I would like to apologize to everyone, I was in the wrong to do this and I regret my decision and in future will never do so again. I hope one day my stories can be considered great without being criticized and abused. For all my life writing has always been my passion, it's what I do when I'm hurt sick and happy, but now to feel only disgust from other users on this site has opened up my eyes to the world, as there will always be that one person who will there down someone else's self – esteem. But I'm not allowing that to happen to me anymore. So this will be my last post till I feel brave and confident enough to write again.
I wish I had a chance to explain myself, why I did what I did, why I kept this secret but I don't have a valid reason and nothing will ever make up for my mistakes.
Visions are ever easy, and change one detail can change everything. To have this burden I wouldn't oppose it on to anyone.
Professor Dumbledore knew of my burden and protected me during my worst blackouts, as year by year they grew bleaker with Lord Voldemort's ever growing power.
My own foolish mistakes cost me everything, my life my friends. I had continued to hide this curse, trying to feel normal and because of this desire my friends were killed. I will never forgive myself for that. Nor will I forget who had done this to me. Lord Voldemort.
His name has haunted everyone for so many years and it wasn't until sixth year where I met my hope for the future. Remus Lupin.
The Werewolf and the Seer.
If I have a chance to continue this story I will, but I'm living in the real world now and I have to act like I am. I have to learn how to stand up on my own two feet, so I'm sorry but this is goodbye and perhaps one day I will come back to write again.