Spectral: I'm feeling angsty today...

Danny Muse: That and she just watched TUE for the hundredth time...

Disclaimer: *Sobs* I DON'T OWN IT!


Somethings are better left unsaid... The battle with myself scarred me more than Sam, Tucker or Jazz would ever know. They didn't know how much that day scared me. I thought I had lost them for sure... That I would turn into him... It. The one I feared with my whole heart. The one with red eyes...

The only person I'm afraid of is myself. I can face the Ghost King with a straight face and Skulker with a smirk. Vlad with cracks about his fruitloopiness... The one battle I'm losing is with a future that doesn't exist. That shouldn't exist.

"Don't you get it? I'm still here. That means YOU still turn into ME."

I flinched. My best wasn't enough... I failed them, I failed all of them. The only reason I'm not stumbling down that dark path is because I was given a second chance. Yes, they would never know about the battle that took place or my promise. I liked it that way... Of course they would never know about the horrors I get when my head touches my pillow. They wouldn't need to. I won't let them have the burdens of my own life plague them... Because I will NEVER turn into him. Ever.

I sobbed into my pillow letting all my pent up frustration out. Jazz said you shouldn't let all your feelings bottled up inside... She never said you had to tell anyone about them... I sobbed some more hoping for once, ghosts wouldn't interrupt me.

Stress comes crashing down on me as I lay on my over-used bed. I stuff my head under the covers hoping it would be enough to muffle my strangled cries.

"Is it because you promised?" He sneered. "You are such a child."

I cried even harder. Stupid flashbacks of a battle that never happened. Sometimes you just need to let it all out... Jazz's words bounced around in my head.

No, they would never know...


Spectral: *Sobs* So sad...

Danny Muse: *No comment*

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