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Joined 03-16-06, id: 1009474
Author has written 49 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Lord of the Rings, Silmarillion, Valdemar universe, Misc. Anime/Manga, Misc. Books, and Coldfire Trilogy.

Over the last eight years (and I feel so old now) I've dabbled in Vampire Chronicles, Lord of the Rings and Silmarillion, Gundam Wing, Velgarth, Yukikaze, and more recently also in Coldfire and Lions of Al-Rassan. I like my villains and my morally ambiguous boys and girls, and don't usually feel very fond of the heroes. Evil is just more interesting, though I may make exceptions if the hero is intelligent (and slashy).

You'll find m/m slash (mainly), gen (a good amount) and het (occasionally) here. Ratings go from K to M, for both violence and sexual content.

If you'd like to read my fics in the order I intend them to be read, visit surreality.at. You'll find them sorted accordingly there.

Archiving and translations: ASK FIRST! And no answer does not mean that I give you permission. It means I did not receive your e-mail. You are welcome to link to the fics either here or on my homepage, however.

Story notifications will be posted on my Livejournal, Surreality Check, and on my Yahoo mailing list.

Feedback is always welcome, as is criticism. I'd rather know if something doesn' work in a story so I can go and fix it instead of leaving readers stumbling over the same problem all the time.

Since fics based on Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles are not accepted here, I'm not uploading mine. If you are interested in them, you can find them on my homepage.

Many of my stories will have at least some kind of slashy subtext (which means men in love with men, women in love with women), so if you are uncomfortable with that, stay away please and save us both the trouble.

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Morning reviews
Just a little PWP. Set after Crown of Shadows. Pairing: Gerald & Damien
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Redefinition
Back aches, bickering, and exercises in semantics. Set after Crown of Shadows. Pairing: Gerald & Damien
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,246 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Full Circle reviews
Even ghosts deserve recognition.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 792 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006
Tabula Rasa reviews
As though everything that needs saying has been said in the last chapter of the trilogy... Post CoS. Choices, revelations, new directions. Pairing: Damien & Gerald
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,854 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Simulacra reviews
An attempt to explain just how Gerald Tarrant managed to talk Andrys into going along with him.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,079 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Three Months reviews
There's a lot of time to think when you're caught on a ship.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 592 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Blood Bound reviews
Eight survivours. Eight ficlets. One letter.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,110 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Forbear reviews
Father issues.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 729 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
For King and Country reviews
Changes can be difficult to speak of, and even harder to accept.
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,402 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Blooms and Mirrors reviews
Everything has to begin at some point. Pairing: Almea & Gerald
Coldfire Trilogy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,995 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Emin ha'Nazar reviews
Guy Gavriel Kay, Lions of AlRassan. Just how did they come up with the idea for the valley? Pairing: Rodrigo & Ammar
Misc. Books - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 670 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Moments: Jack and Rei reviews
Yukikaze. My first attempt at Jack and Rei. Trust, and how it isn't always easy.
Misc. Anime/Manga - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,127 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Moments: Vikteren and Urtho reviews
Gates and how to create them. Pairing: Vikteren& Urtho
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Locks
Vikteren practices lockpicking. Pairing: Vikteren & Urtho
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,825 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Tempting Offers reviews
How Starfall convinced Firesong that taking Darian from Owl's Flight as a student is a good idea.
Valdemar universe - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,894 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Moments: Firesong and Silverfox reviews
Firesong's father isn't happy with his choice of lover. Firesong isn't happy with his father's reaction. Silverfox, fortunately, doesn't think it's a problem. Pairing: Fireson & Silverfox
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 831 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Masks reviews
After the Mage Storms, Firesong has to learn to live with the aftereffects. Pairing: Firesong & Silverfox
Valdemar universe - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,798 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Choices reviews
In that time Celebrimbor the son of Curufin repudiated the deeds of his father and remained in Nargothrond...
Silmarillion - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,511 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Family Traditions reviews
Celebrimbor finds himself unable to meet one of his father's demands and seeks help from Maedhros.
Silmarillion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,085 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Sacrifices reviews
A conversation in the Halls of Mandos. Pairing: Turgon & Finrod if you squint really hard.
Silmarillion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,886 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Variations of the Future reviews
Ecthelion and Glorfindel discuss the implications of Maedhros' rescue. Pairing: Glorfindel & Ecthelion
Silmarillion - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,873 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Bearer of Gifts reviews
Sauron searches for the Three Rings, and hopes to get their maker to finally reveal their hiding place.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,409 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Sauron - Complete
At First Sight reviews
After returning to Middleearth, Glorfindel comes to Imladris.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,418 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Glorfindel, Elrond - Complete
Practicing Diplomacy reviews
A delegation has to be dispatched to Mirkwood. Just a little drabble.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,594 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Elrond, Erestor - Complete
Change in Weather
Elladan wants an explanation for something he saw. Glorfindel gives it.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,030 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Elrohir, Glorfindel - Complete
The Other Side
Treize is my favorite GW character, and so I didn't enjoy the end of the series all that much. But in Endless Waltz there were constantly things that made me wonder about something. This is the result. Pairing: 13x6, in some way
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,570 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
Voices from the Past reviews
After the wars are over and everything has calmed down, a letter from Leia reaches Treize. And no, I'm not bringing another character back from death. There are such things as postal delays. Pairings: 13x6, 13xLeia
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,030 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Leia B. - Complete
Dreams and Nightmares
Zechs, Treize, a bit of angst, a bit of fluff.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,079 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
Moments reviews
Relena and Treize both know what is best for Zechs.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 826 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Relena P., Treize K. - Complete
Facets reviews
An attempt to assassinate Relena makes cooperation with Treize necessary. Pairings: 13x6, 11xS, 9xNichols. Warning: this story isn't finished, and most likely never will be.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60,617 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Relena P., Treize K.
Ever After reviews
Surprise, surprise, it's Treize and Zechs. And ducks. And a sunny afternoon.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,069 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
Meeting Your Lover's Daughter
The title says a lot already. Zechs has his first encounter with Mariemeia.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,770 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Mariemaia K.-B. - Complete
Mending The Tears reviews
A followup to New Beginnings. Zechs is back, but what now? Pairing: 13x6
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,416 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
New Beginnings reviews
In short, Zechs and Noin get trapped during a mission, Sally manages not to strangle Nichols, and Treize returns. Pairings: 13x6, 11xS
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58,871 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete
Winter Solstice reviews
Une tries to let go of one of the ghosts of her past, and Sally tries to understand. Pairing: 11xS
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,924 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Sally P., L. Une - Complete
Preventers reviews
This one picks up right where Blind Target ends. Focusing on the Gundam Pilots for a change. Pairings: 1x2, 3x4
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,993 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Oyasumi reviews
My first attempt at GW fanfiction more or less written just to see if I could. 1x2
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 964 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Heero Y., Duo M. - Complete
And After reviews
What if you wake up from something you never expected to survive?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Dorothy C. - Complete
Kindness reviews
Dorothy centric. The Eve War is over, but what now?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Dorothy C. - Complete
A Moment's Respite reviews
The final battle draws near, and Treize visits Lady Une for the last time.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,055 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., L. Une - Complete
Letting Go reviews
Before Zechs leaves for Antarctica, he tries to explain himself to Treize. 13x6, R
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,840 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete
Fever reviews
A bad case of flu traps Treize in bed. A typical example of what happens when I fall sick and want to make my favorite characters share my suffering.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,798 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
Breakfast at Tiffany's
Everyone's favorite two top OZ officers get to spend a quiet evening with cookies, cocoa and a movie. Even these two deserve a chance to relax and enjoy some fluff on occasion. 13x6, definite sap warning.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,736 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
Power of Influence
A meeting of the Romafeller Foundation holds a few surprises for Treize, and some things are set into motion.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,038 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Dermail - Complete
What Matters reviews
Missions, delays, outings and Tsubarov. Pairing: 13x6
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,892 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Treize K., Zechs M. - Complete
The Small Hours of the Night reviews
Sometimes it is important to say the right things at the right time. Pairing: 13x6
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,322 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete
Storms reviews
Accidents happen, don't they? Characters: Zechs, Treize
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,499 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete
The Art of Making Arrangements reviews
Hiding the prince of a fallen nation requires a few adjustments.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,115 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete
Paradigms reviews
In the night after the attack on Sank, Zechs finds himself in an unfamiliar place with strangers and with a name that is not his own.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,901 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006 - Zechs M., Treize K. - Complete