I don't own Teen Titans and this story came from an idea from another story called "Just Give In" By 506thpir


(in Raven's journal)

It's been almost six months since Beast Boys suicide. The guilt of knowing I was the one that lead him to do kills me everyday. I've barely left my room, only to go on missions and maybe something to eat or go to the bathroom. Starfire, Robin and Cyborg try to get me to do things with them but it's not the same without him. After it all happened I realized how I truly feel about him, I knew it was there before but I was able to ignore it. Now I can't stop thinking about it.

There was a knock, "Raven, it is me Starfire will you please come join us?"

"No thanks Star."

"Would you like to talk?"

"I don't know Star…."

"May I at least come in"

"Sure, I guess." was Ravens meek reply

"What is bothering you? Does it have to do with friend Beast Boys death."

Raven shakes her head slowly.

"I see.." Starfire said in just above a whisper.

"It was all my fault Star, I can't take the guilt anymore." Raven was on the brink of crying again.

"No it wasn't he was the when to decide to do it."

"Yea, but I was the one that drove him to it!"

"Friend Raven what was it that you did to make him do it then?" pleaded Starfire

"I don't want to talk about right now." she whispered.

"Well you know I'm always here, along with friends Robin and Cyborg." Starfire said as she headed out of the room.