Remus is on mission and decides to remind Tonks of his love.

I do not own harry potter

Dearest Dora,

I have been stuck at this place for two weeks and it will probably take more to get the mission completed. Though it has been only 14 days 8 hours 46 minutes since I last saw you, I miss you terribly. It feels like it had been so long since I last held you.

This place is cold, Dora. Though for most of life I have lived like a destitute, I have slept at cold places, there were days when I hardly had anything to eat but still, I think I was doing fine. I was managing even if barely. But then you came into my life literally tripping and stumbling and shattered my all defenses. You made me realize what warmth is. The way you held me after morning of full moon or how you let me rest in you lap all the while stroking my hairs lovingly. Trust me, I haven't felt such comfort ever since my mother died. And after knowing how you feel, how safe I feel with you, this place feels cold. I remember you all the time but especially at nights, when I crave to hold you.

It's been so long since I have been loved so deeply. I don't wish to sound ungrateful, there were people in my life who always supported me, friends, family, teachers, my mentors but there was a void, a gap which grew even large after James and Lily died and Sirius was imprisoned. But you have filled that gap. I never thought I would say this but I feel whole with you. The ever present dull ache in my chest has faded now. I feel less like a monster when you say you love me.

It's been so many days since I last told you how much I love you. I always keep giving you reasons as to why I am not good enough, I often tried to push you away but please never, ever doubt my love for you, I will die for you if need be, but I never wanted to stand out as unappreciative. I Love you more than my life.

I have always considered myself a vocal person. I always have been able to articulate my emotions. But whenever it comes to express how much I love you or how much I appreciate your love, words fail me. My love for you is beyond words. Your love is the best thing happened to me.

I know time is getting tougher and future is uncertain. But my future is you and you are the most stable person I know, no matter how many times your face changes. You are my anchor. You are the reason I smile every morning when I wake up and your beautiful face grace my eyes, the way you murmur my name in your sleep, sounds as music to my ears, the way you smile, just at me, makes my heart glow. I don't know what will I do if I lost you now. I can't afford that.

I will wrap up now, I hope you are taking care of yourself. I hate not being there for you when you fall. Remember always, no matter where I am, I am always thinking of you.

I Love You

Hope to see you soon, my love.

Yours and yours only forever,


Tonks cherished this letter more than any treasure. She placed waterproof charm, unbreakable charm and many more spells on it to make sure that it never gets lost. This letter was what guided her through her hardships when Remus was underground, it kept her losing faith on their love. This letter inspired her to keep fighting for their love, million times.

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