Hey, thanks for all the views (: well here we go. I think I'm going to end it soon. If you want me to keep it going let me know.


Dean smiled at Sam then looked at Gabriel "So how you doing?" He asked softly

"I'm good, knowing that you and Sam are happy." He smiled.

Castiel just nodded. "I'm happy for you both, but Gabriel I think it's time we head out."

"Why? We just got here. I don't want to leave yet." Gabriel said giving Castiel the puppy dog face.

"Yeah Cas. Don't leave, I love being in your company." Dean said with a smile.

Sam just kept smiling till he got up. "Would anyone like a beer?"

"You know I do." Dean said smiling.

"Sure." Gabriel looked at Castiel who was looking off into the distance. "Get him one too, he's going to need it."

"okay." And with that Sam went into the kitchen.


Sam sat down at the kitchen table not thinking straight. "Castiel and Dean still love each other, I can tell. I don't want to lose Dean again. I never wanted to in the first place. I only dated Gabriel for, I don't know why. I really don't. But I can't lose Dean. I know he loves me, but when hes around Castiel I saw a side of him I never knew excisted. I'm so scared." Sam thought to himself putting his elbows on the table hiding his head in his hand fighting back tears. Castiel walked in into the kitchen.

"Sam." He said firmly.

Sam lifted his head and looked at him. "What?"

"You're sad, I can tell. And I'm sorry." He apologized

"No I'm not Castiel. Leave me alone."

"No you are. I'm not stupid Sam. I can see it in your face. When me and dean went upstairs you got sad very sad. Why?" He asked

"I don't want to lose Dean again. I just can't. I love him too much. When I'm not with him my heart is aching. Those four months when we were apart I cried myself to sleep every night. I couldn't take it anymore. He was always on my mind." Sam started crying.

"I know Sam. That's why me and Gabriel worked so hard to get you guys back together. You belong together."

Sam looked at him. "But you love him, and he still loves you."

"I will always love him, he meant everything to me and he still does. But I won't do anything to ruin what you both have." He said

Sam looked away from him. "But he still loves you. I feel it when he kisses me, he wishes I was you."

"No he doesn't. Now stop it Sam. He loves you very much. All he ever talked about was you; all he ever thought about was you. Every time his phone went off and he hoped it was you, and when it wasn't I saw the sadness in his eyes. Now stop beating yourself up over it. What we had is in the past. You both belong together." He said trying to comfort him.

Sam wiped his eyes standing up heading to the fridge. Grabbed four beers threw on to Castiel and they both headed back out to living room.


Dean and Gabriel were sitting next to each other smiling and laughing. They looked at Sam and Castiel with shock in their eyes.

"I didn't think you two would ever talk." Dean said with a laugh.

"Why would you think that?" Castiel asked tilting his head.

"Because you love me and Sam loves me. I thought you both would fight and argue over me." Dean said laughing.

"What the freak Dean?" Sam said looking straight at Dean. "After all Gabriel and Castiel went through to get us together you're just laughing like that?"

"Chill dude. You know I'm just playing." Dean said standing up hugging Sam.

Sam just sighed and hugged him back. He couldn't be mad at Dean. Gabriel Awed in the back round and Castiel sighed in disgust.

Dean turned around "Do you have something to say?"

Castiel looked up at him with fear in his eyes. "N-No."

"Good, I thought so." Dean sat down pulling Sam down next to him. Dean started kissing Sam with passion. Gabriel and Castiel looked away.

Dean opened his eyes and pulled away from Sam. "You both can leave now."

"Dean! Stop being an ass." Sam said smacking his arm.

"DON'T TOUCH ME SAM!" Dean yelled getting up and leaving the house. He got into the Impala slamming the door and driving off into the distance.

Sam looked at Gabriel and Castiel. "What the hell just happened?"

The both just shrugged. "How did he get so mad out of nowhere?" Castiel asked worried.

"I don't know, he was just fine then boom he's all angry." Sam replied.


Dean kept speeding down the street not looking back. "I can't believe him. Why does he have to be here? Why does everything have to hurt? Why am I crying? Why?" He thought to himself. He kept speeding, he made a quick left going off the road and into the woods. He parked the car got out and ran. Ran like there was something chasing him, he dodged trees and bushes. He came to a stop and sat down crying. "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME CASTIEL?" He screamed out loud to no one. "Why are you breaking my heart? Why do I love you so much? I HATE YOU!" He looked up to the sky and prayed for Castiel. "Castiel I know you can hear me, come here. I need you here."

"Hello Dean." Castiel said from behind him.

Dean turned around got up ran and hugged him tightly. "I can't do this anymore Castiel. I love you to much to just throw you away." He broke out into tears.

Castiel rubbed his back. "But you love Sam."

"Of course I do, but I love you to." Dean held him tightly. "I don't know what to do anymore."

Castiel sighed "You have to be with Sam. Sam needs you. He needs you more than I do. He told me in the kitchen. Dean you have to be with him. He really needs you and you need him. I know it's going to hurt but trust me it will be okay. Everything will be okay." Castiel said rubbing his back softly.

"But…"

Castiel interrupted him. "No buts, we will still be friends. And I will still protect you. I will always protect you. And nothing will ever change that. I will always be here."

Dean just hugged him tighter. "Okay Cas."

"Now let's go back." Castiel said

"You go, I have to think." Dean said letting him go.

"Okay, bye Dean." And with that Castiel left.

Dean sat back down pulling out a flask of vodka and started drinking. He kept drinking till he was drunk and numbed all the pain in his heart.


Castiel arrived back at the house. Sam jumped up off the couch. "Is Dean okay? Where is he?" Sam asked worried.

"He's fine Sam. He was just upset is all, he will be fine. He's in the woods he's just thinking about stuff." Casitel said with a smile.

"Okay." Sam said sitting back down sighing in relief.

"So Sam, you and Dean do the nasty last night?" Gabriel asked with a laughed.


Do you like it? I do (: Whats going to happen to Dean? Did Dean and Sam do the nasty? Find out next chapter (: