So just a one shot check out my other stories and review please i need 5 reveiws for each of one my stories to keep going so please read them and review i have like 1 for almost all of them please check them out because i work really hard 2 write 5 stories at once also SUBMIT TRIBUTES to this is war practicly all spots open! SO REVEIW I OWN NOTHING AND REVIEW PLEASE!-catoloverxclovelover
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just Give Me A Reason, P!NK
I watched her just a few days ago. It reruns in my head in black and white like my brain and every sane part left of me is telling me my life is a lie.
The last two weeks just a crazy lie to mess up my head and confuse me. Any minuet she will walk through the white wood door to my house.
This house is too big for one. Perfect for two. I don't deserve this I am trying to be a better person. People tell me that I am a good person. Im not, I could have saved her. She never even knew how i felt about her.
I can still hear her screaming my name with fear and terror in her voice. That one voice, that one person was the thin pieces of thread holding me together and that boy from eleven who took his vengeance and anger out on the wrong person cut that piece of thread.
He's dead now, he deserved it. No one deserves to die but-but he killed her.
'Cato! Cato!' Her voice booms through my ears. I put my hands tight over my ears trying to get it out.
I close my eyes tight to try to get the harsh reality away. Then her face appears to me in a shade of gray smiling at me.
I open my eyes. Why am I here and not her? I need her I would never admit it but I do.
"Cato?" Enobaria asks. I forgot she was even here. I know her but I still tense up and get mute around people well thats what the whack-o of a capitol doctor thinks. Im mute.
"Its okay. Im not going to hurt you. Its okay" she tells me.
"No it isn't. Its never okay. Im alive and Clove is dead. .OKAY" I tell her. She looks a bit shocked by my intensity but doesn't say anything. Thats the first time I have ever heard myself say she is dead. She is... And I miss her.
"I know. But thats what your supposed to tell people Cato. You and I both know it isn't okay but we have to deal with it. Good things are supposed to happen to good people, Cato. Like magic. Its just how the world works" she says.
If Enobaria is implying Im a good person like she always does she'd be fooling only herself. Magic if Im a good person what magic?
It just seems all so fake this idea that good things happen to good people and theres magic in the world that the meek and richious will inherit it. Theres just to many good people who suffer for something like that to be true , too many prayers that go unanswered. Every single day we go and ignore how completely broken this world is... And we tell ourselves its okay , you're going to be okay. But Its NOT okay. And once you know that theres no going back. Theres no magic in the world because not today there isn't. Not today, not yesterday, not ever.
'Kay so thats it. Sorry if Cato isnt 'ARENA' Cato because he is a victor and this is I think some of my best work. Im not a fan of my work but I liked this one just a quick thing. PLEASE REVIEW. -catoloverxclovelover