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Joined 04-06-06, id: 1022676, Profile Updated: 07-05-15
Author has written 11 stories for Rurouni Kenshin.

Me?: I have a new job working in the area I just graduated from college for! I'm so excited and nervous and sad. Sad because I've made so many wonderful friends at the job I'm leaving, and I'm going to miss them. I'm glad for all of the time that I did get to spend getting to know them, and I hope they won't forget me, just as I won't forget them.

-Mood- Sick and tired of shit breaking.

STORIES (In the order in which they will be worked on first.)

Castle Ruins

(05/27/2015) Chapter 39 Preview: Kenshin learns the meaning of warmth.

(11/04/2014) Everyone MUST check out these wonderfully awesome sketches by the amazing indusina! Just copy and paste the links into a new window. If you have any problems getting the second one to come up, just click on her name in the first link and see the newest sketches that she has submitted. They are all amazing! Thanks indusina! It's so exciting getting see a story have some kind of life like this!

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Demon

Is being translated into Spanish. How very exciting! Thanks so much Zury! You're the best!

Chapter 8 is now in Spanish. I hope the rest of the story is still eagerly awaited.

Doing some editing on the English chapters. Up to chapter 13 now. (12/07/2014)

My Only Joy

(10/17/2013) I've been writing on this story, but I'm afraid my voice has changed within it. I hope it won't be disappointing if I post and it doesn't exactly feel the same.

(08/30/2013) As much as I would love to finish this story just to say it is complete, I can't bring myself to put in the time to do it. I think I have worn myself out on it and I'm not as interested in its story line anymore. It's not as original as I would like for it to be, and it frustrates me to try and work on it because I have so many other stories that are more interesting to me at the moment that I can't give it the attention it deserves. I'm sorry... but I'm really not sure if I'm going to finish this story or not. Out of the three I have not completed, this one would be the one I would want to the most. I'm sorry my poor little abandoned story. Perhaps some day I will dust you off and give you an appropriate ending, but until then you may be neglected.

Joined Heart; Split Soul

(08/30/2013) I have thought and thought on this one so many times that I know the ending by heart. I know what is to happen next and I know where everything goes... I'm not sure why it has been abandoned, only that I have become distracted by others that are more demanding of my attention. Perhaps one day I will finish it, but I feel as if I should let it be. My new stories deserve my attention so that they do not end up like these. To my sad story of woe... I will never forget the growth you helped me with.

Syrens

(08/30/2013) This story was much too long to be turning into a fanfic from the start. It was an original idea of mine for a story that had nothing to do with Rurouni Kenshin and so if I took the time to write it completely it would be too long and take way too much time. To you, my pretty little lost story, I may finish but not here. You may have your own shelf one day, even if it is only mine.

Bad News... (07/08/2013)

Since I have become so caught up in my other stories, I am afraid that it may be time for me to give up on a few of the incomplete ones. I do not like doing this, but I am trying to be realist. It has been so long since I have started them that it probably doesn't matter much anymore. One of them I have almost written myself into a corner on, while another is much too long and involved to turn into a fanfiction and I should have seen this from the start. I apologize. The other I do wish to finish, but these new stories are distracting me and I think they will be more fun to write. I will finish A Mother's Love though. That one I will promise. The other three... might not be so lucky. Sorry.

Good News... (07/08/2013)

I have so many new ideas that I want to turn into stories and share. After writing Demon and Cursed and seeing how well the response I received from them was, I have become excited about doing another story like them. And I have so many I want to try! It's funny, because when I first started out I only liked reading canon stories, but now I have gotten to the point where I only want to write AU's. I do have a couple of fun canon stories that I want to write, but I have always been a fantasy and sci-fi fan and so my natural inclination is to lean more towards that genre. If no one will object to it, I even have story I've gotten completely engrossed in and would like to start posting on soon. The chapters are short but hold lots of info. Could be fun.

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Dreams on a Stormy Night by napafey reviews
Both Kenshin & Kaoru have been denying what they want for far too long. What happens when the one finds the other in his room one stormy night. With a beguiling woman tempting him at every turn how much longer can the runrouni deny what he truly wants?
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,803 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 9/17/2009 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Kenshin, Kaoru
Little One by Ravyn reviews
After a bargain for her freedom goes awry, Kaoru finds herself bound to her cousin's husband. She is taken to his country to save her life. However, an old danger awaits... BK
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 118,766 - Reviews: 1817 - Favs: 1,443 - Follows: 606 - Updated: 8/8/2008 - Published: 1/22/2006 - [Kenshin, Kaoru] - Complete
The Slumbering City by Indygodusk reviews
When Kaoru takes a museum tour she doesn't expect to get lost. Nor does she expect to bleed on a dry fountain or awaken a dead garden. However getting claimed by the Battousai estate, and its master, is a consequence she comes to both dread and long for.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 70,357 - Reviews: 969 - Favs: 1,152 - Follows: 471 - Updated: 11/20/2007 - Published: 1/29/2006 - Battousai, Kaoru - Complete
High Maintenance by Veles reviews
When your lover is a powerful man, you're always a target.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,124 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 43 - Published: 1/26/2007 - Kenshin, Kaoru - Complete
Echoes by JouChan13 reviews
Set ten days before the first anniversary of Enishi's Jinchuu . . . A KenKao fic with the emergence of Battousai. OCC warning for deviation from canon
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 66,500 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 7/28/2006 - Published: 4/10/2005 - Kenshin, Kaoru - Complete
Hakama Dake by Indygodusk reviews
During a heat wave, Kaoru finds herself alone, frustrated, and extremely hot. Defeated by Kenshin's friendly behavior, she gives up on his love. But she refuses to lose to the sun. Clothes start to fly, but no one's there to see, right? KBK
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 80,527 - Reviews: 1259 - Favs: 1,316 - Follows: 360 - Updated: 3/28/2006 - Published: 5/8/2005 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
Twisted by Ravyn reviews
A dark promise is completed when Kenshin leaves for China. Kaoru, broken and numb, neither intends to hamper his journey, or too unleash his dark half. But the Battousai is free, untamed, raw, and possessive.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 60,157 - Reviews: 826 - Favs: 917 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 10/22/2005 - Published: 9/13/2004 - [Kaoru, Battousai] - Complete
Keneko by Shirou Shinjin reviews
After Enishi's Jinchuu, Kenshin is scared of hurting Kaoru. He makes a wish, and unfortunetly it gets granted... bit funny, bit WAFFy, all silly. Updated with link to fanart 20060419
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,006 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 8 - Published: 9/24/2005 - Complete
Silver Cross by Aryanne reviews
From New York to L.A., from vampire to hunter, and from life to death to life again. From friend to enemy, from blood to ecstasy, and from pain to love to pain again. This is his existence. [KK]
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 27 - Words: 235,887 - Reviews: 1089 - Favs: 566 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 8/23/2005 - Published: 8/31/2003 - Kenshin, Kaoru - Complete
Oni by Lanse reviews
Legends speak of a fearsome creature living on the forbidden mountain. Escaping to its domain, one woman will discover just how real a legend can be. 2005 RKRC romanceWAFF runner up.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 45,003 - Reviews: 852 - Favs: 1,118 - Follows: 179 - Updated: 8/18/2005 - Published: 4/14/2005 - Kenshin, Kaoru - Complete
Amethyst Serendipity by Mana Mihara reviews
[Complete] [AU] A chance meeting at a local Laundromat brings two unsuspecting people together. Their differences draw them to each other and bind them with an invisible tie. See what happens in this 3-part story of discovery and love. [KK]
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,098 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 2/7/2005 - Published: 2/1/2005 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
Blue Moon by JouChan13 reviews
AU. After three years with Kenshin, Kaoru takes the worst blow of all. Feeling desperate and lost she looks to the heavens to help her. She makes a wish on that night, while looking up at the eerie moon. Never thinking it could come true. Batt/Kao
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 87,921 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/14/2003 - Published: 6/17/2003 - Kenshin, Kaoru
All I wanted by Iram reviews
Kaoru wants Kenshin, not the Rurouni, not the Battousai, just the man behind the sword. Well, maybe the sword as well... COMPLETE
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,824 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 6/24/2003 - Published: 4/23/2003 - Complete
A New Light by Zosocrowe reviews
Kenshin and Karou get some suprising news and must keep it a secret from the rest of thier friends.A turning point in thier life is about to begin...can they manage? Errors fixed 010802 No new chapters...
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 28,940 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/15/2001 - Published: 12/6/2001
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Castle Ruins reviews
To a hungry vampire the smell of blood is intoxicating and the taste is pure ecstasy. The hunt is quick and the meal savored. For an older vampire with control such weaknesses no longer rule their existence. When that control is tested, however, by blood that cannot be ignored, weakness is the least of their problems.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 264,572 - Reviews: 867 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 307 - Updated: 7/5 - Published: 8/24/2013 - [Kaoru, Kenshin]
A Mother's Love reviews
Kenshin is a single parent with a son that has never known the love of a mother,and suddenly finds himself pushed away by his sullen child. Will the presence of another parentless individual pull him from his shell? KK
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 134,074 - Reviews: 542 - Favs: 466 - Follows: 323 - Updated: 8/18/2013 - Published: 6/4/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
Cursed reviews
For a thousand years the village has known of the beast living in the old palace. A beast said to live on human blood. One father knows the truth, and is now bound by word to return a favor he has ignored for thirteen years.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 45 - Words: 317,148 - Reviews: 1242 - Favs: 557 - Follows: 326 - Updated: 3/2/2013 - Published: 7/3/2011 - [Kaoru, Kenshin] - Complete
Syrens reviews
Starting their life together had never seemed so sweet, until a shadow of dark magic claims their beginning, stealing Kaoru from the arms of her husband. Now he must search to bring her back, and battle the forces that would keep them separate. kk
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 53,834 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 4/9/2011 - Published: 8/26/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin
Demon reviews
Kaoru had been told her actions were honorable, as her sacrifice to the demon would save many lives. What did their lives mean to her? Only the freedom in the death she was promised would bring her peace.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 105,744 - Reviews: 1057 - Favs: 838 - Follows: 338 - Updated: 4/9/2011 - Published: 11/16/2009 - [Kaoru, Battousai] - Complete
Joined Heart Split Soul reviews
When Kenshin finds himself with a second chance, old decisions come back to haunt him. With Kaoru in reach, before his eyes, he also discovers the truth that there is something inside her keeping him away. KBK
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 66,748 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 10/21/2010 - Published: 6/4/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin
My Only Joy reviews
A man they named the Battosai struggles with his sanity as he kills time and time again for a revolution in the present times, but will the decision to not kill a witness, a child, save him where he's come up short? Or will she only hinder him?KK
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 198,664 - Reviews: 535 - Favs: 337 - Follows: 304 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin
Scars That Make Us Stronger reviews
After an incident in highschool, Kenshin and Kaoru have not spoken for seven years. Coming back to his hometown, alone and intent on apologizing for past wrongs, Kenshin might find things have changed in ways he would never have expected.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,234 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/21/2009 - [Kaoru, Kenshin] - Complete
Delirium reviews
Our rurouni seems to be a little frustrated. XD One shot.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,793 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 281 - Follows: 33 - Published: 9/26/2008 - [Kaoru, Kenshin] - Complete
Delusional reviews
Nothing ever turns out like you want it, and in Kaoru's current condition will she be able to tell the difference between what she wants and what she fears? Will the return of her rurouni help or hinder her struggle for her sanity?
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,209 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/20/2006 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
You're Beautiful reviews
Chance meeting on a subway will either leave hearts hurting or feeling more complete than ever before. oneshot kk at
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Kaoru, Kenshin, Tomoe, Akira - Complete