Hey guys, I know my other twilights haven't been updated in ages but I had this idea so thought it was only fair for my twilight fans to have a read.:)
Disclaimer: All recognised characters belong to Stephaney Mayer.
Warning: Mild swearing for this chapter.
As I sat evaluating my life I hated myself. When I first got with Edward everything was perfect, I loved him and he loved me; that changed. Since we returned from the Volturi things have gotten bad, I didn't realise at first but Edward was controlling everything I did. It started as small things like what I was wearing, I just thought it was to humour Alice so I let it continue, then it was how I should I speak, who I could speak to, where I could go, what I could do, what I could eat and now it was to the point of who I could look at. I was a meek shell of who I used to be. I had no confidence or self-esteem and to Edward I was just a possession for him to control and string along. There was no love in our 'relationship'. When I confronted him about it he told me I should just be quiet and should be thankful someone like him was with someone as plain as me and if I wanted immortality then I should conform to his ideas or else I would die because no one would change me if I wasn't with him. I was scared then, if he didn't change me I was dead and I couldn't leave my dad like that but I was sick and tired of Edward's controlling ways. It was like this god forsaken ring gave him power to own me and I was going to tell my dad everything and tell Jake to protect him with the pack, I felt bad because I hadn't seen Jake for months; I wasn't allowed. I was going to go back to the old me, the real Isabella Swan, and if Edward didn't like it then he could kiss my ass, he was going to be pissed as I had my navel pierced on the weekend as a spur of the moment thing. I sighed and dragged myself up to my wardrobe it was full of clothes that were 'acceptable' for me to wear but behind the clothes was another door where I kept my Arizona clothes that I had put away thinking I wouldn't wear them but now I was making a statement. I pulled out my deep red platform ankle boot heels, contrary to popular belief I never used to be this clumsy and if you gave me a pair of killer boot I could out walk the best of them, I got out flat ankle boots and my DC trainers. I also took out some pairs of coloured skinny jeans, some tight vest tops, some mesh tops and for a killer statement some short shorts and what I deemed 'knicker shorts' so short that my ass was practically out. I put on my green skinny jeans, a white vest top that clung to me showing plenty of my ample cleavage and finally my secret that I had hidden in my dad's wardrobe when Alice told me she hated leather clothes; my black leather jacket. Finishing the outfit with my black ankle boots and my hair down in natural waves I went downstairs for breakfast where my dad was sat drinking his morning coffee he took one look at me and broke in to a beaming smile, he leapt up and swept me in to a hug and swung me around.
"I see my little girl is back." He said happily finally putting me down I grinned at him pouring myself some coffee.
"Damn straight I've been an idiot but I'll be damned it if I don't sort it out now." I told him he just kept smiling like Christmas came early.
"What about Edward." I scowled.
"Well if he has a problem he can kiss my ass." My dad got up and kissed me on the forehead.
"Love you kiddo it's good to have you back."
"Love you too daddy." I called to him as he left for work, I was driving myself to school for once as Edward couldn't be there until lunch as it was sunny. I grinned and hopped out to my ancient truck, I loved my truck but I did need a new vehicle if I was being honest. When I got out in the car park I drew quite a few stares and I didn't mind. I was back to the girl from Arizona who was used to the lusting looks and whispers, I walked confidently to my first period and I sat next to Angela someone I actually liked.
"Wow Bella you look great." She said and I grinned.
"This I how I used to dress in Arizona and I was sick of not being myself." I explained to her questioning look she smiled at me.
"Good for you." Throughout the day I felt great it was unbelievable what I had missed being me lunch was coming up and I was slightly apprehensive but I was sticking to my guns I walked in to the cafeteria with Angela as slow as possible and immediately spotted Edward sat with Alice, I grabbed a soda and some pizza both things Edward hated me eating I walked over to them and both of their expressions became rather fixed and internally I smirked.
"Bella what are you wearing." Alice hissed at me as soon as I was sat down.
"Hello to you too Alice yes I'm fine thanks for asking." I replied sarcastically.
"Bella love, that's no way to speak." Edward chided like I was a small child I scowled before hitching on an apologetic look.
"I'm sorry but I happen to like what I'm wearing."
"I go away for one night and you can't even dress right." Alice shook her head sadly and looked at me in pity luckily the bell went signalling the end of lunch or my biting remark wouldn't have gone down well. I went through the rest of the day silently brooding and when I got in to the parking lot my truck was gone so I was forced to go with Edward and that made me pissed. We drove back to the Cullen house and I pointedly ignored Alice prattling about picking out my clothes for the week because I clearly couldn't dress myself. As soon as the car stopped I was out and storming in to the house, Emmett was playing video games so I made my way over to him ready to sit for hours and destroy random Aliens; I didn't even get to the sofa when Edward stopped me.
"Bella dear what are you doing?" He asked me and my eyes darted around the living room it was only Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper.
"I was going to play Halo with Emmett." I told him, Emmett looked like a kid in the candy store and pulled out another remote for me.
"No you are going to come up to my room we have to discuss you awful behaviour today." Edward ordered me in a condescending voice. Oh hell no I think not, I must have been really weak because Emmett started to put the remote away looking glum.
"No we can talk later I want to play with Emmett." Everyone in the living room looked surprised.
"Bella come up stairs."
"I want to stay here."
"Now Bella." I finally had enough and by Jaspers step back my emotions were screaming as I span to face Edward.
"You know what Edward, fuck you. Don't tell me what to do I am staying down here to sweat the Xbox for a good couple of hours we can talk later and if you don't like it kiss my ass." I snarled my face was flushed with anger at him and myself, I couldn't believe I was so weak willed that I usually obeyed. My fists we clenched tightly at my side, Edwards face seemed to be made out of stone but his eyes told me he was angry.
"Do not use that foul language Bella it is most unbecoming. I don't know what has gotten in to you today but this is not like you and I have to stay it needs to stop now. I see I will have to hunt in the day because if I leave and this happens then I don't know what I can do your acting immature and dressing cheap now come upstairs." Fuck no he did not just call me cheap, that's it he can fuck himself if he thinks I'm going to listen to this shit.
"Fuck no you did not just call me cheap. What don't you like it because I look damn sexy?" I stuck my ass out.
"Is it because my ass looks fine in these jeans or is it because I'm showing the world I do actually have tits." I asked him placing my hands on my hip looking at my nails in a very Rosalie like way I heard a near silent giggle behind me.
"I cannot speak to you when you in a mood such as this you're just being vulgar." He sighed looking down his nose and I merely raised an eyebrow I span around and plopped down next to a gaping Emmett and took the controller hanging loosely from his hand I nudged him.
"Are we playing for are you imitating a fish for the rest of the night?" I asked with a smirk he shook his head and grinned.
"It's on little sis."
"I'm going for a run I will back to take you home." Edward told me shortly and I shrugged letting him run out of the door as soon as he was out of ear shot I let out a sigh of relief.
"Damn Bells where did that come from?" Emmett demanded and I grinned.
"I thought it was about time I stopped being a push over and brought back the girl from Arizona." I explained with a shrug.
"You were amazing." Rosalie burst out with a smile that seemed to like up the whole room, to say I was shocked was an understatement.
"I thought you hated me." I said bluntly she grimaced but shook her head.
"I never hated you Bella but it annoyed me so much to see you meek and being pushed around letting my brother and sister do whatever. I thought if I was bitchy to you, you would snap back and be the girl you came to Forks as." She explained to me and I was surprised but I could see where she was coming from.
"I was pretty pathetic but I decided that I was going to start being the real me." She grinned at me.
"Well I hope you can accept my apologies Bella I would like to be your friend."
"Nothing to apologise for Rosalie and I can see we're going to get on great."
"Call me Rose." I looked to Jasper who hadn't said anything yet but had a smirk on his face, I raised an eyebrow and his smirk grew.
"That was hot." I choked, of all the things I was expecting that wasn't it.
"What I am a guy and that was hot." He shrugged and I grinned.
"Wanna see what else I did to kick start by 'back to Arizona girl' phase?" I asked with a mischievous smirk.
"What?" I stood up and pulled up my top showing my belly bar.
"Oh my god." Rose squealed.
"I know I walked past the store and just went in and got it done." I gushed. We sat in a chilled atmosphere playing games and I had a great time, Edward came back and ordered me to come as it was time for me to leave, I rolled my eyes behind his back and said my goodbyes, we drove home in silence Edward was cold and withdrawn and I couldn't bring myself to care. I got out of the car and went in to my house and started dinner for my dad Edward sat impassively at the table as I cooked.
"Why were you acting out today Isabella?"
"I wasn't Edward." I replied in an emotionless voice.
"I see your still in your childish mood I shall see you tomorrow at school be sure to dress in decent attire." With that he left and I was stood staring incredulously in to open air, like hell I would be dressing to his standards again I was planning on burning all of those clothes. I had dinner ready when my dad came home and we sat down and ate I told him about my day and playing with Emmett.
"So you had a good day then."
"Well I have a surprise you Bella now I know you needed a new car because that truck is getting dangerous and I don't think I treat you often enough so I bought you a car; brand new this time." I gasped and ran out to the front of the house there in the drive way was my brand new black Audi TT convertible, I screamed and threw myself at my dad.
"Thank you thank you thank you." I squealed bouncing up and down.
"Any time Bells just be safe and I don't want to have to explain to my colleagues why my daughter was caught for speeding." He laughed and I grinned,
"You're the best daddy in the world." I told him honestly and we had an enjoyable night in front of the telly, when I went to bed that night Edward did not appear and I was glad I had the best night sleep in ages.
So, what did you think? I know it's not the longest chapter in the world but tell me what you think. Let me know if it's worth continuing and I'll see if I can get another chapter typed for y'all.