Author's message: This is the first ending.(Aomine's Seme Ending) This fanfic is written from Aomine's point of view. The next chapter will be bridged from the first chapter as Aomine's alternate Uke Ending.
I couldn't see from his expression; I couldn't even process what just happened. This wasn't even sex, it was just plain rape. A while ago, Kise just pushed me down and began to ride on top of me. I tried to push him away, I told him it was impossible for him to just try to force it in on his try but Kise just did it anyway. As expected, he bled and I could tell it was extremely painful; his tears were flowing profusely and it couldn't be hidden even if he tried to cover my eyes, his voice was trembling. He didn't stop moving until we had both climaxed and he could no longer move because of the pain and fainted.
I cleaned up the mess around the floor and began to treat his wounds. He was muttering something while crying in his dreams…
"Aominecchi… I'm sorry…"
At that point of time, I didn't know what to feel. Inside me I was twisting between guilt and pain; why was he so foolish to force himself and push so for someone like me? What's so good about me that Kise just wouldn't give up? He didn't have to experience all this pain, he didn't owe me anything, someone like me isn't worth him hurting himself like this.
I felt the beads containing my emotions leave my eyes but I quickly wiped them away. I moved Kise to my bed and covered him before preparing to contact his parents that he would be staying over today since he wasn't in the condition to move around either. I took a quick glance at him and felt my heart squeeze in pain again.
I kissed him on the cheek and left the room, unaware that Kise had actually woken up right before I kissed him. Kise blushed and hid his face inside the blanket… Maybe if he tried a little harder, that person would finally look at him?
"Hello? This is Aomine Daiki, Kise will be staying over at my place tonight and maybe tomorrow as well since we were hanging out after basketball practice and he appears to have fallen asleep. Yes, it's no trouble at all; I have always been in the care of your son… Thank you very much, good bye."
It was hard to be polite but I tried my best… Hopefully Kise would be able to move by the next two days…
Peeking into the refrigerator, I took out a few apples and cut them up. I don't know what to tell him when he wakes up but I guess I should at least give him some fruits and bring an ice pack in case "that" area is swelling… This isn't like me at all to do something for someone else's sake, but I guess, his existance was growing bigger within me. I wasn't the type to be swayed easily by another's actions and he had just made me do so, today, right now and most probably, in future as well. What is he to me? Perhaps, I should carefully think through our relationship at last and stop running away.
Kise was supposed to be just a teammate and no more than that. But the more he chased after me, the more I realised myself looking at him. The moment he turned away, I found me chasing after him instead; as if desperately trying to keep him by my side. Even now, I find myself looking at him sleeping peacefully. What do I want to do for him? What do I want him to be? What should I define my relationship with him as? Countless questions seem to overflow.
I began brushing my hands against his hair and touching his face. Why would he even like someone like me? He deserves far better.
Kise's mumbles made my heart skip a beat. I didn't know what I was doing next, but I uncontrollably kissed him on the cheek. I quickly withdrew though, after realising what I had done. His peaceful sleeping face seemed to make me feel calm and composed and then I did something I would have probably, never ever thought of doing: I took a photo of his sleeping face and set it as my wallpaper.
"What am I doing?"
I began questioning my own actions as the heat seemed to shoot up on my face. I was dumb, but at least I knew this meant I had fallen for him. It probably wasn't just a one-day thing too; I can't remember since when I only had eyes for him.
Before I took a step forward, however, I need to settle my problems with the past. This time, I'm not going to run away.
The next day, Kise woke up and had some apples to eat before we went out for a normal meal. It was as if nothing had happened and I decided to send him back home.
"Really, I'm fine. You don't need to—"
"I'm sending you. I have some things to settle anyway."
My reply was in a definite tone, which made it hard for him to reject. I felt the nervousness in me as soon as we reached his house and Ryoko opened the door. Kise looked at me with an apologetic face as Ryoko ushered him in but this wasn't the end.
"Ryoko, I'm sorry."
The two siblings looked at me with a shocked look as soon as the words left my mouth.
"I used to really like you and well, I did bear a little hate for the rejection back then and all but, now I want to apologise because I'm going to take your younger brother away."
"What do you mean?"
"I want to date your younger brother."
They both stared at me blankly until Kise broke the silence.
"A-Aominecchi, you don't have to force yourself to take responsibility! I-I don't want you to be guilty—"
"B-A-K-A! Do I look like the type to actually go out with you just because you made a move on me? I'm only saying this once, I love you."
"Urgh, listen carefully! I said that I love you!"
His dumbstruck face was priceless, Kise practically became a stone and Ryoko just looked at both of us in slight panic.
"I have been looking at you for a long time. I've been trying to run away, but now I realise I can't; I want to love you and be loved by you. The only one I can look at now… is only you."
Tears began spilling out of his eyes and I stepped in and kissed him on the eyes.
"Why are you crying? Are you that unwilling?"
"No, but… I never thought you would look at me. I thought I meant nothing to you."
"Well, now you know how I feel about you."
Suddenly we heard a loud cough from beside us and Ryoko was glaring at us both.
"I was HERE the entire time, both of you. Now what is this about? Ryouta, Daiki, explain."
Kise began to back away as I stood forward…
"I like your younger brother, Ryoko. It has nothing to do with his status as a model, he being your brother, or the things that happened between us. I just… unknowingly fell for him; I couldn't look away from him."
"Please, give him to me."
I lowered my head and bowed to Ryoko as a form of sincerity while Kise began to panic beside me.
It was the first time he saw me bow and he panicked, but he followed what I did.
"Aneki, I know I've always been willful and reckless. But the perfect side of me, the imperfect side of me, the me who will only smile and the me who breaks down, Aominecchi accepts all of that. I hope that you will give us your blessings. I love this man, who hurts me in an attempt to protect himself. I love this man, who isn't willing to let anyone walk into his heart. I love this man, who is willing to bow down and throw away his pride for me. I love this man, who is finally willing to love me and let me love him in return. I love him, for who he is, for showing me his weak side, for believing in me when we play during matches, for bringing basketball into my life… and for giving me smiles and tears."
Ryoko let out a sigh after the short silence…
"Daiki, if you ever hurt Ryouta again, I will never let you off. The things in the past were not your fault; I was wrong too. Now go ahead, show me how much you've grown and give my younger brother the happiness he's been seeking."
Her cold expression blossomed into a smile as Kise began to break into tears. It was a happiness that couldn't be described… Our path was sure to be a rocky one with obstacles, but I believe that we can always overcome it.
7 years later…
"Daiki! I'm sorry I'm back late again!"
"It can't be helped; your shoot was delayed, right?"
"Ryouta-Papi, welcome home~"
"Thank you, Rin-kun. I'm home~"
"Now let's have dinner, shall we? I'll go bring the soup and dishes. Ryouta, take care of Rin for me."
Seeing Ryouta's smile, I let out a chuckle of my own. The cool model on the covers of magazines would only show this smile at home, where no one else besides me and our adopted child, Rin, could see. He wouldn't reveal this smile anywhere else, it was ours alone.
It's been 7 years since we first got together. We've quarreled, broke up, got back together, changed and became how we are like now. After our university days, we lived together in a private apartment and adopted a child. Even if people oppose to Ryouta and I being together, we've decided to continue as long as we could be together. There was nothing better than having a family who would always welcome you home.
Ryouta is now a popular model and actor while I am a basketball player playing for the national team. We're both busy but we manage our plans to squeeze out family time. We adopted Rin because Ryouta wanted to have a child so I suggested the adoption. I'm glad I did though; now I get to feel how it is like having my own family and taking care of the people I love.
There's just a little problem though…
"Ryouta Papi~ Sleep with me again tonight, please?"
We don't have time alone.
"I-I might be busy tonight though…"
"Then Daiki Papa?"
"I'll read you a bedtime story but that's all, okay? Let your daddys have some time together okay, Rin?"
His eyes began to water and he cried. This is the part I hate; I really can't give in to kids especially when Ryouta practically puts all his attention on Rin when we're at home. There was a couple of times I told him to look at me only but I got chided for being jealous over a child and my son at that.
Later that night, we stayed with Rin up till 2am when he had fell asleep. It was then that Ryouta and I retreated to our own room, and I was being quite rough with him because I was still a little annoyed.
"Daiki, why are you so angry—"
He cried out to me with those beautiful eyes of his and his pale white skin had flushed red. I wanted to dye his purity with my own colour, with the symbolism that he was mine. It didn't matter who he was being close to, it only mattered if he could only see me.
I bit his ears and Ryouta let out a moan.
"You keep thinking I should be less possessive and sorts but look who made me such an obsessed person? I can give up anything but you. I don't want to let you look at anything else."
I'll engrave this pain and pleasure into you so you won't let anyone but me into your heart, mind and soul. I admit I'm still insecure but that's because your existance grows within me every single day. The greater it grows, it makes me fear losing you. Without you, everything I do no longer has a meaning, that's how much I love you.
Ryouta locked his hands around my neck as his lips caught mine.
"I have always been only looking at you. Rin is our family, our son, our treasure. But you mean the world to me… I'm so glad I was born into this world because I got to meet you. Whether it's the painful or happy memories, I became who I am because of you. Trust me a little, and fear less; I promise, I won't leave you."
He kissed the ring on my ring finger… Our rings were a promise to always be together, and to continue walking on until we grow old.
I smiled at Ryouta; he was still the same person I knew: that innocent, simple-minded, cry-baby Kise. We locked our hands together as I whispered into his ears…
"I love you."
Who knows what the future brings, but I'm sure that you will be by my side.
We will always be together… until the end of time.
Yuki: It has been a REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYY long time since I last wrote but I'm really glad to have finished at least this ending for this fanfic. This is the first ending bridged out from the previous chapter where Aomine is the seme. The second ending will be Aomine being the uke because I had this random thought for a different ending... I generally prefer Aomine as the seme but the uke ending had a different plot that made me spurred on to write so yeappp...
In this Seme ending, Aomine takes the initiative to confess and chases after Kise after seeing all that he has done for him. He wants to get over Ryoko and start over with Kise because he realises although he is in pain about matters of the past, Aomine has never once taken his eyes off Kise the moment he met him. So slowly, it becomes more like he's chasing after Kise compared to Kise chasing after Aomine. The two get together after obstacles(including plots from the original manga where they face off, Aomine punching Haizaki and Kise getting stronger), they live together and adopts a child named, Rin. They are a happy family together but being the jealous guy, Aomine gets annoyed when Kise showers a lot of love on Rin. Well but of course, when they're alone in their own room, Kise shows the expressions he doesn't show to anyone else except Aomine HURHURHUR~ Aomine is shown to be very insecure, but with Kise's promise, he gains a little more confidence.
Actually I don't know if anyone noticed, but Aomine calls Kise "Kise" during middle school but after living together, he changed it to "Ryouta" in the fanfic ahaha
I wrote this fanfic from Aomine's point of view because in this fanfic, a lot of the stories begin from him and I feel his emotions a lot more. He is afraid to love, afraid to be loved and afraid to be in love. I'll try... to update more. Hopefully /sobs
Thank you for all the comments on the previous chapter and other series-es.
I hope all of you enjoy this chapter/ending. Just leave a comment if you want~ It makes me happy to receive comments.