A/N- This week so far… has been one of the best weeks ever. I'm finally at peace, with myself.. and with the world.
Here's an over view:
I have been on a ranch, farming and just living in peace. Max's Dad taught us how to swing dance. I tried to show my little brother, but he couldn't do it right. So Max pushed him away and showed him how it was done.
I haven't had internet, or a phone this whole time… and thank god for that. I have never realized how much I DON'T need my phone and computer. It's so peaceful, so nice. The only way I'm updating right now is cause I'm in a Starbucks. We walked a ways to get here. I'm in a plaid flannel with the sleeves ripped off, a plaid blue/green dress underneath. And my favorite boots3 I'm turning into a western chick. I love it though. I have never been more happy. I love my family here and wish I could stay with them forever:)
Now it's time for a sad note… I've been having sort of a writers block with this story. I know exactly where I am going to go with this story.. It's just getting boring to write. Your reviews are what helps me get passed that and update faster.
I AM writing something that I feel like is.. AMAZING to me! So maybe I'll post that before June. If I get more time to write I will. Like this time right now. We all lay out in the grass in the middle of the field and just daydream. Sometimes I bring my notebook out and write stuff for it. You guys might like it:) It is NOT a Twilight fanfiction. But if you like Twilight you will probably like this story!
Playlist - Monster by Paramore
"I think what it really is, is that I date creative people. And I think that what intimidates them is not my purse; it's my mind." -Lady Gaga
A familiar tune surrounded the car as he started it. I knew it immediately, it was one of my favorites. "Claire De Lune?"
"You know Debussy?"
"My mom used to be able to play the first half of it on piano. She said the rest was way too complex." I chuckled.
"The last half is my favorite to play."
"You can play it on piano?"
"Used to be able to. I don't know if I still could. I stopped playing about a year ago."
"What made you stop?"
"I just didn't feel inspired anymore."
"What inspired you in the first place?'
"Quiting my drug addiction." He gripped his steering wheel hard.
I put my hand on his hand that was gripping the steering wheel. He loosened it when I tried to grab it. I intertwined our fingers and put his hand to my lips. I rested our hands in my lap. "You relax me so much Bella."
I caressed his face with my other hand "Just doing this relaxes me."
"Did we ever find out what happened to Rosalie?' Edward chuckled.
"Oh shit!" I screamed "Rose is probably still there." We looked at each other seriously, then started laughing really hard. I can only imagine what her and Emmett were doing. Probably making out.
Rosalie's car was in the driveway, but Emmett's wasn't. We got out of the car and went up to the door. There was a little yellow sticky note that said 'Bella, and handsome Edward... me and Emmett went out to dinner. Won't be back till probably 8. Jane is with Jacob. Brought your books and XBox 360 and games up. Be good, and DON'T HAVE SEX! -Rosalie'
Her beautiful handwriting didn't hide her weird personality. Emmett and Rosalie were hooked. They were going to be the perfect couple. "It looks like we have the house to ourselves." Edward said seductively as he led me into the empty house. "What are we gonna do?'
"Beats me," I chuckled.
He pinned me to the wall, I really like controlling sexy Edward. It made my panties so wet. Fuck. But, I can't give into him.
Self control, control, control.
He leaned in close to my lips. I could taste his cinnamon breath. I slid down the wall and escaped his pin. He turned around obviously confused "sorry Edward." I shrugged "I don't kiss on the first date."
He whined like a 4 year old kid "you'll pay for that Isabella." We both laughed at that.
"I'm looking forward to that. I'll be upstairs but when Alice gets home will you send her to my room?"
"See you around Edward."
"Until tomorrow my love."
I organized the few books into the bookshelf. And hooked up my XBox 360 to the flat screen that was in my room. I had Skyrim, Left 4 Dead, Dance Central, Just Dance, Resident Evil 5, and 3 Gears of War's. I was loaded with XBox games. In the morning I planned on moving my stuff up. There was a small knock on my door, "come on in!" Rosalie and Alice walked in smiling.
"Rose, you gonna tell me what's going on with you and Emmett?"
"I have a second date ahead of me!" She screeched.
"I was right, it was love at first sight. Me and Edward totally saw that."
"I really like him Bella."
"I bet you do. You guys are perfect together."
"So Rose tells me you went on a date with Edward?" Alice pushed.
I could feel myself blush "yeah, so what?"
"So are you guys together?"
"Not yet." I blushed.
"Edward!" Alice yelled. There was no answer so she ran outside, I assumed to get Edward. They both walked in, Alice dragging him by his ear.
He got up and our eyes locked. I felt my knee's go weak. The things this guy could do to me. I clicked my tongue internally. "Hi."
"Hi," I said softly, smiling.
"So Edward," Rose started.
"Yeah?" He answered, not breaking my gaze.
"Are you and Bella together now?"
"I don't know," he turned to face her "are we?" He looked back at me.
"I'd like that, but let's wait a couple dates." I couldn't stop smiling.
"Okay," he sighed "does that mean I can't kiss you again?"
"Yes," Alice and Rosalie said in unison.
"No, get over here," I put my arms up. He walked right up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He planted a sweet chaste kiss on my lips. I sighed into his mouth as I kissed him back. I broke the kiss "we should stop before they pass out."
"Alice, you and Jasper suck each others faces all the time."
"Are you guys going to go on another date?" Rosalie asked.
"I want too, what about you Bella?"
"Of course," I smiled.
"This time you can choose since I chose last time."
"Well I kind of wanted to do some fun stuff around Seattle on Saturday. Do you want to come?"
"That sounds great. What time?"
"12 sound good?"
"Perfect, I'm driving though."
"We shall see. See you guys later. I'm gonna go to sleep."
"Night." I chuckled.
"Night Eddie." Alice waved.
"It was nice to meet you Edward." Rose called after him.
"You too," he called back.
"Is Jane still with Jake?" Rose asked me.
I nodded and Alice asked "Who's Jane?"
"My dog," I smiled.
"Aw oh my gosh you have a dog? Is she staying here?"
"Is she allowed to?"
"Of course!" She squealed.
"Oh geez are sure?"
"I would absolutely love it! I love dogs."
"I'll bring her and her stuff over whenever you want." Rose grabbed my hand.
"Okay, I'll call you and tell you when. Thanks so much for coming over Rose."
"Of course babe, I love you more than all the fishies in the sea."
"I love you that much as well." We hugged and she left and we said our goodbyes.
"You are the sweetest person I know Alice."
"How do you mean?"
"Letting me stay here, letting my dog stay here. Letting me and Edward live here while you're expecting your babies. I don't know Alice. You're just very generous and I thank you so much for it." I hugged her, feeling her baby bump go into my crotch and bellybutton. Alice was so short, I was almost a foot taller than her. I was 5'6 and she was 4'8.
"You're more than welcome. I can't believe you and Edward are hitting it off."
"I know. It's been such a short time but I seriously feel something between us."
"I can see it."
"How come you never told me you had a brother?"
"It's cause he was going through a really hard time when we became friends and never visited us."
"The drugs," I frowned.
"Yeah, he'll be six years clean on September 13th." She sounded so proud.
"I know, that's my birthday also."
"I know! That's awesome it's close to my due date. I need to have them on your birthday!"
"That would be awesome! If I ever have kids I want twins like you."
"It's going to be crazy." She frowned.
"You know you'll face it like a champ. You're one of the strongest people I know. And so is Edward."
"He is strong isn't he. Dealing with all he does, being depressed, he keeps such a positive attitude."
"It's gotten better since he's met you."
"That's what Carlisle said."
"It's true Bella. You should have seen how bad it was."
"He's helped me too. I would still be with Michael if it weren't for him. You know Michael abused me?"
"Yeah I did Bella." She pouted.
"Carlisle told you too?"
"Edward's the one that told me. He's the one that found out."
My jaw dropped, I stormed out of the room and to Edwards. I stormed through his door to find him playing his XBox. I was breathing heavily and my face gave it away that I was pissed. He put his controller down "Bella what's wrong?"
"You," I shouted "you fucking lied to me!"
"What are you talking about?"
I started to cry "you said that Carlisle and the police told you. Not the other way around!"
"Bella, I didn't say they told me about it. I said that they went through your phone and told me not too tell!"
"That's still the same. You knew before anyone. Why didn't you tell me?"
"I wanted to Bella, believe me I wanted too. But I didn't want you to be scared of him if you went to stay with him."
"I would rather have known! So that I could stand my ground the next time something happened."
"Isabella. That would of caused more problems if you ended up getting hurt worse than last time. I don't know what I would do if you died!" He shouted.
"You wouldn't have done anything Edward. You barely know me."
"I know you enough Isabella to know that I am falling for you."
I forced out a shaky breath and ran right into him kissing him fiercely on the lips. He broke the kiss "I thought you said you didn't kiss on the first date?" He smirked.
"This technically isn't our first date."
"What date is it?"
"Number two, number one can be IHop." I tried to kiss him again but he pushed me away.
"That's a depressing first date."
"Does that mean the next date we can do it?"
"So it doesn't mean it's the second date."
"We'll have sex when we're ready Edward."
"Okay, are you ready now?" He joked.
"Oh bite me."
"I'm kidding love. I'm ready when you are."
"See you tomorrow?"
"I'll be here."
I waved bye and walked into my room to see Alice still standing there. "Well that escalated quickly."
I chuckled "I know, but we kissed and made up."
"I see it. I think you guys will get married."
"You a sidekick now?"
"Possibly," she sang.
"So you never told me about Jasper being an actor, or you being a famous fashion designer!"
"No!" I said a bit too loud.
"Oh well, now you know."
"I can't believe you live in this house."
"It's beautiful huh?"
"Biggest and prettiest house I have ever seen."
"Well you're welcome to stay as long as you'd like."
"I remember that I had a job. So maybe I'll stop by there soon and see if I can still work there."
"Oh yeah the dance studio?"
"Yeah, I bet I could still work there."
"If you ever need a place to dance I'll let you have the space upstairs. It's where we do the things we love. I have a small area for designing, Edward has a small spot for music, and Jaz has a small spot for his acting awards. You can have the rest for dance. It's a pretty big space, we can put a wall mirror in there and a bar."
"Whoa really? You'd really do that?"
"Of course! We all have a spot up there. It's for the things we favor the most."
"And that's dancing for me."
"Exactly, okay well I have work in the morning so I will see you later."
'I'll stop the whole world, I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster. And eating us alive. Don't you ever wonder how we survive. But now that your gone the world is ours.' My alarm clock played Monster by Paramore. Best way to wake up. I knew what time it was. It was 7, I needed time to move some stuff then take a shower. I grumpily got out of bed and threw some baggy denim jeans, and converse on. And a plaid flannel that was one size too big. I ran outside and started grabbing things immediately.
The only thing that was left was the desk. I got the shelves up successfully but I wasn't sure if I could get the desk up without breaking something in my body. The bed of the truck was open so i jumped into the bed and started to move it. I got it successfully onto the driveway and into the house. I was moving it up the stairway. I had to jerk it up onto the fourth step, then push it up the stairs. But being the clumsy ass that I am I missed the step with my foot and fell on my ass. I felt someones hand on my arm, bringing me up. My eyes found Edward's, he was laughing. "Bite me sex hair."
"Get up, I'm gonna help you." I got up and we grabbed a side of the desk and successfully brought it up to my room. We put it under the window.
"What time is it?"
He pulled out his phone "it's 10."
I groaned "I'm gonna go eat. Want something?"
"Do you just want to head out and get something from McDonald's or something?"
"Breakfast stops at 10:30."
"We don't need to get breakfast."
"Just, sit on my bed. I'll be done in a minute." I grabbed denim skinny jeans, I was already wearing my lime green sports bra so I didn't grab it. I gabbed my black see through flannel and took my pants off right in front of him. His eyebrows raised and he sat up. I pulled my pants up and striped my shirt off. I put the flannel on and pulled my blue vans on. "Ready?" I brushed through my hair and grabbed my wallet. He got up and walked with me "I want you to meet my truck."
"Sounds good." He smiled.
"Can we still order breakfast?" I asked the lady through the McDonald's speaker.
"Yes, you can." She replied.
Me and Edward screamed and high-fived. "Okay, well I'll get a egg mcmuffin meal with root beer. What do you want?"
"Same," he chuckled.
"Make that two."
We had driven back to the house and eaten. We hung out in my room all day. He helped me organize things and then we played Xbox. We battled in left 4 dead, and I beat him. The next few days consisted of us doing fun at home things. We learned more about each other, like now I know that he's 25, he thinks he's old. But in reality he's only 2 years older than I am.
It was Saturday, our second date was today. I was showered, and had my clothes on. I went with my black doc martens, galaxy print leggings, and a black long sleeve knit shirt. I had a krew hat on too. I was sitting at my desk writing a to-do thing for today. I wrote;
Come home and eat dinner made by Jake'
I folded it up and shoved it in my bag. I had no pockets in my leggings so I had to put everything in my bag. I was putting my bag on my shoulder when there was a knock on the door. "Come in!"
Alice walked in, hand on hip. "Edwards been pacing for 10 minutes." She glared at me, then laughed "he's so nervous its hilarious."
"Awe. Poor baby." I checked my phone, it was 11:45. "I'll go put him out of his misery." I chuckled and hugged her "see you later lovely."
"We need to do a girls night soon." She pointed to me.
"We will I promise!"
I slowly walked down the stairs, I looked down the hall but Edward wasn't there. Maybe he was still in his room. I made my way to his door and knocked. "Its open." I heard him yell. I opened the door and slowly walked in. I found Edward standing by his dresser with his shirt off. This man, was seriously ripped. He had like a 10 pack. Each one prominent and big. And he had that V oh god. "Hey. You ready?" He smiled and grabbed a shirt. I made a weird noise, I was trying to speak but I couldn't. "You okay?" He chuckled. Yet again I tried to speak but couldn't. He started to pull his shirt on and I finally found words "No!" I screamed. He paused with his shirt around his neck. "Don't put your shirt on." I pleaded. Did I really just say that? "Oh my god. I did not just say that." I hid my face with my right hand. "I'm sorry."
"Its totally fine. I'd probably say the same if I walked in to find you without a shirt on."
I blushed and walked forward. I placed a hand on his abs. Rock hard, and sexy as hell. I moaned, "Okay are you ready?" I sighed.
"Yeah. Where too?"
"KFC," I smiled.
We ate in silence while I continued to drive. "Where are we going first?"
"Well we got food, so the space needle."
"That's on your daily to-do list?"
"Nope. Just thought I'd visit some of my favorite places."
"Okay then. Where else?"
"That's a surprise."
We pulled up to the space needle "I have free passes so let's do this!"
He looked up "Uh I-I don't kn-know about this Bella."
"C'mon don't tell me your afraid of heights."
"I am not." He defended himself.
"Then what's the problem?" I got out of the car and opened his door. "Come on," I unbuckled him and pulled him out of the car. He looked back down "I can't do this."
I leaned in and pecked him "what are you scared about?"
"Falling and dying, or getting sick and dying."
I grabbed his bottom lip in mine. "What about now?"
"Falling and dying."
I slipped my tongue into his mouth, and gently grazed his tongue "and now?"
"Nothing if you do that again."
I gladly wrestled his tongue with mine again and pulled away smirking. I grabbed his hand and led him into the very tall building.
There you have it… I have a few chapters until I just stopped with this story. I'll probably get a little more in before that time comes… but when that time DOES come I might need some time to write. I'm sorry guys.
(this will be about in 5 chapters.. i think)
I have to go now, I have to get back to my perfect little world.. I only get it for a few more days.
I love you all!
Remember, your reviews are what help me write and update faster. It helps me a lot.
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