A/N: Yes, I know it's been ages since I've updated, and I'm terribly sorry. Can you guys forgive me? I hope so because I've got a banging new chapter! Bam! Lemons ahead too! I hope ya'll enjoy!
The next morning Hermione awoke to Eridanus' cries. Sitting up, she glanced at the clock. Groaning, she realized it was only four in the morning.
"Where are you going?" Sirius murmured, his face pressed into her side. He wrapped his arms around her, hugging her tightly.
"Our son is crying, he needs his nappy changed," Hermione said, brushing a few strands of hair out of Sirius' face.
"I'll go do it," he said, trying to stand up.
Hermione laughed, shaking her head. "No, Sirius, you don't know how to change a nappy because I know you never did Harry's."
"How do you know?" he asked, looking up at her confusingly.
"Because Remus told me you used to run the other way." she leant down to kiss him. "Besides, I think I'll feed him too." Hermione swung her legs off the bed, standing up.
"Can I come?" he asked, sitting up too.
She blushed. "Um, sure, I guess. It won't be very exciting though," she said, grabbing her robe and slipping it on.
"Hermione, I don't want to miss another moment, even if it means getting up during the night to watch you change our son's diaper."
Hermione smiled at him, quickly brushing away the tears that were forming. "I love you," she said, kissing him once more.
Eridanus' wail continued though, causing the couple to break apart. "Come on," Hermione said, taking his hand and leading him towards Eri's room.
Once inside, Hermione turned on the light, although she kept it dim. "Oh, baby, you made a poopies, didn't you?" she cooed, picking him up and carrying him to the changing table.
"Mummy," he said, giggling and kicking his small feet in the air.
"Eri, stop moving," Hermione said, undoing the diaper.
Sirius watched in fascination as she took of the dirty diaper, cleaned him, and then attached a new one in less than a minute.
She turned, smirking. "Are you impressed?"
He nodded. "That was really fast. And he's so well behaved," Sirius commented, watching as Hermione carried Eridanus over to the rocking chair.
She blushed as she lifted her shirt over her head. "Yes, I know, this looks awkward," she said, knowing he was going to laugh at her.
"Not awkward, beautiful," he said, his eyes wide.
She blushed even more. After attaching Eridanus to her breast, she rocked him back and forth, humming him a soft tune while he feed.
Watching Hermione with his son like that, in such an intimate scene, was enough to make Sirius' heart break. He had missed so much… a whole year of his son's life. Plus the nine months Hermione was pregnant.
The grief was enough to make him fall to his knees.
Hermione didn't notice though, she was too busy whispering to Eri.
Sirius crawled forward on his hands and knees, stopped right by Hermione. He was now eye-level with his baby boy and Hermione's breast.
He watched, fascinated, as Eridanus suckled, his little eyes moving about.
How could he possibly make up for all that lost time? No words or actions could erase all the pain and heartbreak Hermione had gone through. So what could he do?
"Isn't he adorable?" Hermione asked, glancing at Sirius. "He looks so much like you."
"He's perfect," Sirius said, reaching out to gently brush the top of Eri's head.
The three of them stayed like that for a few more moments, Sirius watching attentively as Eridanus fed. Eventually, Eri stopped sucking, his eyes drifting close.
"Time for bed," she whispered, placing him in the crib. "Mama loves you," she whispered, leaning down to kiss his forehead.
Sirius moved up next to her, smiling at his sleeping son. "Daddy loves you too," he whispered, gently leaning down to place a kiss on the top of his head.
"Come on," Hermione said, tugging Sirius back to their room.
"Are we going to the doctor's tomorrow?" Sirius asked, crawling back into bed with her.
"Yes, but I've actually arranged for us to see Madam Pomfrey. That way you won't be too exposed to the press and everyone else at the castle can visit with Eridanus."
Sirius nodded, pressing a kiss to Hermione's arm. "I love you," he mumbled. "All of you."
"And I love you," she whispered, kissing him firmly on the lips.
"Shall we continue what we started earlier?" he asked, smirking at her.
"Really? But it's so early," she said, making a face.
"It's never too early for a bout of lovemaking with the witch you love," Sirius said, grinding his hips against hers.
She gasped as she felt his erection touch her core. Her hand slid down, grasping it. "Sirius, you're so hard," she commented, amusement in her eyes.
"Of course I'm hard kitten, I haven't had you in so long… and watching my son suck on your large tits was a huge turn on," his voice said in her ear. She shivered at the amount of huskiness in it.
"Don't be so crass," she chided him, scooting down so they were now face to face. "I suppose we could continue what we were doing." She grinned mischievously at him.
"Perfect," he said before roughly claiming her lips in a kiss. One of his hands tangled in her hair while the other one slipped inside her shorts, rubbing her slit over her underwear.
Hermione closed her eyes, losing herself in the sensation. It had been so long since she'd felt this way… and she wanted it, she wanted it more than anything.
His lips moved to her neck, gently biting the soft flesh.
Immediately Hermione arched her body, pressing up into him. "More," she mumbled, tangling her fingers in his hair. She tugged him closer.
His hands released her and he made quick work of sliding her shorts off.
Hermione quickly reached up, pulling her shirt off over her head.
Sirius quickly undressed himself as well. He turned to face Hermione, his jaw dropping when he saw her lying back on the sheets.
"What?" she asked, moving to cover herself. His gaze was so intense it made her suddenly feel self-conscious.
"Don't," he whispered, grabbing her hands. "You're beautiful, Hermione," he said, his eyes raking over every inch of her creamy flesh.
"Well, I've put on a bit of weight after having Eridanus," she mumbled, clearly embarrassed.
"You're beautiful," he repeated. "Hermione, seeing how your body changed because of our son is the probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen. I…" he trailed off, lost for words. How could he possibly explain to her how beautiful she really was? How could she even begin to understand how he perceived her? "You're perfect," he said, leaning down to kiss her.
He began to trail kisses down her body, starting at her neck, moving lower to her breasts. Not only did he kiss her nipples, but the area all around it, even the underside. He then moved lower, planting small kisses all over her stomach. He finally placed a kiss on top of her mons.
With his shoulder, he nudged her lips apart.
"Sirius, you don't have to-"
He cut her off by running his tongue along her slit.
"Ahhh," she whimpered at the contact.
He smirked. "I see you still haven't gotten over your shyness."
She blushed. "Well I haven't exactly had anyone down there!" she snapped at him.
"Just enjoy it, please," he whispered before his mouth was on her once more.
He licked her small nub, his tongue swirling around it repeatedly. Every so often he'd give it a little nibble, causing Hermione to become more and more aroused.
She could feel the passion inside her building, threatening to burst forward. "Sirius," she moaned, her fingers playing with his hair.
Gently, he slid one of his fingers inside her. He moved it around, causing Hermione to gasp.
"Sweet Merlin, Hermione, you're so tight," he said, his eyes fluttering shut. Slowly, he added another digit, quickly finding the sensitive spot inside.
"Oh!" Hermione gasped, her eyes flinging open. She gripped his hair tightly, tugging at it, completely oblivious to his wince. "Sirius!" she cried, feeling all of the passion inside her snap.
He lapped at her folds excessively as she came, her juices pouring out.
"Sirius, please, I want you," she said, tugging him upwards. "Don't make me wait a second longer," she begged, her eyes filled with desire.
Sirius nodded, positioning himself at her entrance. Seeing her come like that, shouting his name was enough to make him painfully hard. In one swift moment, he entered her, causing Hermione to squeal.
"You okay?" he asked, brushing a sweaty curl from her face.
She nodded. "It's been awhile," she murmured. Her eyes flicked upwards, meeting his. "But I'm okay, so let's go," she said with a little wiggle of her hips.
Sirius quickly began to move inside her. Hermione bumped her hips up to meet his every so often. He looked down at the witch laid beneath him and almost came. She was beautiful, her lips parted slightly and chest heaving. He could see the sweat dripping from her forehead, sliding down her perfect face. "You're so fucking beautiful," he whispered before leaning down to kiss her.
Hermione kissed him back passionately. Every thrust seemed to send shivers throughout her body. She had gone so long without this… without him. Hermione never expected to be with Sirius again, but fate had granted her a second chance. And she was determined to cherish every aspect of it. Gently, she nibbled on his bottom lip.
He moaned, gripping the back of her head tightly. "Hermione, I don't know how much longer I'll last," he said honestly.
"It's fine," she whispered, her voice hoarse. "I'm close too," she said, closing her eyes once more.
Sirius' hand slid down her body, stopping at her nipples. Her breasts were so large… perfection. He knew they were still full of breast milk, but damn, perfection. Reaching down, he gently tweaked Hermione's nipples.
And that was all she needed. With his next thrust, he sent her over the edge once more. Her walls tightened and clenched around him as her hands gripped his wrists, squeezing them tightly.
"Sirius!" she cried, her body arching off the bed. "Oh, Sirius," she moaned once more.
Sirius felt his balls tighten before he spilled his seed deep inside her. "Hermione," he moaned as her walls milked him dry.
Finishing, he rolled off of her and to the side. "That was amazing," he said, pressing a kiss to her sweaty forehead.
"Yeah it was," she said, smiling at him sleepily. "But I'm exhausted, so I'm going to try and get a few more hours of sleep."
Sirius nodded. "I'm just going to go to the bathroom. I love you," he said, giving her a kiss.
By the time he returned from the bathroom, Hermione was asleep once more. She must fall asleep almost instantly, he thought, crawling into bed next to her. Smiling to himself, he too quickly drifted off to sleep.