So I have been recently informed Hinata doesn't stutter in shippuden. XD My whole life has been a lie! Lol. But really I didn't know this, see I'm actually not that's far into shippuden however I do know of the more recent Naruto chapters. And I know enough about what has happened to do stuff like this. (I am waiting for enough money to by the manga. I don't like to read it online) But thank you so much for this information it helps me out a ton! Let's just say she was stuttering really bad because Sasuke scared her half to death shall we?
Please don't let him show up here! Please don't let him! I'm begging you!
This was the only thought running through my mind as I snapped the last small little silver flower hair piece into my long midnight blue hair. It's been several hours since my last encounter with him, but knowing Sasuke he will show up. Life really does hate me…
Oh well now isn't the time to worry about tall, dark, and broody, no matter how intimidating… kinda c- hey Hinata stop it! I then began to mentally scold myself for almost saying Sasuke was kind of cute. Alright I admit it he's a very handsome man but he isn't my type! Besides I know I'm just his 'this week's boredom cure' and I'm not going to play along.
Nope this is my time with Neji. Well more like a one sided conversation with a grave stone but It's still nice to believe he can hear me.
I should have been the one to die in the war though… not him. He didn't have to jump in the way of me like that! I hate him for that, but I can't hold a grudge long. However a certain raven black haired stalker I have recently acquired I will make an acceptation.
With a small sigh I got up to my feet and glanced in the mirror. The outfit I had chosen was a simple lavender colored dress. I never wore anything to fancy, just wasn't in my taste. Along with that my hair was put over one shoulder with small little flower clips in it. Complements to my sister who said Neji would have liked them.
It's been hard on her as well, also with father too. Over the years he's become kinder and is quite frankly simi scarring me because he smiles a lot now. I know I should be grateful for it but… I guess it's just odd for me.
I gently bit my bottom lip in thought while I slid on a pair of off white colored sandals. I often wonder what life would be like if Neji was still here and I wasn't. Naruto wouldn't have to feel so weird around me, after that confession then ignoring it and then dating Sakura. Maybe Hanabi would smile more if he was around as well… TenTen has been depressed too. I know she really loved him.
If he was still alive I'm sure they would have gotten married and had cute will brunette children. After all that's what TenTen said she had been hoping for. She would have retired as a ninja to be with him and Neji would have resigned as well and leave the Hyuga home to start a new life with her. The house would be full of children who didn't have to worry if their parents would come back in a box from a mission.
I wonder what kind of love that would be like. I have never been in a romantic relationship, ever. It must be nice though. I wouldn't mind being a stay at home mom with children. Once I even thought about becoming an academy teacher but father wouldn't hear of it. After all the Hyuga heiress can't be teaching kids when she has so much to do at the compound. But I love kids. Oh well, I guess dad really is the same old him even if he does smile more.
Once the sandals where fastened on properly I headed outside. The Hyuga clan had its own special burial ground for fallen Hyuga members. Neji was buried next to his father. Both died because of me… both took the suffering I should have endured. I should have received punishment when I was little, not Uncle Hizashi. Also Neji shouldn't have been the one on the other end of tough's spikes that day. I should have. Nobody would really miss me except a small handful of people. Most would just look at it as the death of a useless Hyuga who many people hate. Father would be happy because Hanabi could take the thrown once I was gone.
I shouldn't have been the one to live.
Suddenly a wind gust picked up from the side slapping be across the face and died down again. Funny, it almost seemed as if Neji was scolding me there for a moment. Saying 'you're here for a reason you know'. But I don't feel like I'm even really living. I have plenty of reasons to live, my friends, family, and my job. Though what I really need is a real reason for me to live. Not because I feel duty bound, but because I want to. I don't have that reason yet.
It's not exactly like I can tell anyone this. Father would assume I'm mental or depressed and try to scold me out of it. Oh well just another day in the life of Hinata Hyuga.
Upon reaching the grave, I kneeled down to it. "Hello Neji-San. It's been a while, how have you been? I've been fine, we really miss you, ya know? TenTen as well. You are looking after her and make sure she's not to lonely right? Father is smiling more, though I can't help but feel as if they are hollow smiles. I really wish you were here."
"Talking to a stone, Hyuga?" rang out a voice that made me cringe. Oh no. I glanced behind myself to find my suspicion was right. "Sasuke-kun." I simply replied before adding "I'm talking to Neji."
"No you're talking to a grave." Growled the man. "The dead can't hear you."
"Well I think they can." I replied only to receive another annoyed look from him. I swear that's his natural facial expression. "What are you doing here, Uchiha-san?" I asked while getting back up to my feet. I guess I better start calling him Uchiha-san, it's more proper.
"Don't call me that." Ordered the black haired male.
"Call you what?" I questioned him already knowing the answer.
"Uchiha san. It's Just Sasuke."
"Sorry Uchiha-san." I replied.
"Damn it now you're doing it on purpose!" he growled at me in frustration. I couldn't help but let a small triumphed smile brace my lips. Yes I was doing it on purpose because you annoyed me two seconds ago. I thought quietly to myself. "Why are you here?" I asked once again demanding an answer.
For a moment, I think he was surprised with my tone. Yes I can be forceful when I want to be. "Dinner." He stated.
"I already told you I'm not going!" was the response I gave him with a complaining tone. For A moment I was hoping he'd leave. Though I knew I was wrong.
Instantly, after a short five second glaring contest, he grabbed me by my hips, lifted me up into the air and tossed me over his shoulder so I was hanging like a sack of rice. "Let me down!" I wailed. "Nope." He replied and began to walk out of the Hyuga clan compound.
"Damn it Sasuke!" I screeched then quickly covered my mouth. Oh gosh I didn't just say that out loud did I?
Instantly an amused chuckle came from my 'captor' "My how very un-Hyuga like of you." He mocked with an amused tone mixed in.
I really hate him.
The next several minutes was spent in silence except for the few murmurings going on around us. Mostly consisting on if he was kidnapping me, which in a sense he was.
It was around that time when Naruto spotted Sasuke walk past the ramen shop with me slung over his shoulder like a rag doll. Now this surprised the poor man so much he did a spit take… and unfortunately right onto Sakura face. The pinkette was pissed. Half chewed up ramen ran down her face and gave a death glare at the blonde. "E-eh Sakura-Chan I can explain." He began.
It was around that time bystanders' where running for cover since we all knew what was coming next. "NARUTO YOU IDIOT!" she yelled loudly and punched him, hard enough to send him flying through a wall and make a small mushroom cloud of dust when he hit the floor.
"U-Um Sasuke-san shouldn't we go and help him?" I asked hoping it would give me a chance to run away.
"Nope." He replied.
I have been having a lot of inspiration for this fanfiction which is why I'm updating it a lot. haha anyways enjoy!