I'm sorry this took so long to update! I've been very busy and all but at least I updated. This chapter is really...I don't know...bad I guess? I need a lot of help on how to fix this!

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"That girl with the blond hair is under arrest for the murder of her own father."

"What?"

~Rin's Pov

"Why is she under arrest for something so small?" Miku's mother asked.

"Ma'am, this is a murder and she is under arrest for it."

"Well how did you know she did it?"

"The neighbor from the other side called us saying that she heard a scream from her house after that she said the screaming stopped. We arrived at her house, busted the door open, and saw a knife stuck through her father's throat. We walked out of her house and went to the neighbor who called us. She later told us that she saw her walk over here and it seems that she was right. That is how I know she caused the murder."

The police officer, Mikuo, and Miku's mother looked at me. I had my head down feeling a little guilty over what I've done. I was going to going to tell the police officer the truth until Miku started to speak.

"Just take her."

I turned my head towards Miku but her head was down and she clenched her hand making a fist. The police officer, Mikuo and, her mother also looked at her from the comment she made.

"M-Miku…"

"Just take her already!"

"Fine. Let's go little girl."

The police officer came and picked me up off the couch. I looked at Miku and sighed.

"You must have loved playing pretend best friend with me."

"What do you mean 'pretend'? I am your best friend."

"No it's more like you were my best friend."

"So you don't want us to be best friends anymore?"

"Who said we were friends to begin with?"

"So you're saying that you were never my best friend?"

"Don't misinterpret what I'm trying to tell you!"

"Then what are you trying to tell me?!"

"We were never best friends because I never wanted to be your friend…you're the reason why I'm bearing this pain…if it wasn't for you then I wouldn't end up like this…like a lonely girl."

"What we've been through, you're saying that I never meant anything to you?"

"No, what I'm really saying is that you used me into thinking that I was your friend when I really wasn't. Neru wouldn't know anything about what happened to me."

"How is Neru in this?"

"That's not the right question…"

"Then what is?"

"Why would Neru cause this?"

"What do you mean?"

"My father, my mother and me…how do you think Neru would know all of this?!"

With that Miku was speechless. The officer walked out of Miku's house and put me in the police car. From there, they drove me off to the police station. We reached the police station and the police carried me out of the car. They went into one of the question rooms and told me to wait there until a detective comes. I nodded and looked around the room. I couldn't help but think about Miku and how she used and betrayed me.

What did I do to her to make her use me like this?

~Miku's Pov

How did she know all of this? Did Neru tell her? Did she know I was helping Neru out in the background? How did Rin find out that I used her? Questions jumbled inside my head and I'm trying to find the answer until Mikuo called out my name. I turned around and put a fake smile on but he turned his head away. I stopped smiling and looked at him with a questioning expression.

"How could you do this to Rin?"

"She deserves what she gets. It is none of my concern."

"Miku you're such a monster…"

"What? How am I a monster?"

"Rin never did anything to y-"

"Yes she did."

"What was it then?"

"It was Len. I was in love with Len but he rejected me because he liked Rin at the time. I grew so angry and jealous over that so I wanted to get revenge. By getting revenge on her, I helped Neru and told her all the secrets about Rin but what I want to know is how she found out?"

"Rin isn't stupid as you may take her. Neru wasn't very cautious of her words and neither were you."

"What do you mean?"

"Did you ever notice Neru bully her using her past against her? Did you ever notice how you told the police to take her instead of telling him that she defended herself? Rin put the pieces together and that's how she found out. Just stop hurting her! She has nobody to look up to for help! She's hurt Miku! Stop this already before we both lose her…stop it."

I looked at Mikuo as he cried about Rin. I never knew Rin was important to Mikuo as she was to me. I now started to feel guilty about what I've done. I never intended to hurt Rin but I was jealous of her. I really wanted to be her friend but I was using her. What I did to her wasn't fair but how would she forgive me?

"Did you know Rin started to cut herself?"

I looked at Mikuo surprised from what he said.

"When?"

"Remember when she came to the classroom putting her wrist on her chest?"

"Yes."

"That day she looked so sad that she was in pain. I noticed how she pulled her wrist from your hand and that's when I saw blood from her other wrist on her chest stream down from it. I thought that was seeing things until the next day she came with white strip bandage wrapped around the wrist and that's when I noticed Rin was cutting herself."

"Oh my god…Rin is in pain and little did I know I caused it…I'm a horrible person!"

I fell to my knees and started to cry. I want to take it back but how can I?

Rin…I'm sorry.

~Rin's Pov

I sat in the question room for an hour until the detective came. She had a lot of papers and files about me. I continued to look at her until she sat down. She stared at me until she sighed.

"Kagamine Rin, 14 years old, goes to Crypton High School. Freshman year there and now here guilty of the murder of your own father, what do you have to say for yourself?"

I looked down at my hands and bit my lip. I didn't know what to do. I was lost for words and that I was guilty for protecting myself. The detective opened my files and stood up.

"Looks like your grades are good but that not the case here. What I want to know is why an innocent little girl like you guilty for a murder?"

I looked up at her and sighed.

"That murder was not intended to happen."

"Not intended? What do you mean?"

"I never wanted to kill him but I had no choice. It was either me dying and letting him free or killing him to end the cause of my fears."

"What are your fears?"

"My fears were about him coming to find me and kill me just like he killed my mother in front of me."

"I see, now I want to know how all of this started."

"Well I was coming back from my friend's house after I saw him kissing someone. I ran from his house crying and then I opened my house door. I closed the door and was about to go into my room until a hand came and grabbed my wrist. I turned around and saw my father. He squeezed my wrist and threw down on the floor. I hit my head against the wall and fell to the floor. He walked up to me and I started to move back until he picked me up and put me on the couch. He laid down and told me to kiss him but I refused so he slapped me. I didn't want to cry in front of him so I kissed him. He looked at me and from there I knew that I was going to regret something. He told me that he loved me but I didn't understand but before I could ask him what meant he started to rape me. I started to cry. I didn't want this to happen to me again. When he was finished, he pulled my hair and threw me on the floor again. He started telling me how he didn't love me and how I was the cause of my mother's death. He pulled out a knife and stabbed me in my thigh. The screaming that the neighbor heard came from me. He continued to cut and stab me all over my legs until I took him the knife from him and pushed him on the floor. I put the knife he used to stab me with at his neck. I started to tell him that it wasn't my fault and that it was his fault and then I killed him."

The detective looked at me and laughed as if my story was a joke to her. Did she not believe me?

"That whole story you just told me just made my work easier. The murder was intended to happen. Why? Your father wanted to kill you but because something in you snapped, instead of him killing you, you killed him."

"Is that a reason why you laughed at my story?"

"Yep, because it was too predictable. Good thing is that you're not going to jail but you have to go to an orphanage."

"What? Again?"

"Yes again meaning that you were destined to be there."

"I don't want to go back!"

"But you have to. You must follow the law!"

"That doesn't mean anything…how about I find someone I can live with?"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure."

"Fine but make sure the parents are okay with it, okay?"

"Okay…"

"You can leave and you charges are lifted meaning that because that murder as kinda in self defense, you are no longer responsible for the murder."

"Okay."

I saw her close my files up and walk to the door. Since my legs were feeling a little better, I followed her out. I went to the waiting room and saw the police waiting for me to take me back to Miku's house. I walked out with the police and went inside the car. They drove me back to her house and told Miku's mom what happened.

"Rin no longer has charges against the murder of her own father but however she needs to find a place to live in before she goes to an orphanage; I want to know whether you'll accept her to live here or not?"

"Sure, she can live with us."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Okay, the clothes in her house, we'll bring it her when we finish taking out the body."

"Okay and thank you. Good night."

"Good night ma'am."

I walked inside Mikuo's house and sat on the couch. Miku's mom walked up to me and hugged me.

"Must be hard to be alone…your room is he guest room from now on, okay?"

I nodded. She let go of me and I went upstairs and inside the guest room. I closed the door and slid my back against the door. I want to go back to my own home and not live in this one but what other choice do I have? I got up from the ground and opened the door again to talk to Miku's mom. I went to the door to her office and almost opened it until I heard her talking to someone on the phone.

"…I guess it's on the news huh? About the murder of Rin's father…Rin's innocent but there's just one thing that saddens me…Rin, even at this age she's in now, no one loves her."

I backed away from the door and stood still. No one loved me? Why? What did I ever do wrong? Did people hate me being here? Was my existence on earth nothing to the people who know me? I never understood why…my father, Neru, Miku, and even her mom thinks the same thing…why? Why?! Everything I ever wanted was to be loved but I'm being hated. As hatred and pain started to build inside of me, I felt nothing in my heart. I went back into my room and laid down on the bed thinking.

I'm nothing but a heartless lost little girl.

I told you! This chapter was horrible! The worst I've ever written so far...I have sad news though...I won't be able to update this story because I'm leaving America...I don't know when I'll come back but if i will, I'll update. I promise..I'm sorry. I'm a little bit sad about my story not making it to 100 reviews but at least it made it to 50

I want to thank these four authors who still reviewd my story all the way to the end...

MizuneMinamiki: I really loved reading your stories and you are the best authors ever! I hope that when you finish your stories i get to read them.

Nikoru-chi:I hope I get to finish that amazing story your still updating. I still look up to you though so never forget that I'll be your number 1 fan!

IA-K1002:If i met you in person, I totally would've been your best friend! I know you have one but I'm sure there's room for one more, right? Finish the story! Make sure Len suffers! I finally put the 'K' in your name!

Rhette: You sure are one good guesser...no wonder. I bet people call you lucky...yeah...Even though i asked you to read this story, I'm still happy that you continued to review.

If you don't understand this chapter, PM me so I'll tell you what it's about.

I'm really sad and sorry to say this but this is the last chapter for "Love can either conquer or destroy"

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