A/N the finale to a big angsty gooey fanfic. So lets get on with it...

Kyo...I understand now. It was him. Yuki. I found him...dead. There was so much blood...so much I couldn't tell where he'd cut himself. I didn't realize I was screaming till Shigure came in. It was horrible. Then I saw a note. It had my name on it.

Dear Tohru By the time you find this it'll be to late. I didn't want it to end like this. I wanted us to be together. I wanted us to be happy. But...Kyo got in the way. I am so sorry. I only wanted us to be together. I could say I wasn't thinking straight but... I'd be lying. I planned it for weeks. I killed him. I buried his body in the woods. So now you know. I'm so sorry Tohru. I'm evil. A monster. I know you can never forgive me. I don't deserve it. I ruined everything. I still see him. I can hear him. He won't let me go. I destroyed him so he destroyed me. And in the end...he won. He won you. I hope you know I never meant to hurt you. I may have been a psychotic bastard but...underneath I loved you.
Thats what lies beneath.
Goodbye. Yuki Sohma

Love...hate...are they really so different? Why did it have to end like this? With so much blood and death...why? I'm alone. Again. I wanted us to stay together. I wanted us to be a family! So why did the one thing that was meant to keep us together tear us apart?

So...in the end Kyo came home. I finally know what happened that day. And I wish I could say I'm better. But I'm not. Nothing is better. My life is empty. But don't feel sorry for me. Because soon I'll be together with them all. I know its going to hurt all my friends...and I'm really sorry. But...I can't carry on anymore. So Arisa...Saki...don't be sad. I'm going to see mom again! And this time...we'll stay together.
Always.

So...how angsty was that! So this is the end! Sayonra!