Personal Problems

Gray Seam Eyes & Broken Bodies

Disclaimer; I do not own the Hunger Games trilogy, if I did we all know who Katniss would've ended up with and it most certainly would not be Peeta Mellark, but I don't and life goes on~ Enjoy the fan fiction!

A/N: Okay, so this is literally my first Hunger Games fan fiction and I'm writing it for LankySundown, who, in my opinion, is the best Hayniss writer on this site! I can only hope to be even remotely as good as she is~

Happily ever after doesn't happen for people like me with gray seam eyes and broken bodies. I've won against the Capitol, set the Districts free, killed many, and permanently driven away the one person who I needed for my own selfish reasons. I can't be strong for anyone anymore. In the end who really won?

The Capitol wanted to destroy me for something I didn't even mean to start and I wanted to defy the Capitol to save the boy with the bread who, even in death, I can't stop owing. With no family, no Peeta, no Gale, you tell me who won. Because I know I didn't. I might've accomplished many things, but it's because of these accomplishments that I'm so empty and broken.

They destroyed me with little effort and yet here I am, in this house that I should've shared with my mother and Prim, maybe even Peeta. It will never be the same here, I know that, the only reason I came back was because I knew I could deteriorate without worrying anyone. No one would care if I simply faded out of history now. I've served my purpose and I don't even want any credit, I just want my life to snuff out quickly, but there's one problem with that. Someone followed me out here and regularly barges in to force some bland food down my throat and into the shower. He was my mentor, but now he's just my personal problem.

A/N: So that's the prologue~ I have another chapter that's going to be posted too, but it would really mean a lot to me if you guys reviewed telling me what you think! I really want to get these two right.