Chapter Seven – Another Doctor's Visit?
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"Bella!" I felt his arms circle around my waist before I hit the floor. He picked me up into his arms and I felt him laying me down on something soft.
That's the last thing I remember before I let the darkness take me.
I slowly started feeling the fog lift from my brain and once I could really start to focus I heard the hushed voices of a man and a woman not too far away from me. I laid still so they knew I wasn't awake. I needed to hear what they were saying because it was about me.
"What happened in here?" The woman gasped.
"It's a long story mom." By the huskiness of the voice, I knew it was Edwards. So that left me to assume the other voice was Esme's.
Wow it's hard to believe it was Edward's mother that I was talking to earlier. She seemed so nice and down to earth. "She was so nervous for this interview. I just didn't think she was going to faint." She seemed shocked and I really felt guilty for worrying this sweet woman. "I-I should have stayed with her for a little while longer."
"Mother it's not your fault, if anything its mine." He took a deep breath and whispered, "We, uh, knew each other."
The room became deathly quiet until Esme's gasp broke the tension. "Oh, dear!" I heard a chair scrape, "This is why you've been so happy lately hasn't it?"
I felt someone most likely Edward grab my hand and bring it up to his lips quickly. "Yes, she would be that reason." I heard Esme sniffle and it broke my heart. "Mom don't cry, Please."
"I'm just so happy! I-I never wanted you to marry that horrid woman." It was hard not to crack a smile at that but I needed to keep my composure and find out how Edward really felt about me. "I don't need to know the details of how this came about, but don't waste your chance a love while you have it."
Soon after she said it I heard the door close and the grip on my hand became tighter. "Kitten, you gotta wake up for me now." He whispered in my ear. "I need to talk to you and try to convince you to come back to me. I-I know I have a lot of baggage but I need you in my life kitten and no matter what I gotta do to make it happen I will!" He took a shaky breath, "Please, just wake up for me!"
He sounded so desperate, I couldn't contain my composure any longer and I soon felt the tears sliding down my cheeks. I opened my eyes and saw a blurry Edward sitting on a chair next to me. I sat up startling him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I-I," I couldn't say it between my sobs.
"Shhh, Kitten I didn't mean to upset you."
"No," I pulled away sniffling, "I-I'm happy." Without thinking about it I smashed my lips to his and kissed him deeply. I pulled him over to the couch so he was laying on top of me.
He broke the kiss and stared down at me, "Kitten I-I know you're with someone else now bu-"
I cut him off with another deep kiss and it was becoming very heated but before I let it go there was something that I needed to get out in the open. "I lied!" I blurted out after breaking the kiss.
His eyes widened, "You lied? About what?" He leaned away from me a little more and wiped away the remaining tears that were on my cheeks.
"A-About me being with this other man. I'm not." I sniffled and looked away from him. I couldn't stand looking into those beautiful green eyes any longer. "I live with Jake and you know for a fact we're just friends." He was silent so I continued, "I know we can never be together and it started eating away at me and I just, I just couldn't do it anymore." My voice cracked and I was holding my breath waiting to hear what he was going to say.
"Bella, look at me." He said in a rough voice. I closed my eyes and let the remaining tears slide down my face. "Bella," I reluctantly did what he asked and I will never forget the intense stare he gave me. His eyebrows were furrowed and he had a frown on his face. Looking up at him I just wanted to run out of the room. If he was going to be mad about me for lying about this, what was he going to do when I told him I was pregnant?
"I'm sorr-" I gasped as I felt his lips touch mine. I froze in place as I felt his lips moving against mine, and it wasn't until I felt his hands slide around my waist I finally started to react to his kiss. I was so lost into the kiss I didn't realize we ended up laying on the couch with him hovering on top of me again until, "Ow." I flinched away as he grabbed my breast.
He froze and backed away from me. "What's wrong? D-did I hurt you?" I gently rubbed at my breast to stop the throbbing. This past week I've noticed my breast have become tender to the touch, so much some days I couldn't even wear a bra. "Bella? Tell me what's wrong!"
"Wait. We weren't done talking about everything." I grunted out irritated. He raised his eyebrows, "Edward, I'm going to be blunt…I really want to be with you." His eyes widened and he seemed a little anxious. "But, I need some real answers, and if I don't get them I don't think I can do this anymore!" I was so sick of this back and forth…I needed some stability in my life.
He sighed and moved back over to the chair he was sitting in earlier. "I'll tell you anything you want to know."
"Do you want to be with me?" I whispered afraid of the answer.
He grabbed my hands. "There's nothing in the world I want more." He said kneeling in front of me. I smiled down at him and lightly kissed him on the lips.
"What about her?"
He sighed deeply, "I was going to tell you that night. The night you told me you loved someone else."
I grimaced, "Tell me what?" I urged.
"I moved out Bella." I gasped and stared down at him. He moved out? I was so confused was he still moved out? Or did he move back when I told him I moved on? I couldn't wrap my mind around this. Could we still have a chance to be together, be a family?
"Bella calm down." He chuckled. I took a deep breath to calm myself down and waited for him to tell me what was going on. "I moved out and I'm not going back to Jane, ever." He smirked, "I didn't love her anymore, and actually I don't think I ever really did love her." He sighed. "You made me realize I couldn't live like that anymore. I want more for my life, I-I want you."
I could feel the tears falling again and I cursed these mood swings I was having. "You really want me?"
"How could I not?" He cupped my face and kissed me.
I pulled away, "Wait. Where are you living now?" I sighed and leaned my forehead against his.
"Unfortunately with my parents," He laughed, "But just until I can find a place." I smiled up at him and contemplated telling him right now about the baby. He wasn't with her and if I told him now it wasn't like I was breaking up some happy family.
"There's something I need to tell you." I sighed and sat up on the couch so I was facing him.
His brow furrowed and he looked a little scared. "Please kitten I'm so sorry for everything I did. I know I've asked you this a million of times but just give me another chance." He grasped my hands in him and gave me the saddest looking puppy dog eyes I've ever seen.
"Shh," I sighed and cupped his cheek. "That's not what I need to tell you." He sighed and leaned closer. "I, oh god, don't hate me." He looked so confused and I would be too if I was him. "I'm pregnant."
He froze in place. It was actually kind of funny how much he looked like a statue at this moment. I would have laughed too if I wasn't freaking out. "You're pregnant." He whispered. I turned my head because I couldn't stand looking at his shocked face any longer and buried my face in my hands and let out a loud sob. Not too long after the first sob left my lips I felt myself being lifted into strong muscular arms. "It's going to be alright." He murmured in my ear.
"How? How is this ever going to be okay?" I cried out.
He tilted my face so I was looking at him directly and I was stunned to see he was smiling. I furrowed my brow and he tightened his hold on me. "I love you Bella." He whispered sweetly.
I was so stunned I couldn't even cry anymore. "What did you just say?" I needed him to repeat himself because there was no way he just said he loved me. I had to be going crazy right now.
"I said I love you Bella." He smiled down at me. My eyes widened and he kissed me deeply, "It's ok if you can't say it back." He sighed once he pulled away from my lips.
"You don't hate me?"
"Why would I hate you? Because you're pregnant?" I nodded, "I could never hate you. If anything this makes me love you a million times more than I already did." I smiled when he put his hand over my still flat belly. "You can't imagine how happy I am right now. I finally have something in my life to look forward to."
I cuddled into his side and told him all about finding out that I was pregnant. We laughed when I complained about how hard it was already to fit into my pants and how much I was already craving random foods. Eventually the doctor in him made him want to know all about the foods I've been eating and the medicines I've been taking. He started to list off things so fast I had to laugh at him, "Baby calm down I got all my vitamins when I visited the doctor a couple of weeks ago, and she told me what I should and shouldn't be doing."
He got this funny look on his face, "You went to the doctors without me?"
"Yes, it was just the one." He frowned, "Baby I promise you didn't miss much. I didn't even get to see him or hear the heartbeat." I felt my eyes start to tear up at the look on his face, he just looked so sad.
"Can I do something?" I lifted my brow, "Just trust me." I nodded my head and he led me to one of the patient rooms. "Now sit here and I'll be back in a minute."
I laughed, "Are you going to give me an examination doctor?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows.
He laughed and bent down and gave me a kiss before he left the room.
I laid down on the table and started processing everything that happened. I couldn't believe that when I came in for this interview I would be seeing the father of my unborn child. No that's not all he was to me. He was the love of my life, there was no one before him and there could be no one after him that made me have those tingly feelings that I had every time he was near me. No there was no one I could love more than I loved my Edward.
"Dam thing." I heard the voice of my love grumble as he wheeled a big machine into the room.
"What's that thing for?"
"I want to hear our baby's heart beat." My heart melted as I watched him struggle to get the machine hooked up. "Lay back Kitten, I got this." I laughed, he was such a man.
"Are you sure? You're starting to sweat."
He rolled his eyes at me and continued on. Once he got everything ready he lifted my shirt up and stared at my belly for a solid minute before he leaned down and started pressing kisses to it. It was so sweet and sensual I felt myself start to grow a little wet and my eyes tear up at the same time. These dam hormones were so confusing at times.
"Are you ready to hear our baby, kitten?"
I nodded my head furiously and he put the cold goo on my belly and started to move the wand thing around. It took a bit to find the heart beat and I could tell he was starting to get nervous, but when that sound finally filled the room I couldn't look away from my beautiful man. He was smiling so hard I thought his cheeks were about to burst. "She sounds so healthy." He murmured.
"She?" I smirked. He looked at me and I was stunned to find a tear slide down his cheek. "Baby, are you ok?"
"Fucking perfect." He sighed.
He wheeled the machine closer and looked at the screen, examining every part of it. "Is everything alright?" He was staring at that screen so long I was worried something was seriously wrong with our baby.
He bent his head down and rubbed at his face. "Everything seems perfect." He finally looked at me and I could tell he was crying. I sat up and grabbed his arm and pulled him toward me.
"What's wrong?" He just shook his head, "Edward, tell me what you're feeling." He closed his eyes. "I want to make a promise right here that we will always tell each other what we're thinking, no matter if it hurts the other persons feelings or not. I don't want to get stuck in the situation we were in before, where we kept stuff from each other and we both ended up suffering from it."
He cradled my face in his giant hands, "I completely agree." He bent down and leaned his forehead on mine, "I'm just so pissed I couldn't be here the first time."
"I'm sorry for that. I should have told you right when I found out."
"Baby if we would have never ran into each other today would you have ever told me?"
I was hoping he would never ask me this. "I can't say for sure." I sighed, "But, I have to be honest and say I probably wouldn't have." He closed his eyes tightly, but he didn't leave my side, which I was thankful for. "I thought you and Jane were happy together and that you loved her. Even though you said you had your problems I still thought there was a part of you that loved her and would hate me for breaking you two up." I sighed deeply on the verge of tears for the hundredth time today. "I wouldn't have been able to live with myself knowing that you hated me."
"I could never hate you. I would have certainly been pissed if you never would have told me thought." I was happy I could get this off of my chest. Even though it hurt him I had to be honest with him because it was the only way we were going to make it. "You know I love you, right." I nodded, "I would do anything for you and this baby."
"I-I love you too, Edward." Before I could even process what was happening he was hovering over me with his lips kissing mine vigorously. I kissed him back with the same force and before we knew it there was a knock on the door and I pulled away from him reluctantly when the handle started turning.
"Oh, dear," I heard Esme gasp.
Edward chuckled, but I didn't find this so funny. "I-I'm sorry." I looked over to her and she was about to close the door when her eyes widened. I looked to where she was staring and groaned…because she was staring right at the machine that was still next to the bed I was laying on.
"Mom, I think there's something I should tell you." Edward said with an enormous smile on his face. We haven't talked about telling people yet, but I was happy to tell Esme, she seemed like a really nice lady.
"What's going on son?" She asked as she slowly walked into the room. Edward and I chuckled at her hopeful expression.
I sat up and wiped the goo off of me and pulled my shirt down. "I'm pregnant, and Edward's the father."
"And we love each other." He added.
He reached over and pulled me into his arms. "I'm going to have a grandchild?" We both nodded our heads and Esme smiled so widely it almost beat the one Edward was wearing. "How far along are you? When did you start seeing each other? When's the wedding?"
"Whoa, calm down." He chuckled at his mother. "She's about seven weeks." He smiled warmly at me, "and we've been together for a while now. You know I never really loved Jane, and I don't condone cheating but I just fell for Bella the moment I met her." I kissed his cheek. "And for the marriage part, I would like to get married this second if it was possible, but I need to get divorced first, then we'll discuss what we would like to do."
I hated that he was still legally married but there was nothing I could do, Edward was the one that had to do it. "When are you planning on getting the divorce?" His mother asked folding her arms across her chest.
"Jenks is writing the paper work up as we speak." I sighed and leaned closer towards him. "He said they should be served to her by the end of the week." I was happy to hear Jane would no longer be a part of Edward's life. This would give us a chance to be a family.
"I'm so happy for the both of you." She smiled, "You better come to dinner tomorrow! Your father and brothers are going to want to meet her." She came towards me and gave me a huge hug. "They are going to be so mad that you kept her from us this long."
"We'll be there mom. I better get Bella home it's been a long day." I didn't realize how tired I was until he said that.
"Oh of course. You guys go, I'll lock up." She gave us both hugs and we left. The car ride to my place was spent in comfortable silence and I ended up falling asleep soon after we were on the road. I woke up when Edward was carrying me up the stairs to the apartment.
"Second door." I mumbled into his neck. He chuckled and followed my instructions. "Mmm," I sighed once he laid me on my bed. He was about to leave me but I grabbed his hand before he could, "Stay, please." I begged him.
"Kitten, there is no way I'm leaving your side again for a very long time." I chuckle, "I'm going to get these uncomfortable close off, ok." I nodded and he got to work undressing the both of us.
He stopped when all that was left was my bra and panties. I opened my eyes and noticed he was also in his boxers still. "Take them off."
"You sure?" Before he could respond I sat up and pulled the cloth down. I smirked up at him when his large erection sprung out hitting him in the stomach. I giggled and he leaped on the bed tackling me. "You think that's funny?" He playfully growled when I pushed him to the side and jumped on top of him. He held my waist as I slowly grounded down on his erection. He groaned and I wanted to torture him more so I reached behind me and unclasped my bra. "Oh god, kitten. It's been way to long."
He groaned and caressed my breasts, being careful of how sensitive they were. I leaned my head back relishing in the feel of his hands on me. "Oh! So good." I couldn't handle the teasing any longer, my hormones were going crazy…I just needed him. I flipped over so I was laying on my back and he hurriedly flung my underwear off me making me groan.
He crawled down my body, spreading my legs farther apart as he went, "God, Kitten…so wet." He sighed as he gazed down at my sex. He slowly leaned forward and I moaned when he licked my clit.
He sucked it into him mouth and I couldn't keep quiet any longer. "EDWARD…oh." I needed him so bad I couldn't take his incessant licking and sucking anymore and tugged his hair. "I need you, baby." I cried desperately. He moaned back as he kissed up my stomach to my mouth where he gave me the deepest kiss. Then he griped my hands to the bed so tightly and I wrapped my legs around his waist and looked into his forest green eyes.
"This is a dream come true, kitten." He moaned as he lined himself up with my wet sex. I felt my nails dig into the tops of his hands as he slowly pushed into me. "Too long," He mumbled as he pulled out and pushed back into me again. He did it a few more times and I could start to feel the hint of my orgasm when he suddenly stopped, "You ok?" I grunted as he pulled almost all the way out of me.
"Perfect," I giggled at his worried expression. When he didn't move I used my legs to push him back into me and moaned in relief once he started to move again. "Don't stop." If felt so amazing I could never get tired of this.
"Kitten, God, you close?" He slammed into me harder making me almost scream. Suddenly I felt his thumb circle my clit and I clamped down on him hard. I buried my face into his neck and bit him hard enough to leave a mark. "Fuck!" He yelled out and I felt him still on top of me.
All I could hear was our heavy breathing in the quiet room. Then suddenly he rolled over pulling me on top of him, "Kitten, I missed you so much."
"Mmm, I missed you too." I kissed the spot where I bit him, "Sorry for the bite."
He laughed, "It's ok baby. It was actually kind of hot." I laughed and he pressed me tighter to him. "Now go to sleep baby." He kissed the top of my hair.
"Will you make me some pancakes in the morning?"
"Of course. They might be burnt as hell and a little lopsided, but I'll do anything for you."
I giggled, "Oh yeah I forgot to ask." He lifted his brow, "So did I get the job?"
He bursted out laughing, "God Kitten, I love you." He murmured and rubbed my back. "You most defiantly got the job. Now get some rest, I have more plans for us in the morning."
I smiled and buried my face in his neck. "I love you too, baby." I closed my eyes hoping I would dream of a little green eyed boy that looked like his father, or maybe a brown hair little girl that would be so spoiled by her daddy.
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