Chapter 1

I don't know if I can do this no more. Do I tell? Or should I just keep it to myself. What happens if people think different of me what happens if it gets out,the story. I REALLY DON'T KNOW! Argh its driving me crazy I really don't have a clue. I have an idea on what it is but im not ready to tell you yet, I might but not yet, the think is though my friend wonts me to tell her whats up,bUt I CANTT I do try I really do but I just cant spit it out to her. I know I can trust her like you can trust chocolate but its not that.

she wants me to and she notice my mood diffrent idk i think im going into a panic attack maybe i am or maybe im just ott..

I don't know all this started to be honest i just do not know.