Summary:A new girl comes to the palm woods, question is who is she. Everyone in palm woods is curious about the new guest and problem is she's not allowed to talk to anyone. Is there anyone out there to save her from the monsters within. Rating for now is undecided, it will change further into the story. Logan/Camille, Carlos/Stephanie, Kendall/?, James/?, who will be the one who saves the mystery girl...Kendall?James? Or will a new person be able to help her out and make her forget everything? Read to find out...

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Dying is the worst thing to ever experience, especially when you never expect it to happen so quickly. It feels as if millions of rain drops dancing in the sky. My dad use to tell me that when my mom died the angel's cried for her but God had a special place for her. I use to look up to the stars and talk to my mom to let her know how I was doing.

That's before everything in my life came crashing before my very eyes. My name is Isabella Angel Cruz, I am a very successful yet I'm only 17... but being a celebrity, also known as famous is nothing when you just feel alone and lost with no hope.

You see my dad, he serves in the army and left me alone with my grandmom. I know what you guys are thinking , so what ... at least your not by yourself. But that's just it, my grandmom took over my life when I turned five. She wanted more for me, so she signed me up for modeling, acting, and dancing...but never singing.

I never questioned why until I turned seven, her answer was that my mom was a whore who would sing for anyone for money. That crushed me , you see my grandmom never really loved my mom for dating her son,which is my dad, she thought he could do better. After my mom gave birth to me , my dad enrolled himself to the army to be able to support his family. When I turned about two years old , my dad came home and had to burry my mom.

It wasn't the best welcome celebration ever...nobody should have gone through what he had to do.

From there on my life was given to my grandmom, and she made sure to punish me for my moms wrong doing.

So I guess it leads me to where I am now, palm woods where all young stars are born . I just hope it's better than all the other places my grandmom had put me. She also believed that I have to count on my looks just in case my career drops. So she insist on fixing me with guys older than me and who is very successful with their career.

Just can't wait unil I turn 18, so I can be free. I'm just 17, so one more year won't hurt ...right? I just hope people around here are nice and not snobby. But what can you expect from rich, talented, bratty teens these days. I guess I just have to enjoy the rest of the plane ride. Oh wait, maybe I can think of more lyrics to "my top secret songs" that my grandmom most definitely doesnt know about.

Okay here we go ...


I don't know what I want, so don't ask me

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though I'm not the only one Who feels the way I do

Okay I got that down so far, what else can the chorus part go. Ugh... I feel so alone but my dad thought me to be brave and run through life strong. When the going gets tough just remember not to give up. Oh wait that's it... I'm alone ...


I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve

Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine

Could you tell me what more do I need

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah

But that's ok

Ugh what else can I write ...Seconds later I started humming a melody.

(Omg that's good ...okay think what else ...what would my mom say ...ohhhh I got ...) I thought to myself


Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission But I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on

Oh I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl Oh I'm just a girl, oh, oh, Oh

Yes, that was perfect ...thanks mom, I can always count on you ... I suddenly felt myself drift off to sleep ...

maybe the Palm Woods won't be that bad ...

Arrival at Palm Woods

As I step out the limo, I instantly saw the most beautiful place in my whole life. Sure it was just a building but I never been to a wonderful place like was simple yet beautiful. Now only if the people here can be the same, then I wouldn't mind staying here .

Okay here I go ...

As soon as I stepped into the lobby, I walked up to the counter and saw the strangest man. He welcomed me to the Palm Woods and told me my lovely grandmom have ordered for me to walk straight to my room. I really didn't care but when I saw two big tall guys stand infront of me that's when it pissed me off. She hired two tall dudes to escort me to my room so I won't talk to anyone. This has to be the worst day of my life, hopefully no one sees me like this. Then it happened the sweetest girl with long brunette colored hair walked up to me...shit!

"Hi, my name is Camille Roberts...welcome to the Palm Woods ."

I just mouthed thank you and giving the look that I'm not allowed to talk because of them. She first didn't get what I was trying to do then she finally realised it and gave okay see around look.

When she left, I was grateful to have met a person who understand me. Now hopefully nobody else sees me like this or I will die.

Great just my luck , in the elevator I saw the hottest guys ever. There were two tall ones: one with dark brown flowing incredibly hair with two beautiful brown eyes, the other one with dirty blonde hair but omg two mysterious yet gorgeous green eyes that I don't mind staring at ...forever; then there were two short but average height guys : one with raven type hair and hot looking but seem to be smart talking about something, and the other was a tan with dark hair but boy was he hyper...ugh curse these hot guys. of them is looking at me ! Okay stay cool Izzy , oh yea your not suppose to talk to them remember. Ugh curse my grandmom.

" Umm... Hi I'm Carlos , what's your name"

I just stood there, but I felt so sorry for him. If only he knew I wasn't allowed to talk. Then the elevator door opened and the bodyguards stepped out leading the way for me. Before the door closed I turned around and waved to Carlos with a friendly smile. When he saw it, he smiled back and I walked away. Maybe this isn't so bad after all.

************************************************** *To Be Continued***************************************** *************

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