OMG MY LITTLE BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED!, words cannot describe just how happy I am for both Masen and Sofia, they have been through so much it's good that we all have something to look forward to and they can start their married life after something so negative we have to deal with first.
when the party was dying down me and Jacob decided it would be best to just go back home, Billy wasn't home so it was just Jake and myself. I got to admit I did feel jealous of Sofia, just thinking just how good their relationship is going has made me think whether Jake and I are ready to ever get married.. I wasn't sure, at the moment Jake and I were sat on the couch cuddling I couldn't help but just look at him, he's my own sun and I just love him.. so much.
Jake stared deep into my eyes and he looked to me with wonder. "You alright Ness?" I smiled warmly and nodded. "yeah I'm fine Jake.. I'm just thinking" Jake looked at me with slight concern. "What about?" I wasn't sure if I was to tell him, but well I can't lie to him. "I was just thinking about the future… our future!" a blush crept onto my cheeks and I looked the other way, Jake pulled his index finger under my chin forcing me to look at him I smiled when I saw him and Jake had his beautiful smirk on his face.
"Nessie.. I know what you thinking… I am happy for Masen and Sofia.. But… I just think it would be ideal… for us to wait.. you know?, believe me I have thought about it I just think if we live life to the fullest then.. maybe then we can start thinking of settling down, don't think for one second that I don't want to be married to you though Nessie, I love you and you only! Imprint or no imprint I love you!"
I felt tears In my eyes and I smiled happily and hugged Jake, what he is saying is that not at the moment but someday we will be married. Renesmee Carlie Black… I like it! Has a ring to it!. I smiled happily knowing that this will happen to me someday. And soon settled back into position lying in Jake's arms and soon enough fell asleep.
To be honest I always had a feeling that Mase would be the first one to make the brave step and get married before all of us, he's just got it in him, if he thinks its right he'll pursue it, that's the one thing I've always envied Masen for, he's got good gut instinct and unlike us we have to be100% sure until we are sure. Nevertheless I am so happy for them both, which made me began to wonder about my future with Leah.
Me and Leah are back at grandpa's and Sue's house since the extension has been put in Seth and Leah have moved in the swan residence there is momma's old room though, at this moment though me and Leah are relaxing in Leah's bed were just cuddled into each other and I'm holding her tightly in my grip not much conversation is made between us were just embracing the silence until I spoke out and see what Leah thinks about it all.
"Lee-lee are you awake?" I whispered Leah moved her head up and smiled a small smile and nodded, I leaned down and kissed her lips softly. "Can you believe Sofia and Masen are getting married?" Leah smiled widely and nodded. "I know right, I think it was sweet of him to propose on her birthday" I smiled as Leah started to gush. "Lee-lee what are your views of marriage, is it something you'd like to consider?" I heard Leah's heart pick up.. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing but since I like to think positive I toke it as that and Lee smiled at me and I thought I could see a blush creep onto her cheeks.
"Well… I have no objections getting married, I mean every girl has her fantasies on what she wants.. I'd definitely like to get married, I wouldn't mind if it was now … or later on but all I know is that I would want YOU to be my husband EJ, you're all I'll ever want!" I smiled my smirky smile and kissed Leah a little more firm. "Lee-lee I would be the proudest man when I have you as my wife, I love you so much darling!" Lee smiled then she started to yawn. "Sleepy time for the wolf" Leah giggled then I started to yawn. "I think its bedtime for the hybrid as well" I chuckled nuzzled my head into Leah and then drifted off to sleep.
OH MY GOD! MASEN JEMMETT CULLEN! Getting married! To my best friend and sister! Like omg! My big brother is growing up, the amount of jealousy I have for sofia is ridiculous why cant I be that lucky?... okay you did not see me say that… no but I am very happy for Sofia she deserves the happiness, they both need something happy to just confirm just how much crap they have been through so much together, as a family we have been through so much, our sibling bond has been tested and Its fair to say that no matter how bad its gotten I'm glad that nothing can ever tear us apart.
I couldn't help but smile as Me and Seth were lying in his bed, Seth was stroking my arm I lay on his bare chest, just taking in his warm skin, I then sat up, seth looked a little concerned. "You okay sweetie?" I smiled my crooked smile and nodded. "I'm fine Seth don't worry, I'm just thinking about when we get married!" Seth laughed and smiled. "I had a feeling you'd be thinking about that, look Lizzie, I don't want to you know rush things but whatever you desire is what I desire, if we feel completely ready to get married then I have no reason why we shouldn't.. you know?" I smiled kissed Seth on the lips we lingered longer than we should then broke away. "I love you Seth Clearwater" Seth grinned at me and kissed my forehead. "I love you too Elizabeth Cullen now let's get some sleep it's late!" I giggled then finally drifted off to sleep.
Words cannot describe just how happy I am for my little sister to be married, she has gone through so much I'm just glad Masen has bought her back to life, they are true soul mates and I know they will be together forever. Myself and Zack could hear the events of what was going on in Sofia's bedroom and I really don't want to think about it.. Zack is just laughing at me, I giggled and looked to my best friend and soul mate i don't think I have ever said to Zack just how lucky I am to be with him. He is perfect and well… I love him,,, I really do.
"Zack?" Zack looked down to me. "What is it my love?" zack whispered softly. "I'm just thinking… I don't think I've ever told you just how much I love you.. you have always been by my side through thick and thin and I have appreciated it, but I don't think I've shown you much love and actually say thank you!, for not giving up on me when we were separated, leaving you was the most heart-breaking thing ever, I hated every single minute of it and the more time I was away from you the more depressed and upset I was getting your my universe Zack and I can't form words to tell you how much… one day I know we will be married and there will be nothing I would want more to be Anna-Maria Johnson"
Zack smiled and pulled me into him more than kissed me on the forehead. "Anna, I knew the first time I laid eyes on you that you were going to hold the key to my heart, I used to think I was damned into a life of evil this life went against my better judgement but then.. I met you, you're so full of life and opened my eyes and shown me a new perception on life I merely dread what my life would have been if I hadn't met you… I do truly love you my dear and I will want nothing more than for you to be married to me and be my wife!" I wiped away a tear, turned around then kissed my love for ages. "I love you so much!" Zack smiled and wiped away a tear from my cheek he kissed my cheek and nodded. "I love you too dear.. now it's late get some sleep I'll be here when you wake!" I nodded and soon enough a yawn crept I then settled into bed and then drifted off to sleep not long after