AN) this is my second story, and I plan to make it a full fledged story
Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans, but one can always dream...
"Beast Boy... I just.. This- US, cannot be. I... Your only my friend, nothing. More!"
"Don't call me that, my name is Raven, and we just can't be together"
Silence, thats all that I need. Time to meditate and get away from it all. I don't know what's gotten into me. I must be sick, yes that's it. If only I knew what it was. Ever since I told Beast Boy we couldn't be together, I've felt strangely morose. Its like I'm dying on the inside. But it can't be Beast Boy, right? That's impossible, I feel only friendship for him. Nothing more. I visited my mind today, and all my emotions were out of control. Even Timid was talking about him. No matter what I try, I cant seem to get him out of my head. Guilt talked to me, and I feel strangely horrible for what I said to him. But there's no taking it back now, he probably has already moved on. There are plenty of girls in the world that are better than I am. I just wish I could have found a better way to tell him. Every day I wake up i see him and can't bear to look at him. What's happening to me?! I can't be in love, no it's not possible. No one should have to live with someone like me. I will only bring sorrow. There must be some way to apologize. This is starting to affect my team as well. I can't think straight. When I see him I just turn and run. I can't seem to focus whenever he's around. All I want to do is run away. He affects me in ways nobody can understand. When he used to make jokes and try his hardest to make me smile, I always had a funny feeling inside. I think our last conversation was when I finally realized that I lo- no like him. I can't love. If I do someone is bound to die. I've already proved to everyone that I can only cause pain. My father is one of the worst demons fathomable, and he almost destroyed the world because of me. As much as I wish I could be normal, I'm not. I will only ever be destructive, and i don't want to hurt any of my friends. They've only supported me thro-
"Starfire, can I just be alone right now?"
"Raven? Its me, Beast Boy... Can we please talk?"
I slowly get up from my position and walk towards the door. I just can't seem to open it. My body won't comply.
"Raven... Please. Im sorry if what I said hurt you. But it is the truth. Can you please open the door?"
With that comment, I put my hand on the control panel, and the door slid open. Beast Boy, in mid-comment, looked at me.
"Raven, please believe me when I say-"
I put my hand over his mouth
"Beast Boy, I should be the one apologizing. I'm sorry that I hurt you, but I just can't be with you. It hurts me to see you like this, but it hurts even worse to think of what could happen if I can't control my emotions. You've seen what happened with..."
I almost said HER name. The girl who broke Beast Boys heart
"Rae, I came here to tell you that... How do I say this? I don't care what happens. If something explodes, or if you can't control your emotions, it'll only make me happy. Happy to see you showing that you are a person. You aren't the only one who has had a rocky past. But even when I first met you, I knew there was something special about you. Remember how we all banded together to beat your dad? Remember when Malchior did what he did? I was there to support you. I told you that I want you to be able to experience life. I told you that I would protect you."
"Beast Boy. Please don't make this-"
He pulled me to him and kissed me. It felt like an eternity, and I didn't want it to end. When he pulled back he immediately started talking,
"Raven, I meant everything I said, now its up to you."
He turned and went to his room. All I could do was stand there in shock. Everything started to fall into place in my mind, at that moment,I knew what I had to do...
AN-) this is my second story, and its gonna have chapters this time! I know its kinda short but i want to see how it is viewed. Thank you to all who reviewed my first story. It really gave me the urge to write more. I hope that you enjoy this one. I will try to update every week or so, depending on school. You know how it is.
Anyways, enough rambling reviews are wanted. Any kind are acceptable. Hope you all enjoy this story. New ideas are welcome.