Fan Fic Flash Fic Week 11

He leaves me; wanting him to come back but I know he holds me down. He drags me through mud as I kick and fight to get back up.

He laughs at me. I don't know the truth. I want the truth but I don't get it. My mind doesn't understand. He tells half-truths. White Lies are what they are called.

He is like that happy pill everyone talks about. He takes away the pain only for just a little while then it comes back with a vengeance. Pounding harder and harder with every hit.

Being with him is painful but being without him is like I can't breathe. Being close to him is a longing I so desire.