A/N:This has some...explicte content so be aware. if you don't like it then you might want to stop reading now because this is just the beginning.

Also, I am so sorry it took me forever to update, my laptop broke and now I am without a laptop until lord know how long with how little I get paid. Anyways. Thank you so much for your feedback and sticking with me! 3 I love you all. - R


I looked to my girlfriend, Seattle, as she picked at her nails. Tomorrow was the start of the games, she was in the games not that long ago, 66th, right after mine giving District 4 back to back wins. I fell in love with her as I helped train her I didn't know I loved her until she won, walking back to greet her never felt so amazing.

"Finnick," She said, breaking me out of my daze. "Come on we have to play investigator." She said laughing as we played the past victors parties, looking in the back for our mentor.

"Wait," I said pointing at the screen. "Is that.." I asked wide eyed as Sawyer walked down the stairs, her blue dress flowing like water rippling in the lakes of four, her sequins on the top of her dress looking like water streaming down her chest, it made her look like a waterfall, the man beside her was none other than Haymitch. "When was this?" I asked looking at her

"Fourteen years ago." Seattle said looking at her mentor, the smile on her face withHaymitch's arm wrapped around her waist.

"She's gorgeous." I comments, a smile on my face when Haymitch kissed her cheek, guiding her to the dance floor as they spun.

"Do you think they ever got married?" Seattle asked looking at me. "She never talks about her past, just her game."

I shrugged. "I don't know." I sighed looking as Mags shook her head at us.

"Don't know what?" Sawyer asked, rolling her eyes at the screen. "Really Finnick?" She scolded.

"I just wanted some back story on you." I defended, looking to my girlfriend to back me up, smiling when she nodded.

"You can get it later." She sighed. "We need to train and you need to win over Katniss." She said as she led Mags and I to the arena.

"Hello girl on fire." I said smiling at Katniss.

"Hello Finnick," She said looking at me up and down before looking over to Mags as she made a hook. "What do I owe this honor?"

I chuckled. "Oh nothing, I've heard you have some talents with a bow and arrow and I am very interested and seeing them."

I watched as she rolled her seam eyes at me, her eyes flickering to Peeta as he waved to Sawyer. "I'll pass."

"Your fiancé looked very acquaint with my mentor." I commented, wondering if they wanted to know about their past as much as Seattle and I did.

"He walked her to her room last night after she woke up." Katniss said before walking away. I looked up at Sawyer who seemed to be engrossed in a conversation with a well known supporter. My eyes caught Haymitch entering the room, his eyes on Sawyer.


Twenty-four hours, that's how long it was until Finnick and Mags were back in the arena, fighting for their lives and here I was, standing outside Haymitch's suite, looking out the window as I was waiting to get the courage to knock on the door.

I took a deep breath, knocking on the door, breathing out as I heard footsteps. My eyes meet the grey-blue eyes of the one man I truly loved. "Hi." I spoke quietly

"What are you doing here, love? What if Snow sees you?" He hissed pulling me inside, pressing me against the closed door. "He could hurt you again."

I bit my lip as my eyes filled with tears. "I don't care anymore." I whispered as I pressed my lips to his, pulling the fabric on his shirt into my hands as I tugged him closer as he kissed me back. "I'm tired of hiding from him, Haymitch. I love you and I can't not have you anymore." I said as our foreheads leaned against each other.

Haymitch smiled and pressed his lips to mine as we made out way to his room, bumping into everything in our path, our lips never moving from one another. I moaned as he kissed down my neck, sucking my sweet spot as his hands crept up my shirt, massaging my breasts. "It's been too long." Haymitch said as we fell on his bed, his arms holding him above me, my hands on his arms beside my head, our clothes messy, half unbuttoned and ready to be thrown and forgotten.

"I love you," I whispered as I tugged his shirt off and threw it across the room. My hands tracing down his chest. My eyes meeting his as he stripped me of my clothing.

"I love you too." Haymitch said, kissing my shoulder up to my lips. "Ready love?"

"Shut up and make love to me." I said smiling, the first real smile since we've been here.

"As you wish, sweetheart." He smiled his toothy smile and pressed his lips to mine as he thrusted in me, filling me up like he does every intimate moment we have.

I moaned as he kissed my neck, my legs wrapping around his waist as he gripped my hips. "Oh god, Haymitch." I shook as I got to my release, my nails digging in his shoulders.

"Let it go." Haymitch whispered in my ear as he pressed his lips to mine, my back arching off the bed as I screamed his name, Haymitch moaning my name as he collapsed beside me. "I love you." Haymitch whispered as he leaned his forehead to mine. "I always will." He said as he pulled me into him.

"And I you my love." I said as I cuddled into him.

"I'm the luckiest man right now." Haymitch chuckled as he ran his fingers through my hair.

"Yeah, you are." I smiled as he rolled his eyes, pressing his lips to mine. In the moment, it felt like paradise.