Holy fucking shit! She said yes, she actually said yes! the love I have for this girl Is just indescribable, Sofia Hayley Williams accepted my wedding proposal…. HOLY SHIT!. I know it seems extra but.. it's just… wow. I love her so much.. it's been 3 weeks since it was Sofia's birthday none stop everybody has trained extra hard, in gifts and physical training our group is immense we have us Cullen's of course, the Denali's, the Williams, the packs and the Volturi as much as I hate them I am so glad they are fighting with us, they aren't bad people to be honest, I have been getting along with Felix and Demetri they're actually quite sound people.. I just can't stand the females… they are too high maintenance.
But anyway, Alice has been getting frequent visions these past 2 weeks and she confirmed that Joham and his whole army will arrive in Depths of Forks the exact same place where the Volturi met us when they believed that myself, Renesmee, EJ and Liz were immortal children… Annie said that he will arrive in the night, oh and believe me we will be ready, Emmy has been keeping the spirits up, there is that bit of faith that we will be putting up some fight I know Joham's army will not back down… I just hope we all survive unscathed or the Volturi don't turn on us at the last minute, Dad suddenly came by my side, at the moment we have set up camp from where the battle will take place Lilly dropped off Aidan at Sue and Charlie's for a couple of days so it explains why he isn't here.
Dad was still by my side I assumed he heard my thoughts. "don't worry about anything son, Alice has been keeping tabs on the volturi's intentions and she is confident that they won't betray us there in much too deep to betray us now and if they did they would get themselves killed doing so." I sighed in relief everybody is crowded round a fire laughing and joking.. though everybody has dreaded this day everybody has been so positive, especially Sofia, I have never seen her so confident I watched on at my fiancée she was laughing with my sisters and zack, she was then playing about with Jake, Seth and Leah everybody was just smiling, when she caught sight of me she smiled the biggest smile on her face and skipped towards me my dad left ages ago, she jumped into my arms and giggled.
I couldn't help but laugh, and bury my head deep into her hair. "Well someone seems to be having a good time" Sofie giggled and nodded. "The best!" I smiled my side smile that Sofia loved and she started to get hazy. "Seems like you can't resist my charm still!" I winked at Sofia and she blushed. "no fair! And let's go for a run!" I smiled widely and soon shot off, I laughed as I could hear Sofia's protest, the snow was very heavy and I started jumping in between the trees I didn't want to go too far so I did a massive circle then climbed up a massive tree, Sofia nearly beat me but I'm just too quick for her. Sofie sat on my lap and we took in the sunset it was beautiful the sky was red, orange, and yellow it sent an orangey glow on our skin but it just made Sofie look more gorgeous, I held my grip tight around her waist and she leaned her head into my chest we sighed happily. "Mase?" I hummed as if to answer. "We will be getting through this won't we?," I smiled and nodded.
"Of course sweetheart with the amount of people on our side we will win! Then Joham will never bother any of you again!" Sofia smiled. "I just want it to be over" I stroked Sofia's hair in comfort. "I know sweetheart I want it to be over too!" The sun had finally set and it was starting to get dark I could hear in the distance Lilly and dad calling our names Sofia sat up and guessed that it was time for us to head back, we didn't say anything but we jumped out of the tree, held hands and ran back to greet the others.
Grandpa was looking as if he was going to say something, which confirmed my suspicion when he stood. "no matter what happens tomorrow we will get through it, do not be fooled that they will back down instantly, from what Zack has told me is that the vampire guards only answer to Joham, they will be attacking from all angles so make sure you are concentrating to the maximum potential.
I would like to thank you for staying by our side and deciding to fight, hopefully it will be the last time we ever be in a battle like this or ask any of you to join." Everybody took a moment to grasp what was said, I felt my body give out from being so tired I yawned a loud yawn then I walked into the tent that was set up just for me and Sofie, I could tell she was drawing to be really tired as well.
I even heard that the packs will arrive in the morning which puts us at more of an advantage Joham is going to get one nasty surprise that's for sure. We will even make sure that it will be the last faces he will ever see!. I will make damn sure of that!.
To my surprise I didn't even have a nightmare.. not one, I believe that I am not scared of Joham anymore the hold he had on me, has faded, I was so fearful for letting people in, to avoid people knowing my complex situation but now.. I truly realise that I am a strong person, all the times Joham broke me down to mere nothingness telling me all the negatives, I had low self-esteem, I thought I wasn't good enough for nobody but as a matter of fact I am good enough for someone, I'm good enough to be in a relationship who I am to be married too, I am good enough to be part of a large but loving family, I have everything Joham doesn't have and I feel only pity.
I know he has to die, he will wipe out all of mankind if he stays alive and I just can't let that happen, but I know with the people I love by my side we will be just fine!, which is why im being so positive and making the best out of a bad situation, which I think in my opinion is the best attitude to have.
The day seemed to have went on in a flash, not much conversation had been flowing I think everybody was just making the most of it, because you just never know I hadn't left my mother's side nor did she want me to leave her, I looked on at my mother just wondering what her previous life was like. My mother wrapped an arm around me and was subconsciously rocking me back and forth humming the song she wrote for me and not long after we were both humming.
"Mom!" Mom stopped humming and looked at me with questioning eyes. "What is it dear?" I started to fidget in case mom didn't want to tell me usually it can hurt to just remember what they did when they was human and I didn't want to put her in an upsetting mood but I just want to be just that more close with my mother I want to get to know her more cause I mean we was separated on the day I was born and Joham wasn't man enough to even tell me one thing about her, not one!. "what was your human life like?" But mom didn't seem to mind in fact she seemed like she was prepared for this.
"Well my life.. was relatively normal, I had a really good childhood, camping trips every weekend, start of the summer vacations, but that one day of every week I would visit my grandma. Your great grandmother would have loved you so much, she was always smiling, she was wise, funny, she was my best friend" I smiled and cuddled into my mother. "What was her name?" My mom smiled as she stroked my hair. "Edith Rosemary Williams" it was nice to know that my mother had a good human life but what hit my curiosity was what my grandparents were like. "What was grandma and grandpa like?" My mom's eyes shone with pride.
"Well your grandmother Molly Rose Williams was so beautiful that's where we get our dark hair from she had the most beautiful dark hair she was 40 when she was alive but she looked a lot younger, she was a housewife but she was devoted to her husband and to me, she loved me so much, when my dad was at work we would spend the whole day together she would take me shopping, just do anything and everything.
My dad, you're grandfather Jack Adrian Williams was a lawyer he worked a lot but when he was able to have days off they were the best ever! He would make up his own bedtime stories they were never the same ones which made it more fun when I was younger.. I miss him, he would have played the dinosaur game with you if he was still alive and when you was younger" I giggled then the way my mother gushed about her parents .. I just wondered what happened to them.
"That sounds like fun.. Grandpa Jack would have been happy I think seeing you married with 3 children" My mum kissed my cheeks and forehead. "thank you darling". "Mom you don't have to tell me but-" my mom cut me off knowing what I was going to ask.
"You want to know what happened to them?" My mom didn't seem sad she seemed like she accepted it but there is that glint of hurt. "Well.. when I was 13 I went to see my grandma because it was my mum and dad's wedding anniversary it was coming close to 10.00 in the evening me and my grandma were watching TV.. then the phone rang my granny asked me to answer it.. it was the police, they asked me if I was the daughter of molly and jack. I said yes, .. and they said that… they died in a freak car accident. My heart stopped.. well in that moment in that spilt second I just felt everything crumble I dropped the phone I couldn't even form words, I didn't cry I just felt numb, I started to feel like I was in someone else's body as a way to just hide.
after when I found out my parents had died my grandmother spent the next 3 years being my guardian but unfortunately she wasn't getting any younger and there were complications with her I remember waking up one morning and she looked like she was sleeping I shook her gently and she wouldn't move I called her name and she just wasn't moving and that's when I knew… she was gone!" I didn't even realise that I was crying I wiped away my tears and I could hear my mom's voice breaking like as if she was crying, I closed my eyes and comforted my mom she gripped on and I kissed my mother's head.
I just think with everything that's happened she hasn't even had chance to grieve properly. "Mom! It's okay.. you just haven't had chance to grieve properly it wasn't your fault" My mom was getting comfort from Chris and others I didn't realise that everybody had surrounded us and were listening none of us mind but Annie looked more upset about it I opened my arms out to her and she ran into my arm. My mom stopped what was close to crying and smiled.
"I'm sorry darling!" I felt a little bad, "No I'm sorry mom I shouldn't have said anything" My mom kissed my cheek "It's ok.. I think it was all the emotions I've kept inside over the years.. I'm ok now!" I smiled then my beautiful, brave mother carried on. "So when grandma passed.. I wasn't old enough to live on my own, I was 16 and since I didn't have any other family i had no choice but to be put into social care. I was moving from home to home and.. it was the worst thing ever! I felt so unwanted and unhappy. I was abused, and the people that worked in social care didn't even care, they never liked me anyway."
I felt sad that it happened to my mother. But I'm just glad that she is happy again. I was wondering what they all looked like. "Mom could you show me what they looked like?" My mom smiled and nodded. She closed her eyes and I watched as her skin shifted and there in front of me was my grandma Molly she looked beautiful everything that my mom described her she did look very young for her age, she had the brightest blue eyes that's where we get our interesting colour of eyes from, my mom smiled at me then she closed her eyes again, she then looked like my grandpa Jack he looked rather handsome, he had deep green eyes and a fair mustache he looked incredibly older probably 45 at least. But mom did have some facial features of him.
She then closed her eyes again and then when she opened them she looked very old but had that cute sparkle of light with her eyes, this is my great grandmother Edith she was very beautiful. She had a lot of hair considering her age. Then my mom was back to normal I hugged my mother tight and just wished I had the opportunity to meet them. "I wish I could meet them" My mom kissed me on the head again and sighed.
"I know angel, but they're here in my memory, I used to live in Portland so when it is their birthday we will go down there and I'll show you where I grew up.. I promise angel!" Annie then interjected as she lay on my shoulder. "Would you take me mom?" My mom smiled and grabbed her hand that was wrapped around me and kissed it. "Of course darling, you may not be mine biologically but I know they would have loved you and Aidan too." Annie smiled.
"I love you mom!" I got up so they could hug and Annie jumped into her arms I looked and saw Chris open his arms I smiled and jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly. Chris kissed my forehead. "I'm so happy that you and Lilly have been able to bond!" I smiled at my dad. "Me too dad." Chris smiled. "Sofie… you don't have to call me dad for my sake.. you can call me Chris if you want to I'm not offended." I smiled.
"I'm not calling you dad for your sake I'm calling you dad because you are, look Chris I can't express anymore how much you mean to me and everyone else, you're my father much more of a father and man for that matter than Joham, you are a big part of my life and I love you." Chris smiled happily. "don't think for a second that I didn't love you more than I do with Annie. You are also my daughter and also a big part of my life Sofia, I'm here whenever you need to talk."
I chuckled and hugged Chris. "Chris.. promise when this nightmare is over that we all move from here?" Everybody then chuckled and my mom Esme interjected. "don't worry Sofie we will be definitely moving." Alice then squealed and clapped her hands. "Can I choose where we live next?" Daddy Carlisle smiled at Alice and shook his head in amusement. "Alice you chose to move here last time., it's only fair that someone else gets to choose. Sofia where do you want to go?"
I heard Alice talk about a nice place in New York.. I have never been and it is supposed to be amazing but we are going to need to make sure that we have the food supplies.. if you know what I mean. But I think a completely new environment will do us all good. But then a thought occurred to me… the wolves.. what will they do?. The packs… I think they will have to come up with some negotiation.
"To be honest… I don't know.. we can't move too far away because Jake what will you do with your pack? You have commitments with them but you can't be too far away from Nessie.." I sighed and looked defeated then something really shocked me I actually didn't realise he came with his pack but whatever he looked sure of himself and smiled his smirk smile.
"Sofie don't worry we knew that this time would come eventually so with much discussion with the packs Sam has come to an agreement that he will have Quill and Embry back with his pack, since Leah and Seth are older now Sue and Charlie won't be too upset were moving but we would obviously keep in touch my dad has my sisters living with him now so he won't be by himself so myself, Seth and Leah are coming with you all so we will be wherever you want to go!" Ness, Liz and EJ smiled in happiness and hugged them tight, since that is all sorted I was happy with my decision it was the best time we had.
"I don't know about you all but I think the best place for us all is to go to Oregon it was the best time we all had and the house was large enough to have everybody in one roof" Everybody smiled at the memory and they all seemed very optimistic about my decision Emmy and Jazz ran up to me and gave me a hug. "Hell yeah I like the sound of that!" Emmy smiled his dimpled smile and Jazz smiled wide.
I was happy to be around my big brothers and I just had to say something. "Guys I just want to say… thank you so much for taking me in.. if it wasn't for you all I don't know where I'd be without you all, Emmett, Jasper, Edward you will always be my big brothers!, Alice, Bella, Rosalie you are the best-est big sisters ever!. I love you all" Everybody crowded round and we was all in a big group hug the packs, Denali's and the volturi were here. They don't seem like bad people and for that I am extremely grateful that they are even here.
After the emotional rollercoaster I decided that it was time to go to bed, for what was waiting tomorrow I think Im going to need all the strength I can get.. I just hope everybody makes it in one piece and this nightmare can finally be over. Mase came from behind and kissed my cheek I let out a soft giggle he then whispered very quietly in my ear. "Come to bed?" I turned round and nodded. I then smiled to everyone wished everyone good night, since me and Mase share a tent I quickly got changed snuggled into the blanket in Mase's arms then slowly drifted to sleep.