Hey beasties! It's me again! This week in Brazil it aired episode 10 Seeing Red, and i have to say, Vincent really pissed me off, to episode 10 until half of episode 12, so i have to put this out. Again, English is not my first language, so any typo or grammar mistakes (I don't use google), please let me know. Hope you like this one too.
Just for the record, Beauty and The Beast does not belong to me, if does Alex wouldn't be so annoying and Vincent wouldn't' have been a Jackass. Enjoy!
We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves. ( Goethe)
"So, what did she say?" I asked as I saw Vincent coming through the door
"She said she needs to protect herself right now and she thinks she is just my second choice. And by the way, she is still helping us." He answered sitting in the couch next to me. "Why would she think something like that?"
"Are you kidding, right?" He couldn't be so stupid, could he?
"What do you mean?" He asked me and I could see confusion all over his face.
I laughed angry "Never mind" I said and stood up, it will be better if I just shut my mouth.
"JT, what is it? Do you have something to say to me?"
I shook my head and went to grab a beer from the fridge "Vincent you are such an ass, I had forgotten how stupid you can be when you are with Alex."
"JT is not her fault, and this had nothing to do with her, it was just me trying to live a fantasy life"
"You know, me and your brothers never said anything, because you really loved her, but the truth is Alex is an annoying girl who just wants things like her own way. Look what a mess you two did today. And guess who is the one cleaning up that mess?" I said coming back to the couch it was time for him to listen some truths "I know I was the president of the stay away from Catherine's club, but all that woman has been doing is worrying about you. Do you have an idea how hard was for her to go to that cabin today? Think about it, how hard was for you to see her kissing Evan?"
He gasped it was a difficult reminder I could see "I know ok, I know I screw up a lot!" he said.
"You think? Catherine has been through so much and when she finally opened her heart and told you that she was willing to fight for you, you gave her like an ultimatum… 'Alex is willing to give up her life for me, would you do the same?' Really dude?"
"I know JT, ok? I know… it's just what I feel for her its…it's so intense and I got scared, Alex was just a safe road, I guess."
That man was unbelievable, "You know the funny thing is you never considered me in the equation; running around with Alex, almost being caught by the police. All the sacrifices we've been doing just…thrown away."
I could see the guilty in his eyes, and I would feel sorry for him, if I didn't know what he did to Catherine "I'm not trying to make you feel bad for me, but for Catherine. " I took a deep breath "All I saying is even for me it's seems like Catherine is just a second choice and I know you my entire life and I know you love her."
"SHE IS NOT" he screamed "I love her, ok? But I don't know what to think, she never said she loves me too and this scares me!"
"She never said she loves you? Almost get killed trying to save your ass, even when she thinks you don't love her, for me is a big fat ass I love you! You are so stupid, man. And I need to say, I don't know if she will ever come along again." He looked desperate at me " You hurt her, and she trusted you, after ten whole years of never let anyone close to her heart, she let you. And what you did?"
"I will always be there for her?"
"Really? Because even I have my doubts, imagine her."
"I don't know what to do, man." Vincent said after a while "I told her I'm not going anywhere, but I do know things between us are not the same, her window was closed today. It means something, right?"
I nodded "Means a lot."
"What I should do?" I laughed; he should've asked me this before this whole thing.
"I don't know man, but you said yourself that she said she still will be helping, right? Feelings just don't go away that easy. That's why I think she can't trust in your feelings for her."
Vincent stayed in silence and minutes later he went to his bed. Maybe I was too harsh on him, but he need to face the consequences of his actions. He blames his condition for all the problems he had in his life since he come back from Afghanistan, but this he can't. This is not about Vincent the beast…but about Vincent the man. I know this is not the last time I heard from Alex Salter. And knowing her like I do, it's just a matter of time she does something stupid, I just hope Catherine will be on our side when the day comes.
Love is like a heaven, but it can hurt like hell.(Unknown)
So, what do you think? Good, bad, terrible...please delete this? Reviews are very welcome.
Thanks for Reading and have a great weekend.