Chained Heart Chapter 15

Gaara pulled me through the crowds of people. His grip tight on my hand, he guided me to his favorite place to eat. I wasn't a picky eater, so whatever he ate, I ate. Gaara liked eating meat and disliked sweets. When we reached the restaurant we were seated and we ordered our food. I was feeling somewhat nervous. Gaara sensed this and took my hand in his and caressed it with his thumb.

"Why are you feeling nervous?" He asked.

I was feeling like that because I kept thinking what came after we hung out…but also the glares we were getting. I did not care, but still, I was kind of bothered because we could not be like the other couples, you know…accepted…I hated close minded people…"It's just…I want us to be a normal couple…I hate it when they look at us like this. It's none of their business."

"I know, Ai…But don't let it get to you…That's just how some people are. There is nothing. I repeat." He smiled at me."There is nothing that can possibly break us apart. I swear it to you." He squeezed my hand tighter. "You, my siblings, and my village are my top priorities. You will always be on the first place."

"Gaara…You always find your words and make me blush…" I leaned closer to his face and pecked him on the lips. "Sorry, I couldn't help it…" I giggled. "They can stare for all I care."

"Hn." He nodded.

"Are you feeling better now?"

"I think so, I feel pretty good actually."

"If there was someone who you had to fight, would you be up for it?"

"Why are you asking this? I believe so…I mean I am not sore as before. I guess I could run a marathon."

"That's great!" I said maybe too enthusiastically.

"Ai, are you feeling alright?"

"I'm fine, don't worry love." I shrugged it off. "I am glad you're feeling alright."

"Hn."

After a while our food was ready and we dug in. I observed him as he ate. Somehow, everything he did, the way they did them, he was cute. Even now I had butterflies in my stomach. I was so caught up with observing him I forgot about the plate in front of me. He was the only one eating and I was staring at him. I giggled and he suddenly held my gaze before I began eating myself, ending this embarrassing moment.

An expected light
Why can't I love you?
An unexpected delight
Why can't I love you?

When we were done he paid the bill and we left for a walk through the village. It was dark outside so there was no one on the streets. I caressed the side of his hand before taking it in mine. I sometimes wished we were the only people on earth. There would be no one to judge us and offend us. I trusted Gaara with my life and I believed what he had told me, but I keep thinking this is too good to be true…What if someone comes and takes him away from me? I was much more inferior to Gaara, so whatever woman would show up would be no match for me…I was scared. I would be broken if something of this sort would happen. I would die of sadness and loneliness. Gaara brought light to my life and I needed him until the end. I-

When I'm in your arms
The world is beautiful
When I'm in your arms
I am beautiful

"Ai, I asked you three times by now. Are you feeling cold?"

"U-Um, I'm fine."

"Do you want to go home?"

"I don't know…I…"

"Ai, look at me."

I looked him in the eye, but the intensity with which he looked back made me tear up. What is wrong with me?

What's wrong with me?
There is love all around
What's wrong with me?
I keep on letting you down

He wiped my tear away, but a lot more came. He kissed my forehead and tears only seemed to fall more and quicker. He combed a strand of hair that covered my forehead behind my ear. I looked down and he immediately grabbed my chin and made me face his eyes again.

"Tell me everything that's on your mind, and let me make you feel better."

I nodded and led him to the stairs of some store and sit down and he sit next to me. "Are you sure…you're not making a mistake? I mean…this is too good to be true…Gaara, let's face it…you're too good for me…"

When I'm in your arms
I am beautiful

"There is no such thing. You are being foolish."

"Gaara I have to talk to you about my contract."

He looked at me confused. "What contract?"

"The things I expect from our commitment…Listen because I will not say it again…And there won't be a second chance for you if you do wrong…"

"I'm starting to get worried…"

"I'm sorry Gaara…It's not that I don't trust you…It's just that…I want to protect my heart…"

"Alright, I am all ears…"

"The first thing…If you cheat on me…there won't be a second chance."

"Ai, how could you possibly say this?"

I snapped at him. "Because I am aware of myself! I know you can do better than me! You are the Kazekage, you-!"

"What the fuck does me being Kazekage have to do with everything else?!"

"You're important, strong, famous, handsome, respected…while I am…nothing."

What's wrong with me?
There is love all around
What's wrong with me?
I keep on letting you down

"For crying out loud Ai! Stop disrespecting yourself so much! Give yourself some credit! You may not think of yourself as much, but for me, you are my hero! You are everything I ever needed. Ai, my life is yours…You're hurting me."

At this my eyes watered again. "No, don't say that, please, it's the last thing I want to do, is to hurt you! Gaara please…don't say that…please…" I looked at him and he had tears running down his face also.

"Then stop saying those things…"

"Whatever you say love, just stop crying…"

"When I say you are everything, you really are! I am not just saying it to make you feel better! I need you! I don't want anyone other than you. I love everything about you! Ai, let this be the last time I will say this to you! I choose you in front of every other woman in the whole world. I choose you! No one else! You are the only woman I acknowledge as a lover. Do you understand?"

I nodded shakily.

"I'm sorry I yelled, but I needed to make myself clear. I don't understand you sometimes…You act so happy one minute, then completely sad the next."

"That's because…I don't want under any condition to…lose you…I don't want my happiness to just vanish…I never want this to end…You mean too much to me. Please understand, that if something happens, God forbid, I will lose my mind and my sanity…You will destroy me if you leave…I would rather have cancer than you leave me…The thought…it's unbearable…"

"Then stop thinking about it. The same would happen to me, Ai." He placed his arm on the shoulder opposing him and brought me in closer to him. "As strong as I may seem, I am nothing without you. You are my weakness. You, woman, will be the death of me."

An unexpected light
Shines his way across the sea
Just so I don't feel all alone
An unexpected light he chose me
Why can't I make this light my home?

I looked at him and smiled. I was finally content.

"Do you have any more interesting things to tell me?" He said sarcastically.

I shook my head and I snuggled closer to him and nibbled his neck. My nostrils got invaded with the scent of jasmine. I wanted to fuck him. I quit taking the pills since the 'spell' was lifted off. My passion was still great. My lower regions were practically begging for him; for me to fuck him right here on the concrete stairs. However, it still had to wait. How delicious it is going to feel when I will finally have him. Two years and a half of abstinence was enough, even for me.

"Let's go then." I nodded and we held hands as we walked to the tower. We got in front of my room where he pecked my cheek and left me for the night.

"Uh, Gaara…" I said as he was on his way to his room, making him stop in his tracks and turn around. "Do you want me to join you again tonight?"

He smiled. "I am looking forward to it." He entered his room and closed the door gently behind him.

I almost jumped in joy and entered my own room to get ready. It was like a ritual. After my bath I brushed my teeth, made sure I was shaven in all the right places and applied perfume and chose some nice black lace lingerie. I put a robe over the lingerie in case someone passed down the hall. I couldn't be too careless. I took the document that was on my nightstand and took a large breath before I left to his room. There goes my anxiety again. My heartbeat quickened and I felt like I still needed to tidy up more but I pushed all my worries aside and carried on. I held the document at my back. I knocked on the door and after I heard his voice I came in. I closed the door behind me and slowly walked towards the bed. He was already curious of what I was hiding at my back judging by the look in his eyes.

I sat on the bed and handed him the document. "Look what I found."

"Where did you get this?"

"The Kazekage's room."

"What? You sneaked in here?"

I nodded. "Why were you looking for this?"

"This is why." I grabbed the file while still in his hands and ripped it up in two. "Now it's not a valid document anymore."

"Ai…Why did you do that?"

"Now we are no longer brother and sister…we are lovers. There is nothing that proves the world we are related…even if they won't find out… "I took the broken document from his hands and tore it up some more and discarded it on the floor. I got off the bed and walked to his side. "Now it's our time. This is our new beginning." I unfolded the belt from my robe and let it fall to the ground. I saw his expression change.

"Ai, what are you doing?"

I just smiled and came closer to his face. "I need you, Gaara…"

"What?"

I pecked his lips. "I have a surprise for you…" His non-existent eyebrows rose at this. "Why don't you just unwrap me first? Hm?"

"Ai, are you sure you want this?"

"Don't you want this? I for one…I need this…"

"Honestly, I was holding myself back, not making any suggestive move at you…I did not want to scare you away."

I sat on the bed next to him. "There is also something else…You see, living as a ninja is difficult and we have to live like today is our last day. I want us to enjoy ourselves as much as possible…But not only that…I really really love you, Gaara." I placed my hand on his. "What do you say?" I leaned in and joined our lips together. His touch was getting more and more dominating. He was exploring my mouth with his tongue. From my posture I could already feel his emerging erection. He moved to make me space so that we had a more comfortable position while making out. He pushed my head deeper in his and I was overwhelmed in pleasure. His hand trailed down to my corset. He caressed my breast through it, quite roughly. I read in a book once that insomniacs were rougher in bed than people who weren't. I only added this to my advantage. My hands also wandered around his chest area. I wanted to take his shirt off. Meanwhile I found something else to play with. I caressed his member through the pajama pants. I was slightly alarmed at his size. After all, I had to bleed again tonight. He pulled the corset down to reveal my breasts to him. My nipples were hardened already by his previous actions. He pinched and twirled one in his hand and he lapped at the other. "Fuck, Gaara…"

His mouth was suddenly on mine, eating my mouth out like he was thirsty. "Play nice." He said, smirking.

My loins twitched. Fuck. I entangled my legs on one of his legs and began humping him slowly and sensually. I needed friction down there. He slightly got up and tried to take my clothes off. He helped himself out and practically tore them off.

"Not a soul has lived with a body as beautiful as yours, Ai…" He looked me over with lust, but I could tell his statement was sincere. I blushed more at his comment than the fact that I was naked in front of him. I smiled.

"Look at this." I said before I turned on my belly to show him one of the surprises. "You have new canvas to paint on, love."

I did not get any reaction from him for a moment."This is amazing…" He slowly placed his cold hands on my back and trailed them downward to my buttocks. "You're so soft, so pure…" He kissed my shoulder and he descended down my whole back trailing light kisses. It was so nice because there was no rush. He gripped my buttocks firmly and squeezed. Then his hands slid down my legs. He even kissed my heels and toes, each and every one of them.

He got to my buttocks again. He seemed infatuated with it. He pulled it upwards making it rise up in the air. "G-Gaara…it's embarrassing."

"There is nothing to be embarrassed, right? You said so yourself. You have a very nice ass." He caressed my left cheek before slapping it.

I blushed ten folds of red. The Kazekage was complementing my butt…

"Look what we have here…" He placed his fingers in between my legs. He just found out I was soaking wet. He just caressed the area, not probed it. I would have rather something else did. At the absence of his caressed on my lower area I gave an annoyed sigh. I felt his hands on my buttocks again. What I felt next made me scream. He tasted me down there with his mouth. My hips were moving up and down on his mouth. I was in Heaven.

"Gaara…don't stop…" His tongue lapped up my juices and was probing me deeper and deeper. I wanted to grab a hold of his head and slam it deeper inside but was unable because of the position. "You're going to make me cum, baby…" I moaned.

He sucked onto my clit and I was seeing stars. He kissed it and bit onto it as if it wasn't enough. He was making me lose it. He pinched my butt cheek as he assaulted my delicate area. When the fuck did he become so good at eating pussy? When he sucked on my clit again I felt like I was nearing my end.

"Gaara…Fuck…I'm going to cum…" He kept sucking and licking until I found my release. I was overwhelmed with the pleasure Gaara gave me. I felt my walls spasm inside me. My vision blacked out. I heard him gulping my liquids. I was way too turned on to think. I just had an orgasm and I still needed more. He turned me around and he kissed me and I could also taste myself. I tasted kind of sour. He played with my breasts while I was trying to wake up from my high.

I was also thirsty for him. I hooked my hands on the hem of his shirt and pulled it off, followed by his boxers. I kind of stared at his member in awe. He was way bigger than I imagined he would be.

"What?" He asked.

"N-nothing." I blushed and looked to the side. He smirked.

"Do you still want to play, Ai?"

I chuckled. "You bet." I smiled at him. I patted on the bed and silently begged him to lie down. He did as I said. It was my turn to make him enjoy himself. I kissed his chest then descended to his lower area. I blew on the head and saw him twitch and jolt into pleasure. I loved teasing him like this. "What do you want me to do?"

"You tease…"

"Do you want me to blow you?"

"Ai…"

"Do you want me to suck your dick? Hm?"

"Yes…" I grabbed him and stroked him in my hand. He moaned and grabbed the sheets.

"Yes what?"

"Suck…ugh…" I blew on it again.

"Until you won't tell me I won't do anything. Give me orders daddy."

"Fuck…Suck my cock."

I sighed contently and took him right into my mouth. I learned to relax my throat so how I could deep throat him without sounding like a dying llama. I swirled my tongue at the tip. I loved looking at his face as he made this pained face. I wanted to always carry it in my mind. This was priceless. I caressed his thighs and went deeper and faster. I caressed his sack and kept sucking on the tip.

"Fuck, Ai…ugh…" He grabbed a fistful of my hair and made me go take him in deeper. He suddenly thrust his hips inside my mouth, until his dick reached the back of my neck. I had to say the taste of his dick was not bad at all. Gaara was a very clean male, so no problems of this sort. Gaara wasn't the one to trim though. Gaara got on his knees and pulled me along. He thrust his hips into my mouth at a steady pace. I moaned things like 'Does this feel good?' 'Do you want it deeper?''Do as you please.' And while I moaned I also added vibration. We also made eye contact. I looked up to meet his gaze and I would see his half lidded eyes staring back at me. He grabbed my other hand and squeezed it tight. This act was not only carnal, but it was made with love. We were doing each other this type of services to one another because we loved eachother, not because we were forced to. Even though this was a quite nasty act, the whole oral sex thing, we were happy to do it because we pleased our partner and this pleases us as well, knowing we brought them pleasure, we do not see it as an obligation and it is alright if you refuse it because no one will get upset. Gaara's thrusts were getting more urgent and I knew he was going to release. His body convulsed as he released his hot semen inside of my mouth and I took every last drop of it. I even licked him clean and by doing this his member stood up proudly again. I kissed the tip and released him.

I looked him in the eye. It was time for the main course. God, I wanted to fuck him so bad. I lie on the bed and look at his hungry eyes. He caressed my curves and kissed me all over again. He was as gentle as a lover could be. It was time.

"Come, love. I want to fuck…" I opened up my legs for him. "My head is dizzy with lust…do me…"

He got on top of me and in between my legs. His dick was brushing against my thigh and it was dripping with pre-cum.

"Ai, I'm going to do you so hard, tomorrow you won't be able to make a single step…" He kissed me hard and sloppy as he caressed his stiff cock on my dripping cunt.

"Ugh…make sure you do that, love. Fuck me now…"

"What's the magic word?" He kissed my neck until he reached the valley of my breasts.

"Please fuck me, Kazekage-sama…"

"Good girl…" He nibbled on my neck then kissed me on my mouth bruising me. He positioned his cock right at my entrance and pushed in slowly. He noticed something was off. "Ai, there is something here…I don't remember you being this tight…" I looked to the side.

"Actually…Gaara…I repaired my hymen so that you could break it again… I'm not a virgin, but technically…I knew you were still having a hard time accepting yourself for what you did…"

He made me look at him. "You worry too much about me, Ai, but I am really happy you did this for me…You made me really happy." He kissed me hard. "Do you know how precious you are to me?"

"I am aware, Gaara…You are also the most precious thing in my life…This is why I want to spoil you rotten. I want to do anything to make you happy." He placed his palms on my cheeks and kissed me deeply before caressing his rod on me again. With one hand holding me and with the other on his member he slowly penetrated my hymen. I tried to be brave and act like a woman. He thrust inside me breaking my barrier I had created. It hurt like hell. Maybe I made it too tight. I looked at his face. That was enough to make me forget about my pain, for he was in pleasure. Unlike the first time, he stopped to let me adjust, his face still contorted beautifully in pleasure.

"Tell me when to move, Ai. I really don't want you to hurt…" He kissed away my tears that fell from my eyes. "I'm sorry, Ai."

"I love you, Gaara. I love you, you can move if you want. I am fine. I want you to move." He raked his hand through my hair before thrusting once inside of me. Fuck, was he big. I moaned out half in pleasure, half in pain. He halted because he thought he was still hurting me and slid out of my cavern before I had the chance to stop him. "No, Gaara…please don't!"

I saw the base of his member and it was all covered in blood. I grabbed his wrist before he got off of me. "You're hurting too much. We can do this some other time."

"NO." I said determined and he widened his eyes. "My hymen has already broken. I need you now. Please try again. And even if I hurt, I want you to go on and take me. There is nothing more I need to do now, other than to please you."

"And I want to please you, but I can't do that if you're hurting…"

I placed my legs on his hips to keep him from moving. "You're not going anywhere until you finish this." I sneaked my hand between our legs and grabbed hold of his member and stroked him a few times making him feel weak and make him cloud his head with lust. He was soon thrusting his hips into my hand. I placed his tip at my entrance before he thrust right in filling me whole. We were one. I groaned in pleasure and nibbled on his neck. "It does not hurt anymore, love. Go on right ahead and take me rough like I want it…" He placed his head on my shoulder before thrusting into me with great speed, just like the first time. I loved the attention I was getting from him. When he hit me deep inside he made me moan loudly in pleasure and made my body jolt in ecstasy.

During this whole time he held onto my hands and squeezed them. He was looking at me right in the eye and it seemed like he was looking right into my soul. "Ai…It's been a long time…and I don't know how long I have before I…"

"Cum inside, please cum inside me…Fill me with you…"

He took my legs and positioned them on his shoulders and his thrusts got even faster and harder. He was going to make me reach my peak…After a few thrusts I felt myself clamping onto his member. He thrust three more times before he himself spilled himself deep inside of me. His spent body collapsed on top of me, letting my legs fall from his shoulders. His breathing was ragged as he was trying to catch his breath. After we both came from our high Gaara got off of me still panting. He took my hand in his and I turned my head to smile at him, but he looked at me seriously, almost sadly.

"Ai, I hope you know I can't afford to make you pregnant this early…"

I nodded. "I know…"

"I would love it if you would bear my child one day…but it is way too early now. We are too young."

"Don't worry about this, love. I know how to do a jutsu that prevents me from getting pregnant. Don't worry, just enjoy…"

His expression softened and he squeezed my hand. He kissed my cheek and I placed my head on his chest. I could tell he has fallen asleep by the way his chest rose and fell. I myself fell asleep feeling very content.

When I woke up he was still deep asleep. I decided I should just stay with him until he woke up. I stretched out of his embrace and looked around disoriented. The room smelled like sex. I got up and opened up a window. I observed the young Kazekage as he slept. It wasn't long until he shifted his hand on the covers trying to find some warmth. I smiled and got next to him under the covers where he pulled me into his chest. He still had his eyes closed. I thought I fell something hard poking against my hip. He was changing his position and then suddenly my attention was caught by something and I immediately found out. His morning wood. There was a tent in his lower region. I leaned in closer and started kissing every part of his face until he woke up.

"Ai…" He moaned.

"Gaara…Do you have something for me?"

"Hn?"

"Are you going to give me that?"

"Give you what?"

I sneaked my hand under the covers and grabbed hold of what I wanted. "Can I have this?" I stroked his awakened member gently. He stiffened and groaned out in pleasure. He was still kind of sleepy. I sucked on his earlobe and bit it gently. I straddled his hips before placing his member in between my legs.

"Ai…I want you, Ai…Now." He placed his hands on my hips. I caressed his dick with my silky folds. I was already wet so the friction was unbelievably delicious.

"Gaara…" I leaned in and captured his lips roughly. "Why don't you show me, big boy?" I whispered.

The next thing I know Gaara rose my hips up and guided his throbbing cock inside of me. I was still sore from last night but I was still hungry for him. I felt delicious pain and pleasure. He then pulled me to his chest and began thrusting his hips like a jack rabbit. I held on to him for dear life as he made me lose the little bit of sanity I had left. He bit on my neck drawing blood. He would not stop biting and I did not mind one bit. "Gaara!" I moaned. It wasn't long until he released himself. I remained on top of him, his member still sheeted inside. Gaara kissed me one last time and trailed his fingers through my hair.

"Why was it up?" He asked suddenly.

"That was your first morning wood?"

"Hn. I did not dream about anything erotic or perverse…I don't understand…"

"I don't really know…I just know that you get hard while asleep and after you wake up."

"Will it always be like this?"

"Sometimes…"

"Is that so…"

"Don't worry love. I'll be there to help." I giggled and kissed his forehead before getting off of him. I moaned at the feeling of his member exiting my cavern. It looked like I was not the only one aroused by this. His member was stiff and twitching. He looked at me like he was begging for more. "Let's take a bath together, alright?" I got off the bed and he followed me right away. I turned on the water of the tub and as I bent down I felt Gaara behind me, caressing my behind and back, his member dangling between my thighs. "Gaara…" I turned around and took him in my arms. "I didn't expect Kazekage-sama to be so wild in bed." I smirked.

"I can't get enough of you, Ai. You bring out the wild part in me." His answer satisfied me. He pushed me against the wall and nibbled on my neck. He was going to bruise me, and I wanted him to.

"Gaara-kun…You still have to mark me…"

"In what way?"

"I want you to scar my back again…"

"I won't do that, Ai."

"But…But you said-"

"I know…But your skin is too beautiful and soft for a stupid scar."

"I don't care…Promise me you will do it…" I pouted.

"I will think about it, alright?"

"Alright…" He kissed my cheek and began humping between my thighs. "Gaara…" I tried to free myself from him and with a little bit of difficulty I finally did. He was looking at me with lust. I turned the water off and got in. After that Gaara came in as well. He positioned me so that I was in his lap and began caressing and fondling my breasts. I leaned my back on his chest and relaxed as he made me enjoy myself. His hand trailed down my belly and to my private part. I sneaked my hand and grabbed a hold of him. I felt bad to just sit there and do nothing. "Do you like this, love?"

"Hn…" He entered me with a finger.

"Gaara…more…" He entered a second finger and began thrusting them in me creating a scission-like movement. I wanted more. "Gaara…I want your cock…" I turned around and put both my legs on the sides of the tub. He got on top and looked into my eyes as he entered me. I moaned as he continued to nail the living days out of me. The water was practically spilling out of the tub. "Gaara! I love it! I love your cock! I love that it's you that's screwing me crazy!" He kept thrusting as fast as he could. I felt my end coming. He was too good.

"Ai…You like this huh? You like it when I fuck you like this? Hm?"

"I love it! Harder…please do it harder!" He held my hips down as he thrust harder inside. "I love you, Gaara. I love you so much!" With those words he placed his head on my shoulder and bit hard as he came inside me. His body tensed before he relaxed on top of me.

I sighed in pleasure and enjoyed my afterglow. He was still breathing roughly in my ear. "That was mind blowing, love." He nodded in agreement. When he was rested a little he got off of me and we both helped eachother wash. After we got out of the tub we got dressed and he was about to leave to go to the office. I placed my hand on his shoulder before he got the chance to leave.

"What is it, Ai?" He asked curiously.

"I was wondering…Can I sleep here with you from now on?"

"Do you want to sleep here?"

"You know I do…"

"Ai, I want you to sleep here too…But…I don't want it to get known…I don't want the elders to know…This is the room the Kazekage shares only with his spouse and he is allowed to marry only at 20 years old…"

"I understand…"

He took my hands in his. "I would like to wake up with you next to me every day. These days they have been distraught with my return, but I really don't want to risk…I would break this rule for you if you really want to."

"I understand, really. I don't want something bad to happen with your status…I respect that…But…whenever you need a release…" I inched closer to his ear. "…my legs are always open for you." I pecked his cheek before I smiled at him. He had bushed because of what I have told him. "You know where to find me."

He nodded before I excused myself. I got a new change of clothes and went to wander through the village. There were no more beatings. I was left alone. People did not forget what they heard. But now I was the 'sister' of the Kazekage. Everyone was greeting me wherever I went. I went to my usual place to think things over. It kind of bothered me what Gaara told me, but it couldn't be helped. He had to respect some rules and I was not going to get in the way of his success. I sighed.

I passed at lunch time by a take away and took something to eat for me and Gaara. I knocked on the door of his office and entered after he told me to come in.

"Hey Gaara-kun. How's work?"

"Too much…"

I giggled. "Well I brought you lunch so you can take a little break. I brought gizzard." At the word 'gizzard' he immediately stood up from his seat. I smiled at his impatience and sat on the sofa where he joined me. We ate in silence. I felt kind of awkward because I still had a lot on my mind concerning our discussion this morning. I wasn't allowed to stay with him when he worked or when he slept. This was one of the few moments we could afford together.

"So how was your day, Ai? Anything productive?"

"Nah…I rarely find something useful to do. I am not really in the mood to study anything…"

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that…As you can see I did not do anything fun…"

"At least you are active…"

After we were done he relaxed on the sofa and I was looking him over. I wanted to kiss him again. I leaned against him and placed my head on his shoulder. We stood in silence for a moment.

"I must be getting back to work…"

"Gaara…"

"Hn?" I kissed his forehead, scar, nose and I wanted to kiss those kissable lips of his. He placed his finger on my lips. "Not now Ai." He got up and resumed his work without taking another glance at me. I frowned and cleaned the table and disposed the trash in the container next to the door. I got out and went to my room. I crashed on the bed and began sobbing. I knew I was being childish. I knew that…I really was like a child that got the first taste of ice cream and when it was over he asked for more and did not get any. I don't remember anything after that as I fell asleep.

I woke up to someone knocking on my door. I rubbed my eyes and looked around. I heard the knocking again. As soon as I opened the door my mouth was assaulted. My eyes widened. The stranger pushed me inside and closed the door behind him. It was dark, I could not see him, but I smelled earth…"Gaara…" I felt his hands on my buttocks squeezing it tightly. I felt his arousal on my stomach. I groaned. He pushed his hips into mine and made me lose my thoughts. I placed my hand on his package. He groaned and pushed me deeper into the room until I reached the bed. He gently pushed me on it and towered over me. He got in between my legs and thrusted his hips in mine. I felt him throbbing through my panties. He sucked on my neck.

"Ai…I want you now…" He moaned out. His words seeping with lust... I pulled my dress up and got my panties out of the way.

"Please…Gaara…Put it in…" He touched me down there and teased my clit. "Gaara!"

I heard a zipper sound. He pulled down his pants and boxers, but just to get them out of the way. I felt his thick rod at my entrance. He entered in a fast thrust and he continued thrusting equally fast. The bed was shaking at the rhythm of his thrusts. I moaned out and held on to him for dear life. This was the first time we had sex with clothes on. I needed it fast and hard. I needed him doing this to me. In an instant he exited my being.

He took me off the bed and roughly pushed me in front of the oval window where he penetrated me from behind. He never did this before. I held on the frame of the window as he continued to ram into me, making me enjoy every minute of it. I felt his body jerk a few times and I was filled with liquid warmth. He took me in his arms and put me on the bed and got next to me. I saw his face in the moonlight. He was all sweaty. I smiled and moved to take his clothes off. He couldn't sleep in his clothes. I unbuckled and unzipped his vest and his coat. He didn't seem to mind me doing this. He was like a ragdoll. I took off his fishnet, pants and boxers. I myself took of my dress and panties and got in bed and covered us with a sheet. I was still busy analyzing his face. He was not sleeping but had his eyes closed. I grabbed his hand and he opened his eyes to look at me.

"Ai…" He combed a strand of hair from my face behind my ear and caressed my cheek.

"You came to me…"

"Of course I did…I may not be allowed to bring you to my room but no one says I can't come to yours. Who are they to tell us what to do, huh?"

I nodded.

"I'm…sorry for today, it was a tough day…full of meetings and paperwork…patrols…"

"Don't apologize to me…It's your job." I leaned in and kissed his lips sweetly.

"I'm sorry we can't be like normal couples…we can barely see eachother during the day…But the night…The night is ours…Just Ai and me…" He pulled me to his chest. I felt his member poking in my stomach. "Sorry about that…I will go take a show-"

I slammed my lips on his and got on top of him. "Don't you dare…"

He smiled into the kiss and regained control by getting on top. This was going to be a long night.

I should have never doubted him.

Hello mina. :D
Just finished another chapter. I hope you enjoyed. A whole lemon tree coming in the next one as well. =)
Tell me what you think. ;)
P.S. The song I used was What's wrong with me by Julia Stone if you're wandering.