I'd like to thank Tayla, UltimateDoctorWhoFanGirl and Kitty Lee Renner for your support. You've been all so kind to my story! And, as promised, here's the first part of The Doctor's POV.

I don't have a beta, so I apologize for any mistake.


The TARDIS gift

Doctor's POV

Sometimes, I stop. Just...stop.

Not for long, I mean, to someone like me, looking back would be…

Dangerous

Crazy

And sad

Alone, always alone

Good thing I have my old girl to keep me in track. Because, as soon as I started going to that dark place in my mind, the TARDIS gave a jolt and went to another course to what I originally planned.

"No, no, sexy! What are you doing?" From the monitor, the coordinates and date were all wrong. I'm going to telacant 7.

"Not, earth!" Then again, who am I to dismiss a discovery? "What do you have planned for me, you sexy thing?" She jolted again, this time, I didn't have time to hold on something.

"Why are you in a hurry? What is…"But something was wrong…

It can't be right

Impossible. The display showed…

"Geronimo" I whispered as I held tight on the console, not really believing on what I was watching.


"Huh, nice place" It was quiet, green, lots of funny people going to work .Nothing out of the ordinary.

I could see lots of bicycles, children running and the urban smell of grown ups discussing the paycheck.

Now, that's boring.

I hate to admit it, but I think my TARDIS was wrong. If there was such an abnormal scale on energy, I'd able to see it before I opened the door. And, let me tell you ,there is nothing out of the ordinary here.

"But this seems a good place to relax .I might see if they sell banana popsicles" then, I'll need money

How do I get money?


I never stay in a place for too long.

My companions always think that I'm too eccentric; that I can't stay still. Well, it's partially true .But, for most part is that I can't stand to watch.

It hurts.

Parents walking with their children; families that get together for a party; that old couple sitting on that bench, just enjoying each others company. It's all so human!

And incredibly precious!

If only they knew the treasure they have on their hands.

I know that there are people out there that only care about money and prestige, and because of that, they wasted their lives on things so non important, and that's sad! On the other hand, there are so precious, great people, who see the marvelous of this world and enjoy the best they can. I love them!

So much. But like I said, I can't stay too long.

What were you trying to show me, old girl? I scanned the whole area, and nothing!

Maybe that's what she was trying to give me. A simple place to rest my head, it wouldn't be so bad after all.

"Excuse me?"

If I never looked up to meet those eyes, I'd regretted it forever.

Because, when I did, I've come across something I've never imagined to see on my entire existence; of all the galaxies I've come across to.

A pair of eyes like mine.

It was…there. I could see it. Age, wisdom, strength…

And sorrow, so much sorrow.

"I'm so-sorry, I…"Stupid, stupid! With all my knowledge ,I can't formulate a simple sentence to start a conversation with someone ,that I'm hoping to ,I can relate .What's wrong with me?

Please, don't go-That's what I was supposed to say. I'm The Doctor, what's your name? Is it so hard to vocalize?

"Jane!" A little girl shouts not from a far. Jane, is that her name? Of course, I'd know that fact sooner if I wouldn't be playing the mimic now.

I never had a chance to ask for her name, because as soon as she came, she left. I felt empty. What was the matter with me? Maybe my age was finally getting up to me.

At least, that's what I thought, but I looked down and a notebook. A very important notebook.

One that made my hearts to stop.


It's…

Just…

Everything…

Home

Every single one of these drawings. All the details, the colors, everything!

Is that…It can't be!

Can it?

You already know the answer to that question.

No, no. I've been that before, with Amy, Rory and the TARDIS. It's not possible anyone could have survi…

Says who?

Could it be? What's the other logical explanation to these drawings?...

I need to know more.


Ta-DAAAAAAAA! Alright, here's a preview to the next chapter:

"Can we talk? Just for a bit. I felt that I haven't done this is in a while. No, what am I saying? I always speak, but not…"I stopped when I felt a pair on hands in mine, squeezing for reassuring.

"I'm listening" Her smile was all I need to start

"I'm not ungrateful for my previous companions. All of them will always have a special place in my hearts" I didn't look up to see her curious expression "But, even now and then, travelling with them, sharing my adventures and happiness, I fell, sometimes…lonely. And I still do"

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