I…Am… SOOOO sorry! Please forgive me for being selfish and not updating this story:( Has it really been over three weeks since I've posted last? Guuuyyysss don't let me do that! PM me if I don't post them on Thursday.
How have you guys been? I've been super busy, running around like a chicken with its head cut off.. Thats not a pretty vision haha.
I am very nervous with posting this next chapter.. I know their feelings for each other are kind of 'rushed' but thats what draws me and other people to this story;)
Please review.. It will make me happy, and it will help me update faster.
Here you go! Finally there's a Edward POV.. It's been a while ;)
Playlist: Tip Toe-Imagine Dragons (its my new favorite song)
"Love is the extremely difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." ― Iris Murdoch, Existentialists and Mystics Writings on Philosophy and Literature
The Space Needle was amazing, but I almost peed my pants. Not many things scared me, but that shit was scary. The ride up the elevator was spent making out with Bella. This girl had me in deep. I had only known her for almost two weeks but I was so glad we were sort of, together. It may be a little too fast but I knew I needed this girl in my life. The next place on the agenda was the Seattle Aquarium. It was beautiful, there were so many cool fish and sea creatures. We then went to her parents graves. I saw my mom's grave as well, it was a very touching moment. I had never seen her more at peace, and sad at the same time. She said she was surprising me with dinner at the house. She said she got Alice and Jasper to leave the house for the night. Hmm this could be interesting. I wonder what I'll do for our next date since it's my turn next time. I've got to do better than her. We were driving back to the house, it was about 6.
"Mind if we listen to my favorite band?"
"Who's your favorite band?"
She pressed play then skipped to number 2. The beat to my favorite song by my favorite band started to play. Ignorance by Paramore was the name. I felt my jaw drop "You know who they are?"
"Apparently they're my favorite band. I know every song and have seen them live many times. I also met them all at a meet and greet." She smiled. Hayley started to sing and we both started to mumble along.
'If I'm a bad person, you don't like me. Well I guess I'll make my own way. It's a circle, a mean cycle. I can't excite you anymore.' We looked at each other in shock. "You are the most amazing person I've ever met." She chuckled.
"I have to say the same to you my love." I returned.
She led me into the dark house, there was a trail of lit candles to the dining room. What awaited me in there? She opened the door and there was in the middle of the floor no table. There was two bean bags and two glasses, along with a bottle of champagne. There was also a tray in the middle with a cap on it. I assumed that was the meal. And thank god for that cause I was starving. "You did this?" I asked in complete shock.
"Is it too much?"
"No it's absolutely perfect!" I said louder than I should of.
"Jake did it, I told him what I wanted and he hit it pretty much spot on. He cooked the meal too."
"Can you cook?"
"Yeah I guess." She blushed "well what are we waiting for?" She sat me down on the blue bean bag and uncovered the tray. There was steak and pasta. How did she know my favorite food? "We have my favorite, which is Fettuccine Alfredo. And Alice told me your favorite was steak. So I thought they would mix perfectly." She blushed yet again. It was so beautiful on her. The candle light reflected onto her face and made her look extravagant. The only light we had was the candles. But I didn't mind, as long as I was with Bella.
"Pasta's my other favorite." I smiled sheepishly.
"That's perfect. Cause steaks a close second with me." She chuckled slightly and sat down. She poured both of our glasses. "Oh and just so you know when we're done eating you can't go anywhere. I have you for the whole night and you don't get to leave my side other than to pee."
Oh my god, don't get hard, don't get hard. "That sound's perfectly fine to me. But one question."
"Hmm?" She smirked.
"Where am I sleeping?"
"Where do you want to sleep?" She asked seductively.
"In my bed." She raised her eyebrow at that "with you in it."
"What about my bed?" She challenged and took a bite of her pasta. I followed and started to eat. It was delicious, thank you Jacob.
"Do you want me to sleep in your bed?"
She chuckled "I don't want you too. I need you too." She sipped her drink.
I felt my pants suddenly get too tight for my liking. My dick totally betrayed me. I said not to get hard.
"Do you have any clue what you do to me Isabella?"
"I can see it." She gestured with her glass in hand.
I laughed a little "and what are you going to do about that?"
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing."
"Mmm so you're not ready?"
She thought about it for a second tilting her head "nah. Maybe the 5th date."
"I can wait for you."
"I respect you." I totally sounded like Ben from How to Lose A Guy In 10 Days HA.
"I respect that you respect me. It makes me respect you."
"And I respect that you respect me and respect that I respect you."
"I'm glad that we respect each other." She smirked and started into her steak. Cutting it perfectly and chewing it with her scrumptious mouth. Some juice dribbled down her lip, and I caught it with my finger before it went down her chin. I wiped it and licked my thumb. Steak juice was my favorite, mixed with Bella was even better. Could I just drink this all day? "You're sexy." She blurted.
"Nah, you're sexy."
"What's sexy about me?"
"You're eyes, I love them. You're lips, they're full and delicious. I think you're sexy when you blush." On cue she blushed. I took the last bite of my steak "and you're stubbornness. Now what about me?"
"You're hair, definitely your hair. I love your eyes, not a lot of guys can pull of green eyes but you can. And I love how you treat me." She smiled and shrugged. "You're perfect."
"Thank you." I chuckled.
"Whens our next date?"
"Well I gotta think of something to do that's gonna beat your date."
"Hmm, that'll be easy. My date sucked balls."
"I have to disagree with that. The best date I've been on."
"Thanks, I have a surprise." She picked the tray up and downed the rest of her drink. She pulled out two notebooks and two pens.
"I want to see how much we have in common." She shrugged. She went into the kitchen and brought out whiskey. "And I want to get drunk."
"Sounds perfect." I sat back in the bean bag as I looked through the many questions.
I spent filling out the questions looking at Bella and her concentration. I filled it out truthfully, ready to see what we had in common. I went over the questions again
Name: Edward Cullen
Hometown: Forks Washington
Birthday: June 20 1988
Parents: Elizabeth Masen and Edward SR. Masen
Siblings: Alice (adoptive)
Old movie: Wayne's World
New movie: The Hunger Games
Horror Movie: Misery
Comedy: How to Lose A Guy In 10 Days
TV Show: Dexter
Book: Lord Of The Rings Trilogy
Album: Tegan and Sara - heartthrob
Type of girl: Bella
Sounds good. I was pretty confident on the Bella for type of girl part. She looked at me in anticipation "are you done?"
"Yes. Are you?" I chuckled.
She handed me her notebook and I handed her mine.
Name: Isabella Marie Swan
Hometown: Forks Washington
Birthday: September 13 1990
Parents: Sue and Harry Swan
Siblings: Only Child
Old movie: Pet Semetary, Son In Law
New movie: The Hobbit
Horror Movie: Misery
Comedy: Pitch Perfect
TV Show: Dexter
Book: Water For Elephants, and The Host
Album: Brand New Eyes
Type of guy: someone who's like Edward Cullen ;)
Food: Fettucini Alfredo
Surprisingly we did have a couple things in common. She scoffed "python? Really?" My eyes found hers. Her body was shaking with laughter.
I threw the notebook and jumped on her, my mouth found hers. It was hot and sexy, she threw her notebook to the side and put her hands in my hair. She moaned, I stopped and chuckled "what?" She asked breathless.
"You, I just love how into you get. And yet you won't have sex with me."
"You're such a weirdo." She pushed me off of her. "What about a drinking game?" She proposed.
"How do we play?"
"Let's see. Every time one of us says what or and we take a shot."
"Sounds good. What happens if we spell it?"
"Uh uh, take a shot."
"This is going to be easier then I thought. You can't spell it, that still counts as saying it."
I took a shot "wait we can't say?"
"What and, and."
"Three shots for you thank you very much."
"Fuck you!" She took a shot and made the cutest face. Her face scrunched up and her eyes watered. She did two more and sucked in a sharp breathe. "Champagne is not meant for shots." She laughed, and I joined in.
"How about every time we say a word we add one?" I asked.
"When do we stop?"
"Till the second bottles gone."
"We're gonna get shit faced. Okay I choose fuck."
"I choose Bella." She smirked.
"I choose Edward."
"HA, take a shot." She filled the shot glass up and knocked her head back and slammed the shot glass down. The first bottle was almost gone. "I choose the and shit."
"That sucks." Her eyes opened "for you!" She screamed "you said one!"
"Again." She smirked. "I choose you."
I took two while she just chuckled.
"How do we keep talking?" I asked in disbelief.
"Well, who's your best friend?" She said trying to make conversation.
"Emmett McCarty. Who's yours?"
"Any relation to Jasper Hale?"
"Who's Jasper Hale?"
"OH, wait a second. Yeah they're cousins. What the hell?"
"Fuck!" She took one.
"Shit!" She yelled and took another.
"Bella, Bella, Bella. Take another one."
"What the fuck ever Edward. You get three." She cracked the new bottle and took yet again another shot.
"And you get three more."
"You get two. And so do I. Damn it two more." She frowned.
We took our share of shots and were really feeling it. "I really like you Edward." She slurred.
"Shot." I chuckled.
"Can we just fucking stop? Its almost gone!"
"Why do you want to stop?" I chuckled.
"Ah you get one bitch! You understand that we stopped making new words every time we said one? We're stupid." She slightly punched my arm.
"Two babe." She took them and shouted "fuck! Let's just chug the rest of this!" She jumped up and tripped on her way to the kitchen. She came back out with two cups in her hand. She set one in front of me and poured the rest of the bottle in both equally. "Chug." We both grabbed our cup "3, 2, 1." We knocked our heads back and chugged the rest of what was in the second bottle. "Mother fucking cock sucker." She screamed.
"I turn into a saint when I drink. Cancha tell?" She cocked her head to the side, closed her eyes and opened her mouth. Her teeth were closed, I think she was trying to smile. It was pretty cute.
"Follow me." She said.
She started to walk down the hall but took her shoes off and went up the stairs. She opened her bedroom door and led me to her bed. I stood in front of her bed while she went to her dresser. She took her shirt off and was about to take her pants off but stopped and made the no motion with her finger. "Turn around." She whispered. The lights were off, the only light was the light coming in from the hallway. It was enough to see her. I turned around slowly, she had sweats on and just a bra. Her nipples were hard through the fabric. It was crazy hot, maybe she was turned on? I slowly walked up to her. She looked up at me with a look that said I don't know what I'm doing. I caressed her chin, I pulled her chin up with my index finger. Our lips were only a small space apart. Her breath fanned out across my face and I melted. Her breath was minty mixed with alcohol. I leaned in slightly and took her lips in mine. She brought her arms around my neck and sighed into my mouth. I took that opportunity to slowly and gently slide my tongue into her mouth. I wanted to take things gentle and slow.
Maybe I could make her fold and make love to me. Did I just say make love? I've never believed in making love, but with Bella I felt like everything that seemed impossible.. seemed possible. Why was this? I've only known this girl for two weeks. But do I you know, love her? Easy question. I might just be in love with Isabella Marie Swan. Whoa, wait a second. I was in love, should I tell her? No, you don't want to scare her away. I'll do it when I think it's right. Well think Masen, what can you do on the next date to make her fall in deep?
I broke the kiss and laid down on the bed. I patted it and she rolled while she crawled into bed with me. We laid facing each other with our hands interlocked. We just stared into each others eyes until she fell asleep. Right when I was drifting off it hit me, who was going to be in town in a week? Who was I listening to their 4th album and interviewing? They'll be here Sunday..
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