Emma looked like she had seen a ghost.
Jay cringed, looking away from her, he hated bringing it up, telling her why work upset him.. he just felt she was the only one he could talk to.
She tried to blink of it and spoke quieter, "So your boss wants you or one of you guys to go make a deal with Rick..so he can help?" she asked.
A flashback hit her hard.
Right after Rick had feathers and paint poured on him, she pitied him, and ran after him to see if he was alright..he took it as something different and tried to kiss her, then said she was leading him on this whole time but it wasn't like that.
Emma shook her head from the memory and listened to Jay's reply, "he just solved another case." he muttered, "I said no." he honestly said to her, sharing a look.
Emma tried to breath and played with the napkin infront of her, "Why him.."
"He, by rumour, had some great score on his tests for-"
Emma cut him off, "His Criminal Law courses? Or should I say online courses cause he can't leave that cell and there was no need for him to go and take that kind of course." her eyes blazed in furry.
Jay sat up and grabbed her hand, "Em, I said no." he promised.
Emma blinked and stared at his hand and softened, looking back into his eyes as he nodded sincerely at her. Her heart skipped...no one had ever been able to calm her down when she got rattled up over Rick nor anything before.
"It's not like we let him out and see the files." Jay said, and coughed, finally releasing her hand. Wait.. she wasn't wearing the ring.
Prbably just forgot to.
"Wait, so are you thinking about it?" Emma asked, giving him a crazy look.
Jay bit the end of his tounge and leaned in closer again, "This killer, is murdering kids, and families. It's someone who was raised wrong, or wasn't raised at all.. bullied even, by the way he.." he coughed, knowing it was too much information but she had to understand, "He cuts out their eyes."
Her face looked sick, and she looked away for a second and back at him, "Would you go? Or-"
"Don't know. I said no and I still want to but..someone to understand something so sick like this would be him.. and since he's so educated on it now..makes him double smarter."
"Did anyone stop to think maybe he took it so he can get out and use it."
"Emma, he's not getting out, I promise. They sealed his gate with a bulletproof glass."
Emma looked down and nodded slowly, after some silence she admitted, "Those families... it should be stopped..so if it helps.." she slowly nodded, giving Jay her approval.
But why'd he need hers? She wondered.
"If it's any of you three that goes to him.." Emma drifts off not trying to some mean, "He's going to play with your head more."
Jay swallowed hard and admitted, "I know, but I think out of Spinner and Sean.. I may be the strongest to face that and move on."
Emma didn't speak, because she agreed but she didn't want him going in there.
"Ofcourse you are.." she muttered as the waiter got there, "You still the scar where he tried to kill you."
Silence. Jay swallowed hard and just handed his menu to the waiter after ordering a pasta. Emma just got a salad, not so hungry now. When he left, Jay tried to make her feel better.
"Spinner has one too." he reminded. He wasn't the only one.
Emma almost snapped at him, "Spinner got shot and luckily it was near all the tissue of the back of his shoulder, right near his spine." She nodded at his stomach, "You got stabbed." she looked so sad now as she remembered their past, "He stabbed and ripped through your flesh, veins, muscles, and everything in between."
Jay saddened, his stomach turning watching this pretty girl start to cry, over him?
She added, "Let alone you and I both remember he twisted that knife and you were in the hospital longer than Spin...We also remember that look in Ricks eye after he got you.. like you were a prize." she sneered the last part.
She had nightmares of that part all the time.
Jay's heart pounded, a little moved she cared so much about it, about him but couldn't take it in a way she loved him back..no, probably just because he saved her life.
They ate in some silence, grumbles of 'how are you now' kind of conversation. When they finished, Emma almost got up in a hurry and Jay chased her out.
"Emma!" he ran after her to her car and before she opened the door, she held her keys and mustered the courage to turn back.
She didn't want him near Rick, not in fear of Rick, but because she wanted Jay safe. She cared about him trust me she tried not to but she cared so damn much.
"I won't do it." he promised, looking down at her desperately as she stared up at him sadly but nodded, softening.
He couldn't help it, his heart pounded, just wishing she was mad because she cared about HIM. He had to see.. He grabbed Emma into his arms but leaned her up against her car and Emma gasped but knew as he leaned down he was going to kiss her, and she happily crashed her mouth up to his, sighing in between it as she kissed deeply and his hands traveled up her body and through her hair til cupped her face. They made out pretty heavily and panted when they pulled apart slowly, breathless
Jay stared down at her lips in awe. Damn, she was a good kisser. Emma was more impressed by him and bit her lower lip.
She looked up at him and they locked eyes, completely stunned but amazed that this finally happened and the other kissed back. So they were inlove? Or at least secretly
"Come home with me." Jay heard her whisper so sexily, her hands placed on his chest. She could probably feel his heart thumping hard when she said that, probably felt him hard against her too.
They bashed into her house where the lights were off and landed on her couch, Emma giggling but he stayed kissing around her body, peeling her skirt down.
She bit her lip sexily and sat up, pulling her shirt off when he did and he laid back over her, kissing her passionately and groaned when she pressed up against him.
Her hand roamed down his chest and she stopped when she felt the scar and broke apart from the kiss, looking down at it, tilting her head.
He looked down at her, breathing hard, and felt tingles as she ran her hand over his scar..their scar. Her scar even. Her eyes scanned it so caringly, lovingly, he had to kiss her again and did so, she was so sexy,laying under him in her lace black panties and bra that he easily clipped off and leaned his head down, playfully kissing and sucking around it until finally teasingly nipping her nipple and she moaned out and panted
He had her on fire.
"Jay." Emma begged, feeling how hard he was against her hips under his jeans. Why was he playing with her?
Jay's been waiting for this, forever, and was never sure it would ever happen, so he had to savior it.
Emma gasped when his hand slipped between her lace panties and rubbed her, she moaned and closed her eyes, then looked up pleadingly into his. He looked unreadable, and Emma got kinda wet by how possessive he looked as he looked down at her. Why did she ever see it before? He did want her back, just as bad as she wanted him. She bucked her hips up now and then, meeting up with his hand and whimpered, getting there.
She tried to speak, but moaned before doing so, "Unfair. "she panted, and he teasingly went to kiss her, but stopped at her lips.
Emma pouted and whimpered again and he smirked, moving fingers into her now and she saw stars. She was naked and being teased as he still had his pants on. Well..guy did get stabbed for her. She'll let him have his way with her this time and she didn't mind how much he gazed down at her body in bliss.
"Oh m- uh, huh, huh." Emma gasped as he leaned his head back down, kissing her breasts again and working his hand faster and harder and she begged him to let her come, and she did as he sucked on her neck, she arched back and let out one cry of pleasure, and panted as she collapsed back down, sighing to the kisses on her neck still and grinded once more against his hand before he slid out and she shivered.
They kissed again, hungerily and she wrapped her arms around his neck.
Hiding her chest up against his, he lifted her up and she giggled, trying to lead him to her room until they finally made it to her bed and she immediately went to unbuckle his pants until he pinned her down and under him again.
"Jaaay." she begged, giving him those puppy eyes, he smirked bringing one hand down to sooth his fingers down her soft cheek and then leaned back, standing back up and unbuckling his pants.
Emma bit her lip in want, no, lets face it, need.
Emma gasped and giggled when he grabbed the back of her knees, pulling her down a bit more near the end of the bed still on her back til he stood between her knees and she sucked in a breath when he slipped her panties off, lifting her butt as he did so. He stood there, standing in her glory, she was so ... his, at this moment. He didn't care about this other guy, Emma had to be his at least for tonight. He'd deal with the complicated aftermath after.
She arched back and pressed her chest up when his hand soothed up her stomach to grope her chest and then cupped the back of her neck, sitting her up so she was eye level with his neck.
Emma started little kisses up his neck and he sucked in his breath each time she did so til around his neck, "Please jus fuck me, Jay.. please.." she pleaded, needing him, and worked her hand to his hard on through his boxers
Oh wow, he was..big. Really big. She began to crave for it.
He groaned when she stroked him and pleaded again, "Please." with Kelly or any other past boy friend, she wasn't like this, she didn't beg..Jay was so different than the rest. Made her feel so alive. Because of him she was alive. She needed him, badly
"Jesus Christ, Em." he hissed and pinned her back down on the bed, leaning over her while still standing between her legs, "You know how long I waited for this?" he whispered to her.
She pouted as she nodded, feeling the same way.
He grabbed her chin gently, staring softly into her eyes, "Should of told you I wanted you all this time." he whispered.
She sadly looked up to him and leaned up, kissing him deeply. Just what she needed to hear.
He lined her legs up around him and pulled her up a bit more so he could make love to her at the end of the bed. This position was always best for the girl, and tonight was about giving his all to her.
She waited for it, feeling it against her and wanted to whimper but how long he made her wait, kissing her lightly and leaned his forehead down to hers.
"Tell me you won't marry him." he asked of her knowing it was a lot, but, what they were feeling, for how strong it was, it had to be mutual right? She had to want to be with him just as bad too?
She felt the tip of him at her entrance and was so in bliss she just tried to press him into her but he pushed it back and gave her a warning look until she nodded up at him and whispered honestly, "I'm yours."
That was more than he asked, but did need and want to hear and he crashed his lips to hers, pushing right into her knowing he had a bit of a size and she cried out in the kiss and pulled away, eyes shut until she got use to it and he began to slide in and out, and she held onto his arms. He got a bit quicker and Emma cried out and he clenched his teeth together, she felt perfect inside.
She leaned back on the bed again as he pumped into her, her legs bent up and apart and staring down at her hungerily as she bucked and arched, moaning for him. It was getting so good he could barely stand and began to sweat.
Finally he laid down over her and moved her other thigh up higher the then the other around him, and she tightened her grip on his back as he started to pound, ravaging another harder. Emma squeeled and came hard, and threw her head back as she felt him shoot inside her deeply and he cursed out loud coming hard, and slipped out of her, his hard on now limp and throbbing. Fuck that was great. He winced and they were both hot and breathless and Emma laid her head on his chest.
"Who knew you had that in you." Jay teased Emma still panting.
She tiredly smiled up at him and shut her eyes, just laying beside him and he softened, putting his arm around her tightly, not wanting to let go.
"Stay this time." he whispered to her, kissing the top of her head, "With me."
Emma opened her eyes and felt her heart skip, she nodded against his chest though and let her finger tips trace of his scar.
"Just promise me you'll stay away from Rick." she begged, looking back up to him and they locked eyes.
If that meant he could have her? Jay nodded. Ofcourse