sob into his shoulder.
"I love you too, Jake." I murmured once my sobs started to subside.
Later that night I lay in my bed tossing and turning unable to get to sleep. I'm on my side facing the window when I hear three loud honks. My stomach drops and my heart beats so fast I'm afraid I'm having a panic attach. I rolled over and hid my face in the pillow hopping it would all just go away, but five minutes later there were three more honks. There is no way I could not go to him even though my head warned me not to go, my body craved him.
It was the middle of summer so I left my pajama shorts on and put a light sweatshirt over my tank top not wanting to put sneakers on I slipped on my fuzzy slippers. It's not like he would realize what I was wearing anyway, he only saw me as one thing…a quick lay.
As I was slowly walking down the stairs there was more honking and I could tell he was getting angry. I never made him wait this long before. Once his car door was opened and I sat in the seat next to his he grunted out, "Where were you?"
I looked over at him but quickly looked away staring out the windshield at nothing. I just couldn't face his vibrant green eyes, knowing what I know. "I fell asleep." I whispered.
I turned facing him, "What does it matter anyway?" I took him off guard with my forceful tone and he was about to respond when I tossed my legs over the center console so I was sitting in his lap. The steering wheel was digging into my back, but that's not what mattered right now. "We both know what this is all about, don't we Edward."
I cupped his face and when he opened his mouth to say something, I silenced him by kissing his soft lips. I closed my eyes memorizing the feel and taste of his sweet mouth, this was something I could never forget. I started rocking my hips onto his lap and soon enough I felt his erection growing in his pants. He was the first to pull away from the kiss. "Bella I-"
I interrupted him by tugging is hair and bringing his lips back to mine again, there will be enough time for talking after I had my fix of him. He let me kiss him but he wrapped his left hand around my waist while his right cupped my face. I grinded onto him harder and removed my hands from his hair to the front of his pants so I could unbuckle them.
I had him almost all the way unbuckled when his large hands stopped mine, "Are you sure you want to do this here?" He asked looking around at the deserted street. Usually whenever we had 'meetings' like this we would drive to 'our' hotel room, but this time things were going to go differently.
"Yes." He nodded his head and I finishing unbuckling him. Once he was unbuckled I pulled him out of his boxers and salivated at the sight of him. He was fully erect now and I needed him in my mouth. "Move the chair back." He promptly did what I told him and with a little more room I shimmied out of his lap and into a kneeling position in front of him.
"Bella?" I ignored him and put my mouth on his most intimate part. At first I teased him by lightly sucking on his big mushroom head. "Oh…God." He moaned as he brought his hand up to my head lightly gripping my hair. "Please, Kitten!" He gasped. He knew I couldn't resist him when he called me that, so I slowly moved my head down his length as far as my mouth would allow, for the length I couldn't fit I gripped in my hand.
I removed him from my mouth with a pop and he let out a whimpering noise, "You want me to continue?" I asked taunting him. He furiously nodded his head and I smirked. With the hand that was still in my hair he slowly moved my head so my lips were right next to his mushroom head. I lightly kissed him, which made him groaned and tugged on my hair harder. Not wanting to tease him any longer I put him back into my mouth, as I sucked him harder and bobbed my head faster and faster up his length I brought my left hand around to play with his soft balls.
I knew he wouldn't be able to hold off for much longer, but just when I thought he was seconds away from cumming he took his hand out of my hair and gently removed my head from his dick. "I don't want to cum in your mouth tonight." I smiled and took my shorts all the way off and sat on his lap. I lifted my hips to slid down on his cock but he held my hips, "Wait, let me get a condom."
I froze as I let the words sink in. Condom…I heard the rip of the plastic and him fumbling around to put it on. Soon enough he was gripping my hips and bringing me closer to him.
"What's wrong?" He grunted as he gripped my hips tighter in his hands.
"No-Nothing." He looked at me for a moment and then slid me slowly down on his cock, making me forget why I was panicking in the first place. He guided my hips up and down his large length at such a quick pace I had to put my head on his shoulder so I wouldn't bang my head on the roof of the car. "Oh God!" I moaned into his neck.
He tightened his grip, and I knew I was going to bruise from it. "So close, Kitten." He whispered.
"Mmmhmm…" I moaned as I felt him nipping at my neck, not enough to leave a mark but enough that sent even more tingles down to my core. "Edw-Oh God…EDWARD." I screamed, releasing onto his cock.
"Kitten…Kitten," He murmured as he felt my orgasm surge through my body. He pounded in to me even more and I felt him get harder inside of me, "Fuck! Bella! Fuck, Fuck!" He said slamming into me one final time. He was gasping as he removed his head from my shoulder. "That was so good." He groaned with his eyes closed.
I smiled but it quickly faded away once I realized what I needed to do next.
"Edward I…" "
Kitten I need…" We both started to say at the same time. He laughed, "You go first." I closed my eyes and moved out of his lap, I couldn't do this so close to him. He handed me my clothes and I put them on while he fixed his pants and took care of the mess we made. Once we were all situated I stared out the windshield thinking of what to say, how to tell him. "You can continue, Kitten." He chuckled awkwardly.
I kept staring out the window, "I-I can't do this anymore."
His silence was deafening. "What do you mean?"
I sighed and finally looked him in the face. "This thing, that's going on between us. I-I just can't any longer."
He closed his eyes and gripped the steering wheel. "Why now?"
I closed my eyes, this was going to be the hardest thing I would ever have to tell him. "Edward, I um, I've met someone else." I certainly couldn't tell him the truth, but I knew this lie would end everything between us.
He gripped the steering wheel even tighter, "Who is he?" He growled out.
"You don't know him." I whispered.
"It's that prick you live with, isn't it!"
I flinched at his harsh tone, "Um,"
"I fucking knew it."
I decided not to fight him on this, "We love each other." I could barely get the words out of my mouth.
I looked at him and he was looking back at me. I couldn't tell the emotion that was flashing in his eyes, but it hurt to look directly into them. Maybe I was making the wrong decision here, what if I told him and he took the news good and everything turned out fine? I looked at his hands that were gripping the steering wheel and my heart sank to the floor. All the thoughts I had of him taking my news well drifted away as I looked at the thick gold band that was wrapped around his finger, his wedding band, to a woman that is most defiantly not me.
"This is really for the best." I said and turned to get out of the car.
"Wait!" He yelled and gripped my arm, stopping me from getting out of the car. I turned facing him, "I need to hear you say it, I need to know that you really love him!"
I took a deep breath, "I do, I really love him." His hand slowly slid off of my arm and as calmly as I could I got out of the car and walked back up to my apartment. It took everything I had in me not to run back to his car and take everything I said to him back, but this was how it needed to be.
When I got back to my room I sat on my bed and I remembered that the stick was currently hiding under my bed. I retrieved it and sat on my bed staring at the little pink plus sigh. "I can't believe this."
I sighed and threw the evidence into the trash. Closing my eyes I curled up into bed and rubbed my still flat stomach, "I guess it's just going to be you and me now." I sighted and closed my eyes praying that I would get some type of sleep tonight.
After all at the end of the day would I really change the path I took to get me to this point?
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This story will have a HEA and it is E/B
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