Title: The Heart of Sam Winchester

Rating: M

Pairing(s): Sam/Castiel, Dean/Lisa, Sam/Dean

Warnings: some dialogue from the show has been taken Alternate season 6, bottom!Sam, incest, het, slash, some sexual content

Disclaimer: Don't own 'em - not making any money off 'em. Dern it.

Summary: Sam lets Dean go despite how much he loves his brother in a non-brotherly way. Castiel is helping out as he hunts alone. What's up with Crowley and Purgatory? And is Castiel really trustworthy? Sam hopes so, especially with the new feelings developing.

Notes: The incest is only explicit in the prologue. It's implied the rest of the story.

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Sam arches his back as Dean's cock thrusts deeply into him. He feels his orgasm building as his prostate is continuously struck. He sucks on Dean's tongue and feels the tears sliding down his cheeks as he comes.

Dean continues to thrust, the pace frantic. He feels warm liquid in him and lies still when Dean pulls out. He feels the liquid coat his thighs and snuggles into Dean's warmth.

Dean would normally crack a joke about cuddling, but doesn't tonight, making Sam grateful. He needs this, even though it is just for one night.

"Dean?"

"Don't say it." Dean sounds choked up and Sam knows his brother – turned lover – is doing everything he can to not cry.

"I need to." Sam would do almost anything for Dean, but he can't stay quiet, not tonight. "I'm not expecting to walk away from this thing alive. When I say yes to Lucifer, I know there's no way around me not going into the cage with him. I knew that coming up with this plan, but I will do everything I can to put him away for good. When I go into that cage, though, you need to go to Lisa and Ben. You need to have that normal, apple-pie life that I know you want."

Dean's hold becomes tighter. "Do you know what you're asking me to do? I'd essentially be cheating on you, cheating on someone I love. I can't. You can't ask me to."

"You have to," Sam says, doing everything he can to hold his tears at bay. "I love you, but I'm not coming back from this. I'm content to walk into the cage, as long as I know you're happy."

"But—"

"No buts, Dean. Lisa and Ben love you. They'll take good care of you. Please, when I'm gone, go to them. It's my last wish." Sam knows he's fighting dirty, but it doesn't matter. The only thing that matters is Dean being safe and with someone who loves him.

"That's so unfair."

Sam shrugs, already knowing how Dean would feel, but not truly caring.

"I'll go, but I will always love you, Sammy."

"I'll always love you too, Dean."